++the one with the health

July2022.

I know someone once told me, how u begin your year will determine how’s your year going. He meant on the health part. 

And so do i.

My january was a bad lung days especially after covid.

It doesnt stop. The athma attack went on and off even after weeks from the first attack.

This time it was so different.

On and off

On and off

And we went to scotland (again for me) on May.

It was ok. The weather doesnt trigger my athma attack. Except when sleeping, ofcourse because of the head and lung position i think.

After scotland, the heat difference totally tolled me.

I was feeling like i wanna die already on the day that i went to the clinic.

Drove, parked, cough and vomit again there and then. Just beside the car.

When i entered the clinic, i was already at the tip of bursting my throat.

I dunno about everyone else, but apparently steroids are today’s remedy.

6pills a day.

Again after the full cycle completed, ok, and i didnt count, the athma attack came in, on and off again.

Now i am again at the new cycle of that steroid pills.

Wish me luck.

currently listening to:dewa

currently feeling: ok abit
i wanna be:healthy

++the one with a melancholic night

So here i am, writing on this empty wall at 2-ish am.

I dunno whats going on with my sleep pattern nowadays, but some days like today, that insomnia thingy hit me.

Im writing from my phone now so pls bear with me.

Currently listening to payung teduh - utk perempuan yg sedang didlm pelukan.

Shit im never getting tired of this song really.

My mood and emotion was like a haywire nowadays i reckon.

Like tonite, like why i am feeling all melodramatic fool like a broken hearted teenager like i just fall out of love like it was yesterday nih? Hah? Hishhhhh!

Even vivi agrees with me, he normally sneak into my room to sleep (normally because he loves me, actually because he wanted to escape kakashi & netzuko, those 2 little brats are at their kitties age, naughty as hell).

But not tonite. Tonite, like he can hear me emo-ing inside, he chose to ignore me whenever i open my door.

He just sit still at the toilet door, dont even bother to look at me. How ungrateful! But still, i’ll go to him and kiss him. 

Bak kata people in fb-page “kucing sepahkan apa hari ini”, kakak dah kene sifir (sihir) kucing.

Another story for another post.

Back to vivi, yup, tonite he ditch me, making me felt more melancholic all by myself. Begittuh.

I should just stop.

All this emo writing will only make people in hiatus with me, taking all the laughing credits.

currently listening to:payung teduh - utk perempuan yg sedang didlm pelukan
currently feeling:mellowy
i wanna be:happy again

++ the one with year 2022

haha muncul2 dok share video2 youtube jer.

mengundang kecaman si mmtk je kan?

so what's up people?

im currently unwell and on hiatus and craves for so many things.

i was reading the twitter timeline yesterday that a phrase catch me and get to me and i was like stressing over the fact that it is so true and it reads like this:

tom hardy once said: "Being alone for a while is dangerous. It's addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is, you dont even want to deal with people anymore"

KANNNNNNN!!!!

shit man.

i think, i feel, like, i am at that stage.

eh tak tak. tak kot. eh entahlah.

currently listening to:driver's license
currently feeling:unwell
i wanna be:in scotland!

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MAYDEA - DRIVERS LICENSE (Olivia Rodrigo) - X Factor Indonesia 2021

DRIVERS LICENSE (Olivia Rodrigo)

Lyrics

I got my driver's license last week
Just like we always talked about
'Cause you were so excited for me
To finally drive up to your house
But today I drove through the suburbs
Crying 'cause you weren't around

And you're probably with that blonde girl
Who always made me doubt
She's so much older than me
She's everything I'm insecure about
Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs
'Cause how could I ever love someone else?

And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street

And all my friends are tired
Of hearing how much I miss you, but
I kinda feel sorry for them
'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do, yeah
Today I drove through the suburbs
And pictured I was driving home to you

Red lights, stop signs

I still see your face in the white cars, front yards

Can't drive past the places we used to go to
'Cause I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
Sidewalks we crossed
I still hear your voice in the traffic, we're laughing
Over all the noise
God, I'm so blue, know we're through
But I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

++The One With the Paella Story

Boleh tahan berhabuk juga ya blog nih.

I am busy tweeting nowadays, instead of diarying up my life in the blog.

but i find it agak susah nak search certain2 things when i wanna, u know, walking down the memory lane watsoeva. tak mcm blog. dlm blog, we can search anything i've written in the past.

and here's a story sebagai contohnya:

Today AU (ashiko Ulangkaji) tweeted about her latest culinery act, cooking a paella.

and mentioned us in the tweet.

@videlcute

@owwek

hahhaa. Aku try masak paella guna rempah segera. Tetiba teringat masa g spain kita share paela sepinggan 6 org.

and to that i replied

yes, kami mampu paella sorg sepinggan tau. but the day before, we spend dimes on a seafood platter plate yg sungguhlaaaa sikit dan x cukupnyerrrrr.

but i cant remember the price, had to google thru the old blog to findout the price.

see! the importance if having a blog!! wrote that in 2004 kot! still reliable till now!

(yaa too many exclamation marks)

blog link for the spain trip is here: http://videlcute.blogspot.my/2004/12/neverending-story.html

and apart from that, someone treat 6 of us a cup of hot chocolate each... and the story is also the link above. 

ahhhhhhhhh, those days! being a student and cant really afford travelling, bagpacking trip but yada yada yada. i misssssssssssssss those funny days, and definitely miss yuolllsssss more!

currently listening to:some old song recommended by someone agak special hehehe
currently feeling:sad
i just wanna cuddle at niteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

++The One with Covid19

hi

how are you?

OMG it's been 7 months since the first covid attack in Malaysia and, it's been about that amount of time for me, staying home, alone, keeping it together, sanely, working at home. (we started a day earlier, than the announcemant by PM, to wfh, on March, ended around June, started going to office on and off and until recently, about lastweek, when the numbers went up again.)

do i like it so far?

yes! i dont have to drive and face the traffic jam.

do i like it to not being able to really hang out or return to hometown?

sometimes yes, sometimes no.

how about you?

are you happy?

do you love being home, alone?

oh i forgot, u lots are not alone at home.

++the one with the list of updates

LISTING OUT THE POST/myEvent i want TO write IN this BLOG (with no alpha/numerical order):

TRIPS:
2. padi.box gateway
4. tawau2017
6. osaka japan trip
8. singapore-JB 2017
9. krabi-hatyai trip
10. tawau2016!

13. taiwan & Taipei
14. Canada (x abis lagik)
15. Jakarta tai-tai trip

17. bukit batu putih
18. cameron highland 2018
tb lembah temir
19. tawau and bohey dolang (mid year)

24. treasurehunt JB
25. tawau2018 (krismas)

30. langkawi perlis kedah

tb genting highland

35. Thistle, PD
36. th penang
37. edinburgh trip (baru intro)

NONTRIPS:
1. diving experience (DSD)
3. ml8 the company
5. friendship is magic 20th reU
7. aidilfitri2016 2017 2018 2019
11. M-day the company
16. digital content creation workshop
20. what to do if accident happened
21. cooking competition TOS jandabaik
22. occupational first aid
23. majestic lunch
26. newyear 2019
27. aia vitality and healthy team
28. new hair
29. dewa 2019
31. bobbt
32. merdeka
33. blastacars
34. AZ grad LC
38. bday 2019

++The One with Scotland | Intro

helohaiiiii
this is just a quick update about my edinburgh/scotland trip recently, just so i dont forget it.

i went to edinburgh alone! yay me! first solotrip of my life, but not acounted as a major solotravelling activity yet, becoz i stayed at simuzium's place.
(but i did the edinburgh's exploration all by myself hmmmkay! patting my own back)

As for scotland, it was just only a pinch exploration only, covered almost all edinburgh's tourist attractions, a lil bit north to the famous Ben Nevis up to fort william, sahaja.
And my itinerary was rather laid back and i dont recommend any following, but if you just in case wanna get a quick tour around edinburgh ke, maybe, it can help abit. i dunno.

I'll write down summary of my vacation:
DAY 0&1: Departure, Transit at Dubai (slept at WR's hotel in Dubai), arrived in Edinburgh the next day.
DAY 2: Around Edinburgh | Greyfiars, Dean'sVillage, EdinburghTown
DAY 3: Around Edinburgh | Holyrood Palace & Calton Hill, Edinburgh Uni & Town
DAY 4: To GlenNevis | Stop at Forthbridge, Hermitage, Queen'sView, Passingthru CairngormsNatPark, FortWilliam
DAY 5: GlenNevis back to Edinburgh | Stop at CommandoMemorial, Passingthru Glencoe, Glenetive, LochTulla, LochLomond, Livingston FO
DAY 6: Around Edinburgh | Edinburgh Castle, Zaza & Edinburgh Town
DAY 7: Around Edinburgh | StMargaret's Loch, StAnthony's Chapel, Arthurs Seat, Duddingston's Loch
DAY 8: To Chester | Passthru LakeDistrictNatPark, Ulswater, KirkstonePass, Windermere, OrrestHead & Chester
DAY 9: Around Chester | Chesire Oak FO & Chester City
DAY 10: To BlackPool | Stop at Lake Vyrnwy, Snowdonia, Blackpool
DAY 11: Blackpool & Liverpool | Around city of Blackpool & Anfield Stadium, Liverpool
DAY 12: Back to Edinburgh | Stop at adrian'sWall &Scottish Border
DAY 13: Around Edinburgh | Loch Lochend, Britannia, Hogmanay Celebration (torchlight procession) (from Royal Mile street to Salisbury Crag)
DAY 14: Around Edinburgh | Bday Dinner at Ada'sRestaurant & NYE countdown & firework from Calton Hill.
DAY 15: Travel back to KL, Transit at Dubai.

currently listening to:coldplay fix you
currently feeling: sad~~~~~~~~~~
i wanna be: rich!!!!!!