++159 the one who just turn sweet 17 :D

Yeah yeah whoa oh I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

thanxxxxxxxx for all the wishes... i luv u all :* mmmmuahhh

i like this one http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N7AMCeRPLSY

we went karaoke-ing yesterday..

and from fotopages....


currently listening to:the click 5 - happy birthday
currently feeling:malas malas malassssss
i wanna be:beautiful, always :-" yeah yeah i know..

++158 the one with brother & sisters : kevin walker

picture source: bloggers and sisters.

sedihnyeeee.
people are describing malaysia like some sort of a remote village or something like that in my favourite tv series: brothers & sisters. go watch go watch the 1st few series of 2nd season of the series.


one of the brothers and sisters, adik kpd kitty [kitty=calista flockhart=ally mcbeal] tuh, name:kevin, is a gay, and currently berpacaran with this jason guy [kitty's hasben's brother] gay tapi seorg alim. he's an ordained minister. so, during the starting of this 2nd season, this jason had to leave for malaysia, and as what they described in the story, he went down to malaysia to serve as 'missionary' for the impoverished people. i mean, kenape malaysia??? labelled as impoverish people??? busuk giler ok!



but kevin did pronounced malaysia really well, unlike some other american/english.
eh, haa, another fact about kevin [matthew rhys]. he is not american, he is an english, a welsh to be exact [welsh accent adelah sgt british yg sgt ber accent, u know, mcm kalo accent malaysia tuh, dia ketegeri slang kelate].. but in this series, he did really speak american very very well, almost unnotice.

and one more thing about brothers and sisters, adalah sgt geli geleman while watching all the gay scenes, especially part2 kevin ciom kekasih2nye, yucks, takut ok jikelau atuk tetibe betuka orientation, he profusely confess of thinking 'pink' is his fav color lately. tolonglah!
well anyways, into kevin's.. i found this interview with him on another channel and would like to paste
[taken from interview with brothers & sisters matthew rhys]


AE: As an actor, you have to deal with being in the public eye and people wanting to know about your personal life, and Kevin's relationship with a closeted soap opera actor ties directly into that issue of celebrity privacy. How do you as an actor deal with that? And does it seem to you that it's almost easier for a straight actor to play a gay part these days than it is for an actor who is not, say, closeted in his private life but also not publicly out? It makes it kind of difficult for them to play gay roles for fear of unwanted speculation about their sexuality.
MR: Yeah. I was a little shocked at the reaction of the press at the beginning. A lot of the questions were, you know, “Was it a problem for you to play gay roles?” Or “Were you concerned about getting typecast?” You know, I was a little confused as to why I was getting...

AE: Why you were getting questioned on that front?
MR: Well, yeah! [Laughs.] I thought we'd passed those times, really. So that was a little bit of a shock.

AE: Speaking of that, I caught an interview recently with Jason Lewis, and he mentioned that the prospect of kissing another man on-screen was kind of scary. Was that ever an issue for you?
MR: No. I don't think it's ever really problematic. I just think if you're fortunate enough to be confident and secure in yourself, and you know it's a role you play, I don't see where the problem lies, really. Actually, my first theater job was a gay part with a lot of kissing it in it. So, I wouldn't say it was a hurdle really, but I got over that really early on. You realize there's nothing to it.



ade sgt byk lg yg menarik, go read yourself lah kan. especially about how they shoot 4/5 times for one funny shot where all of it went on different ending, and then sedih sbb yg dpt masuk tv is only 1 shot je, while the other 3/4 shot tuh pon bes bes gak. u get what i mean?

above all those comments by me, i still love watching the episodes, and cannot wait for the continues, episode 10 2nd season. :-w

currently listening to: the click 5 - happy birthday
currently feeling: mengantuk
i wanna be: rich!

++157 the one with tazkirah

Engkau beriku harapan Menjawab segala persoalan
Hadapi semua dengan tenang Dengan merasa kesyukuran
Ku doa Kau selalu Mengawasai gerak-geriku
Berkatilah ku penuh rahmat dari Mu


problem is, i wanted to blog, the nawaitu is reallyyyy there, but, each time i started, the idea mcm fading.. eh pelik.. then, i'll start bloghopping to brighten back the memories, then, fade again. repeat 88 times.
and then, i found this tazkirah, and we are nearly to the end of the year kan, ape salahnye if we take few tazkirah, to actually sit back and flash back all the things being said & done thruout this year, and think, atleast for a lil while..

Antara Kecantikan Lelaki & Kegagahan Wanita

Kecantikan Lelaki
Kecantikan seorang lelaki bukan kepada rupa fizikal tetapi pada murni rohani. Lelaki yang cantik,adalah:-
1)Lelaki yang mampu mengalirkan airmata untuk ingatan
2)Lelaki yang sedia menerima segala teguran
3)Lelaki yang memberi madu,setelah menerima racun
4)Lelaki yang tenang dan lapang dada
5)Lelaki yang baik sangka
6)Lelaki yang tak pernah putus asa

Kecantikkan lelaki berdiri di atas kemuliaan hati. Seluruh kecantikan yang ada pada Nabi Muhammad S.A.W adalah kecantikan yang sempurna seorang lelaki.

Kegagahan Wanita
Kegagahan seorang wanita bukan kepada pejal otot badan, tetapi pada kekuatan perasaan. Perempuanyang gagah,adalah:-
1)Perempuan yang tahan menerima sebuah kehilangan
2)Perempuan yang tidak takut pada kemiskinan
3)Perempuan yang tabah menangung kerinduan setelah ditinggalkan
4)Perempuan yang tidak meminta-minta agar dipenuhi segala keinginan

Kegagahan perempuan berdiri di atas teguh iman. Seluruh kegagahan yang ada pada Sayidah Khadijah R.A adalah kegagahan sempurna bagi seorang perempuan.

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W:-" Sebarkanlah ajaranku walau satu ayat pun"Surah Al-Ahzab: Ayat 71" Nescaya Allah memperbaiki bagimu amalan-amalanmu dan mengampuni bagimu dosa-dosamu. Dan barangsiapa mentaati Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka sesungguhnya ia telah mendapat kemenangan yang besar."

hmmmp, not necessary for a year end? think again..
currently listening to:sheila majid - kumohon
currently feeling:menggantok
i wanna be:rich!!!~

++156 the one with another question

tiada bintang dapat menerangkan hati yg telah dicela
bagai ku lumpuh tak mampu berdiri aku tetap begini
tak kan berubah kerna aku tetap aku dan alur hidupmu bukanlah aku

i came across this question while facebooking,
What will you do for your man?
1.fight with his ex to get him back
2.leave your job for relationship
3.give him blood
4.cook for him for rest of his life
5.offer him your kidney

offer him my kidney? :-s, mcm takut je :-s
i guess i'ld go for no.4.. i will cook for him for the rest of his life, only if i live longer. dan tu pon kalo ko sanggop makan masakan aku seumor hidop ko ah kan.
the ex part, if he wants her, go to her & leave me, i'll move on.. seriously.

currently listening to:meet uncle hussain - lagu untukmu
currently feeling:tensyennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan has1fah, amin!

++155 the one with krismes wish

dgn ini diucapkan selamat menyambut hari natal kepade sedaresedari yg beragama kristian yg sudi mengunjungi blog ini, samade secare sengaje mahupon sekadar nak stalk2.. dgn ucapan, muliakan harimu. :-s hehe. bongoknye.
dan teristimewa buat atuk yg sudah polang beraye di kg halaman yg jauh sungguh dimate tatapi dekat disanubari, selamat beraye lah yer, dgn ucapan, mkn ketupat ingat2lah sayeh :-s [raye krismes mkn ketupat ke?]..

currently listening to:usher - my boo
currently feeling:undecided. pening kepale aku.
i wanna be: kurus while sleeping, bgn2 tetibe kurus. yay. amin.

++154 the one with 8 random facts

i've been tagged by dela...


The Rules:

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they've been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

List eight (8) random facts about myself:

1. im turning 27 in few days :D. my sister is still in UPM, samong study. my brother is still in UM, masih study.. that makes me the only child in my family who's working. not relevent. my father and my mother is still in love. pon not relevent. hehe.

2. i have served in telco industries since 2003. i have minimum knowledge in other field, that made me think RF only for the past 5 years. but, that didnt turn me into some insignificant person in thinking about other important things like whats best for my life, and my country. and, i dont do much people handling in my business, i normally talked crap to the antenna, or the printed circuit board like 'woi chilake, apsal ko tak idop ni. kechelakaan betullah. macibai betullah mendalah nih'. and so on. so, dont do debate with me, especially in politics, because biliv me, i know what im holding unto, only i dunno how to explain.. and ofkoz debate on it.

3. I have this system with which I arrange the money in my wallet. All my notes are arranged according to denomination with the largest at the back, right side up, face to front. atuk said this sequence will bring wealth in my wallet, which is so far so not good pon??? ehehe. not like i'll lose some money if i follow the rules pon kan, so, ikotkan sahajos.

4. ouh.. about rules, i dunno i fell into which category, sumtimes i'm this very skema girl who folo every freakin rules [likes those traffic lights and giving signals], but, sumtimes, im this very rebellious brat who really needs to scream out, who finally pack her bag and go home before the time is over, and not for once feeling guilty about it.. [add more masalah sosial yg pernah ch3pah lakukan here*] heh.

5. i bring digicam to almost everywhere. i had more photos than yours, i knew. :D. and i took pictures everywhere, anytime i like and of course i had pictures of us in the fitting room. only undisclose for personal reason. as 'budak baru nak up' as that. another entry.

6. so far, since early 2006, i've gain 15kg in total yay! big hoolahoop dance. haha. i'm so scared and i'm so screwed! i've given up diet since, err, i dunno since when. cemane ni mak :(( *cried histerically*.. all i cn do is praying very hard to turn back to age 16th size without doing anything. amin. ahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahhahahhaha.

7. [oh incase u wonder, no!!, sadness or anything to do with breakups or watsoeva depression-thingy does/did not help me losing weight, thank you]. depression increased my carbo-intake. oh, i must've written that for thousand times.

8. my bf is shorter and younger than me.. and jongang-er :D thank you.

the hardest part, tagging people :-s..
i tagged 1.lina 2.pojan 3.wawie 4.baby 5.takeru 6.imah 7.naiza 8.chikong
ngeahahahhaha.. padan muke. tapi kalo tanak buat pon tak rugi apepe. buat, lagilah takde rugi apepe. mcm biase, for fun.

currently listening to: usher - my boo
currently feeling: lapar lah pulok
i wanna be: rich and famous

++153 the one with aidiladha

pfufff... letihhhhhhhhh.
i've just arrived from kg halaman minutes ago. sgt letih.
[walopon its my bro who drove all the way from kg hehehe:D]
i went back to kpil4h on wednesday nite, the nite of aidiladha, the road was jammed all the way south from kl. a journey of 2 hours became 4 hours, i arrived after midnite, and had [my pick actually] to watch lembu berkorban the next morning. so, from thursday morning onwards, i was down with major headaches, demam plus sorethroat. and only managed to see the doctor lasnite. bayangkan penderitaan tekak dan kepala sepanjang khamis, jumaat dan sabtu. tak pernah2 bercuti lame utk blk kg, this time sakit pulok.

alhamdulillah getting better as i'm writing this down.

oh ye, after watching imam slaughtered the animal, we went to our grandpa's kubur to visit lah kan, but we cant remember which one, so, we did some rough guess je lah. we= me, sister, few cousins yg agak sebaye or younger. so, when we finally saw this one kubur written our grandpa's name on it, we started to clean lah.. not until my sister saw 2007 date of death on the batu nisan, that she then shouted 'woi, bile mase atuk kite mati tahun nih?????'.. hihihi. our grandpa meninggal dunia sudah lame wor. even before i was born.
tu ahh, nengkali, salu2 jengok kubur org tua supaye we wont mis track where's their kubur tau.

so, i think its still not too late to wish muslimin muslimat
'selamat hari raya aidiladha, & maaf zahir batin'

here, kaklong..

and my cousin

and, makcik mane tah nih :-"

..and lot of more photos:

currently listening to: bunyi washing machine
currently feeling: sikit2 sakek pale

++152 the one with 2nd entry in 1 day. boring.

found this questionnaire in bend-n-break just now, so, mcm xde bende nak buat pon.

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night.
mcm takde je :-??

2. What were you doing at 0800?
Snoozed my alarm. and continued dozing.

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
tido, br bgn tido nih. :o

4. What happened to you in 2006?
50% sober :D

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
i cant remember

6. How many beverages did you have today?
his chocoa 24hours dark hot chocolate, plain waters, grape drink. 3 types i guess.

7. What color is your hairbrush?
*masuk bilik* [as pelupa as that] pink color! omg how did i not reckon?

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
4AA batteries for gps testing. work stuff.

9. Where were you last night?
home, finishing my gossip girl series.

10. What color is your front door?
light yellow.

11. Where do you keep your change?
my purse lah kan.

12. What’s the weather like today?
i dun even know hehehe. mcm sunny day kot.

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
magnum's keras diluar, sgt sgt bersusu dan soft didlm 8-x. tropicana, green outside, vanilla inside tuh. dan alltime fav: ikea's vanilla icecream, sanggup benti kejap tepi entrance ikea utk membelinya. dan owh baskin's choc chip. eh mcm byk pulak.

14. What excites you?
weekends, friday night practically. when atuk is coming. :x

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
not now.

16. Are you over the age of 25?
yup. turning 27 in few days.

17. Do you talk a lot?
depends. biasenye mcm pendiam :-"

18. Do you watch the O.C.?
i did watch, but, havent found the rite time to continue with 4th season.
cant wait to see seth cohen actually.

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
steven gerrard :x eh eh eh

20. Do you make up your own words?
Sumtimes.

21. Are you a jealous person?
of course. who wouldnt?

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’
amy. officemate.

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
kakashi :-??

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
0383183856-he hang up the moment i berjaye angkat, after 5 miscalls.

25. What does the last text message you received say?
'hp saye abis bateri sayang. ape2 hal awak cal cni yeh sayang'

26. Do you chew on your straw?
nope

27. Do you have curly hair?
u mean on which part of my body eh? :-??

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
tonite? nowhere. but currently imagining bihun goreng kicap at hartamas square, yg xde ah sedap mane pon, tp, maybe ai dah kene spender apek tuh :-s

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
she.

30. What was the last thing you ate?
a donut from king's confectionary.

31. Will you get married in the future?
Naaakkk jugak. :D

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
american gangster in atuk's lappie.

33. Is there anyone you like right now?
yes. correct. jawap sendiri.

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
just now

35. Are you currently depressed?
not now

36. Did you cry today?
Not yet. Why? do i have to?

37. Why did you answer and post this?
tgh boring

currently listening to:muse-unintended
currently feeling:sleepy
i wanna be:rich and famous

++151 the one with 10 years reunion

[in pictures: us in 1993, Form 1 beb.]

1997 - 2007, its been 10 years since we left seri puteri, jalan kolam ayer ground huhu. and if i counted rite, its been 15 years since we knew each other. drpd sebesar lidi, sampai jadi anak gajah dah. hehu.
so, we had our 10th year reunited party last saturday at chunghanh viatnamese restaurant at one bangsar. sgt seronok, altho tak semua dpt dtg, but atleast, we had great fun. what's funnier than catching up again kan. especially when the organizer was flashing back our memories with slidehow of old pictures, pictures of the very skema us. set2 tshirt2 besar gedabak, wadehell lah pesyen ituh.

a very big thanx to our penganjur : alin n warrie.
i had to leave the party early tho, atuk sudah bertukar menjadi naga, and it is soooo not nice seeing a jongang naga after a great party. :/.
tensyen.. i heard they had trivia games after i left. to which one of the q was, whats ustazah noreinee fav line. shyt, seriyes aku tak engat.
[additional: warrie answered, 'dont show your stupidity & serba makneka'] :))

as usual, pictures of us

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currently listening to: timbaland - apologize
currently chitchatting with warrie, about an annoying face yg ko tgk gamba dia, komfem rase nak lempang :))
i wanna be: rich and famous

++150 the one with the long silence

wahhhhh...
agak lame gak ek ai idle.
im stressed actually. faced some big problem. mendukacitakan, but i still havent found evidence, as for the person i'm accusing tidak mahu mengaku. bodok betul.
anyways, aaa, really no idea what to write anymore. balik2 tulis sikit, gambar bederet. nampak sgt lah ini ialah blog harian yg tidak berinfo. bosannnn :. berase seperti budak baru nak up.
aa, atuk is suggesting that topic actually. tulis psl budak2 baru nak up. :-s a very sensitive topic with lotsa issues, and i think i have to have very large background study on that, takboleh main ikot sedap mulut je kan. so, takpayah ah. ai malas.

(: yawn. k, self updateslah mcm biase lah:

1. my colleague is in love with budak rojak2 at the curve :D. we are so gonna hit rojak2 sokmo. ahaha. that mamat, he had tatoo on his arm.
2. a heavy, white christmas is happening near my house. i mean at the curve. duduk uk dulu pon tak penah rase snow yg begitu lebat seperti inih. watch out photos.
3. we just lurve redbox. takboleh buat ape.
4. somebody cruel dragged me to watch motorshow at bukit jalil. [read:atuk]. huh. lotsa sexy girls instead of sexy cars. i took lotsa pictures of them anyways, because, believe me, i cant find any single sexy guys langsung langsung. so, don bother asking about my orientation. nehi. lelaki yg dtg pon seme nye tidak mengghairahkan.


at rojak2:

slurppppp

with colleague

the curve.

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white christmas at night

white christmas at the curve

atuk and me

and more fotos from my fotopages:


karaoke session with 4my and a1nul and oag and atuk..

...and more fotos fromfotopages....



the motorshow

comel giler

huhu.. dreaming ..

smart ass

kawaii

my personal fav. :D

aku rase mcm boleh jadi fotoq model kete :D

see see, ade tak yg hemsem? xde kan?

atuk is one of them, not in the picture. moerkhhhhhhhhh

this one, atuk's personal fav. [i think]

hoi cibai, mane perot ko doooooooow???

chilake betullah, apsal diorg ni kurus dan lawa? jeles betul.
this one pon atuk's personal pick gok. lawa giler.

while atuk bz oggling, i bz watching motorshow. xtreme baru bes.

tak nampak eh? the left car is my fav kot. set set starlet kambeng si is.

further pictures of this pose [mendalam lagi] boleh mintak dr ai. sgt banyak.

that's all folks.

motorshow piccas frommy fotopages:

currently listening to: lifehouse - broken
currently feeling: owh so mengantuk
i wanna be: a supermodel. amin.

++149 the one with the nightmares

i have no mood! no mood to work, no mood to do anything.
not until somebody elses help me, with telling the truth.
i'm done searching, tak ketemuk. tensyen!!!
currently listening to:sheila majid - mengapa kasih
currently feeling:sooo scared!
i wanna have superman's superpower to easily fly to anywhere

++148 the one with karaoke session again

tensyen ok nak kumpulkan myteam utk berkaroke.
4my balik melaka uruskan penukaran IC baru sbb tuka name sbb dah convert.
mai balik taiping, kenduri kawen kakeda.
isaida blk kg tanam jagong >:P.
suebengkeng suke membengkeng, instead of agreeing to join, she screamed 'oii apsal korang gile meroyan tiap2 minggu nak berkoke nih?'
laily nak jadi isteri org minggu inih.
elly dan niesa ntah.. xde reply pong. :
and others, sudah menjadi mak orang. moerkhhhhhhh!!!~
make, tepakse ah berkaroke ber3 aje, tp mcm 3 jam mcm 3 minit je mcm lagi sengah jam nak abis waktu tuh mcm kene fastfowed sbb byk lagu nak cover lagi..

atuk buat muke ketat :

aglio olio yg sodap =p~

tgh nyanyi, tapi mcm nampak kemere plak, patu mcm eh amek gamba lah.. tuh yg tak sempat tutup mulot tuh :

skrg dia buat muke stimng plak.. :

nasi grg tomyam yg berbentuk lucah 8-x

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currently listening to:sheila majid - kumohon
currently wanting an iphone! :(
i wanna be:rich and famous!:D