++345 the one with AK

i am annoyed with people who used "ak" instead of "aku".
since when aku has been shortformed into AK ??
freaking lazy!
not that there arent some people who hate the way i wrote, but do they even have a blog to kutuk me? :-" tudududu

currently listening to:naff - kau masih kekasihku
currently feeling::( malam ini :( akan ke sale :( akan muflis tak?
i wanna watch WOLVERINE!!!

++344 randoms on monday blues

-weekends ialah 2 hari yg dipenuhi dgn TIDUR dan makan dan TIDUR
-we watched bohsia lasnite. heheh. takdo kojo kan?
-malasnye nak keje!
-saye suke drummer kumpulan ZOO tuh :* dia nyanyi pon pawer wallauwey.
-i can understand why elle suke vocalist dia. muke dia mirip abbi (AB+babi). ah ah ah
-2009 ialah tahun adik2 kawen (ini ayat nyza&warrie). most of our adik kawen this year, while we were stuck in this singlehood system. kecoh ah budak2 zaman skrg nih.
-are u gonna be my boy?

currently listening to:james morrison - broken wings
currently feeling:mengantuk
i wanna be:a supermodel!~

++343 the one with the choc-milk

a man told me this story,
one day while he was taking his lunch somewhere near his place, he saw 2 old folks, yg alala mcm miskin, yg order teh tarik only. people were busy eating lunch, they drink only tea, and this man pitied them both lah and paid for their drinks when he paid his.
so then i told him my story.
while we were in cordova, spain, lasttime, i had difficulties bringing different currency notes (we were using pounds, tp kat spain kena gune euros la pulok). so, i put all the euros inside a plastic bag. yea, plastik yg mmg plastik, yg bukanlah purse diperbuat drpd plastik, tapi plastik bag semate.
so, while sipping our choc-milk at a restaurant there, i open my plastic bag to count the remaining euros i got.
suddenly, when we wanted to pay our drinks, the restaurant owner told us that somebody had paid ours.
bhahh!! we must've been mistaken for a very poor kid kan :D
anyways, trillion thanx for those who paid our drinks yeh. may god bless.

currently listening to:jaclyn victor - wajah
currently feeling:gemok
i wanna be:rich

++342 the one who is ...

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:((((((
tetibe berkumandang lagu sudirman ini dan merembes2 airmata kuh inih.
i havent talk to mom and dad since the day aku melarikan diri dr rumah.
yea, melarikan diri drpd rumah at the age of 28. matilah aku.

Ayah dan ibu
Itulah permulaan kami
Dapatlah melihat bulan dan
Matahari
Ahai...

Yang dikurniakan dari Ilahi
Ahai...
Ayah dan ibu lah
Mesti dihormati

Ayah dan ibu
Wali dan juga keramat
Pada mereka kita beri hormat
Ahai...
Bagilah tunjuk ajar dan
Nasihat
Supaya hidup
Supaya hidup kita akan selamat

currently listening to:sudirman - ayah dan ibu
currently feeling::(( uwaaaaaa nangis betubitubi
camane niiiiiiiiiiiii

++341 the one who is being very sensitive lately

i figured that the more "gemok" i am, the more sensitive i've become.
like hello, there's so many thing can make me cry, even from the family's joke. duhhh. i hate being this fragile. i never take some stupid jokes this seriously before. i am a joker myself, people used to recognise my jokes and labelled me as an entertainer.

talking about how hormones can impact one's personality.

currently listening to:ari lasso bunga cinta lestari - aku dan dirimu
currently feeling:really bad
i dunno who i am anymore

++340 aku dan dirimu

tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
tentang rindu yang menggebu
tentang cinta yang tak terungkap

sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
memenuhi mimpi-mimpimu malam kita

reff:
duhai cintaku, sayangku, lepaskanlah
perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu
dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu
sesaat di keabadian

jika sang waktu kita hentikan
dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan
meleburkan semua batas
antara kau dan aku, kita

currently listening to:ari lasso bunga cinta lestari - aku dan dirimu
currently feeling:terhibur dgn telatah manusia
i wanna be:a supermodel

++339 the one with "kau mawarku"

juz now is the 2nd time i watch konsert ke (tah tatau dah berape? 5?) af7.
and the first performance, by isma and hasbennyer zul really mengremangremangkan bulu rome kuh. is it just me atau ya i think it is just me kot :D
seriyes, seram sejuk rase nak kawen skrg jugak buwahahahaha..
i tot the first time tuh aku meremang2 begitu sbb aku ni rindu sgt kat atuk kot (pdhal br je jumpe dia pagi tadi:-s)...
then, 2nd time tgk, syahdu ai datang lagik. oih! apsal mcm nak nangis ni wey?
well, ai mmg pelik sokmo.
i never watch the diaries before (konsert ni pon tgk yg tertunda) so, i didnot expect dia nyanyi dgn hasben dia sendiri lagu mawarku tuh, or did she actually know? sape sini tgk diary ek? sile berikanku penjelasan.
anyway, aku sedikit rase isma ituh mcm stone je? kalo aku, mase nampak je hasben ade pegang micropon ateh pentas, konfem dah belari2 melompat pelok hasben aku tuh. tp ek-eh, ai pemalu, adekah aku berani berbuat begituh? tak mungkin kot :-s.



currently listening to:konsert af7 on the box
currently feeling:mantok dah
i wanna be:a supermodel

++338 the one with the hutang piutang list

just so u know, i hv these things in my list:

1) betolkan my co-driver's door. it has been malfunctioned since last-last month. i've been climbing from the driver's seat since then. i have been facing alot of scurious people staring at my perlakuan pelik memanjat tempat duduk tuh too.
but that wasnt as complicated as the feeling of people staring at your naked chest i guess..

2) betolkan my mute-phone. its been around 9 months muting now, its time to get over the silence. people are complaining, i didnot pickup my phonecalls, i'm avoiding them, im this, im that. its been so hard especially on the vendor part. kesiye kak demo deh.

3) ini cerita basi 3 minggu. i've lost my ipod shuffle. menggelabah ubi lah sayah kerana atuk telah menjadi naga bersiong. huhuhu. i think i left it on the office-table, "yang pandai sgt gi tinggalkan kat meja ofis tu kenapa???????". (ipod itu kakaknya beri ku)
*duduk diam2 tepi meja makan sambil menguis2 lantai yg tiada pasir sudey*

4) i bought my fridge by using the easy-payment sceme (eh cane deh ejaan dia ni).
but i've just realised that there's no credit payment 've been made/requested by my bank since the day i swapped my card. pelik. not that i was eager to pay, tapi, buatnye tetibe diorg dtg tarik balik the fridge seolah2 aku ni penghutang along yg tak gheti bayar hutang camane?? perlukah saye menjadi proactive dan tanye hsbc??
urgh malasnye.

5) perbedaan clarityne dan clarinase. clarityne is for allergic, selsema, gatal2 akibat alahan terhadap seafood, rase meremang2 bulu hidung.. manekale, clarinase ialah straight-forwardly for hidung tersumbat dan ia bakal melegakan hidung yg berair ituw. utk kelegaan yg sgt serta merta, people always choose clarinase instead of clarityne. but be carefull yuh, clarinase ade kesan jangkamasa pajang yg ndak baik utk jantung. so, it is recommended if u can only take clarityne. pastuh tido.
sekian, maklomat sensasi drpd doktor has1fah.

6) i've been feeding by interesting fact about rothschild family and the ring of power and the types during the weekends by pake and donnie and atuk. interesting gua cakap lu. try lah google, this is one of the videos.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Cm3IkXpAEI

7) :( amamamama takot tetibe. semalam, dalam kereta, saye ialah super takot. super duper takot. takot takot takot.

currently listening to:kate walsh - your song
currently feeling:clarityne-ness
i wanna be:rich and famos amos, dey???

++337 the one who is tired

I AM TIRED!
i am tired!!
i am tired of people around me who confessed that they are in love with a married-man.
not because 'of i dont want them to be in that kind of relationship',
but im toooo tired of putting mine into their shoes.
of thinking how would i felt, how would i react
of what happens when i cant deny the feeling and nobody around me to actually motivate and agreed with me.
and of thinking what would i do? who should i blame?
im just too tired with my own problem to actually lookit yours with your single point of view my friend.
or am i being selfish?

currently listening to:incubus - i miss u
currently feeling:tired T_T
i wanna be:in love sokmo sokmo.

++336 the sound of silence

from the movie: watchmen.
(now i know why atuk&aie failed to karaoke-ing to this song, susah kot =p)

Sound of Silence - by Simon & Garfunkel
hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
'Neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of
a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence.
"Fools" said I,"You do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence
And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the signs said, The words of the prophets
are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls.
And whisper'd in the sounds of silence.
currently listening to:simon & garfunkel - sound of silence
currently feeling:head up!
i wanna be:bitch

++335 what hurts the most

what hurts the most by rascal flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

currently listening to:rascal flatts - what hurts the most
currently feeling:pretty ugly
i juz wanna have fun

++334 the one with the pokdiksen short notice trip

1. ex-ExxMob-DM+QA gathering @ samuri satey k4jang. husni open table. thanx husni:D
2. went back to cyberia after that to send atuk's satey, hence the curfew yeh girls.
3. and while struggling the mind on what movie to watch, at around 12.45 midnite that same nite, pg called atuk to ajak pergi pokdiksen. confused, but excited at the same time.
maka, di ambang malam2 bute, another crazy nite out, ke pokdiksen lah kami, 2 cars, 5 guys and 2 girls. myself, atuk, pg, baby, amar, donnie and aie.
what we did? melepak diatas tikar di tepi pantai dibawah cahaya purnama sambil main teka2 movie mcm win lose or draw gitu gitu. sedar sedar dah azan subuh. and we headed back to cyberjaya around 630am and had breakfast at a&w seremban and reached cyber around 830am dan tidor berjaya.

samuri satey k4jang pictures:

and ofkos gamba2 di pokdiksen

currently listening to:simon and garfunkel - bridge over troubled water
currently feeling:sleepy like mad cow? the hell?
i wanna be:tough. tidak lembik seperti agar2

++333 the stiff dylan - ultraviolet

from the movie: angus, thongs and the perfect snogging.
and i miss that brighton beach we once strolled.
and this is so boyband but wdeheck.

She is a wave and she's breaking
She's a problem to solve
and in the circle she's making
I will always revolve

And on her sight
These eyes depend
Invisible and intervisible

That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Traveling unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

Now is a phase and it's changing
It's rotating us all
Thought we're safe but we're dangling
and it's too far to survive the fall

And this I know
It will not bend
Invisible and intervisble

currently listening to:stiff dylan - ultraviolet
currently feeling:messed up
i wanna be:elastic band

++332 berlagak sehhh

lookit what his sister bring back from ireland..
mmg lepas seminggu ni kite berdua akan bertuka menjadi bentuk bola la kan. oh im so in love with ferrero rocher!