++the one with cerita2 hantu

seriously, it has been ages since i do join sesi cerita2 hantu!
i will try to avoid it, especially if it is late at night.

but, last saturday, after jamming, we lepak lepak at the mamak nearby.
mengumpat started with how a friend is describing on why we should bersyukurlah malaysia aman with his latest experience at thailand & philippines, and suddenly, the topic went divert into ghost stories!

from the legendary hantu susu dukung batu nisan story, to cerita2 seram di cyberjaya stories, to the highland tower story.

one of the stories was about a trip q (bukan nama sebenar) went at pulau tioman (kot).
they slept at a chalet tepi pantai and stupidly watched a ghost movie that night.
so, something happened that night, and the next night, and q said, actually, when we sit together ghost-story-telling, the ghost will be with us, listening.
that was when, i felt like i saw a blackish shadow beside me.
aku terus tarik kerusi duduk rapat2.
serious seram.

walopon begitu, aku x berjaya menulis cerita ini menjadi seram. kan?

nangis ..
dan berundunr secara fading...

currently listening to:nothing
currently feeling:loved~
i wanna be:a supermodel

++the one at cyberjaya

halo good people! bad people! people people!

i was just explaining about how boring my routines were during those days, suddenly, workload piling sebelepop diatas kepala.
kau minta sgt byk kerja, nah, rasakan videl kuchiki!
i've been at cyberjaya the last 2 weeks for testing, alone this time around because i refused to get my partner's help, because she's pregnant and the space is superlimited at the test room, and i am that lazy to share and gave up my comfortness i lieue to her condition.
nanti aku pula yg nak kene duduk atas lantai yg sejuk itu, dicelah2 in between servers.
lebih baik aku buat keje byk sikit daripade aku kene duduk x selesa dan merimaskan dan maybe nampak buttcrack.

apart from that many testing needed to be finish on time, i had hard times finding lunches.
i am too lazy to go out from that building, and the canteen serves the same food everyday.
i ate it anyways. aku x boleh der kalo x makan nasik, berpinar bijik bijik aku nanti.

so today, when i am finally back at my office here in kl area, wah, aku terus carik lontong, nasi ayam, nasi kukus, burger dan nasi berlauk.
berputar2 mata dan otak aku memikir kan nafsu makan ku.
(how can people avoid makanan???)
but, i ended up nasi di killiney. nasi apebende tah nama dia.

tidak mengapa, lontong, nasi ayam, nasi kukus, burger dan nasi berlauk can wait.

atau aku harus jadualkan nya?

saiko nya.

currently listening to:nothing
currently feeling:loved~
i wanna be:a supermodel

++The one with the old man

Andukkk baaaa

Mase makan tadi, uncle cleaner ni tegur aku makan sorg je ke? Aku angguk haah xde kawan kat sini (i am away from office)
Selesai makan, aku gi sinki utk basuh tgn, aku tengok uncle tu tgh makan sorg gak kat celah antara sinki dgn dinding hujung nya.
Aku tinjau bekas polesterin nya, nasi dgn sayur kubis dgn ikanbilis goreng bercili.
Andukkkkkkk baaaa
Menitis airmata aku..
Uncle tu tunjuk kat aku malu2, sambil ckp dia suka makanan ni.

Aku terus teringat ayah.

Call semua org x angkat telepon!

Haih.

Sent from my iPhone

++kiss me

Settle down with me
Cover me up
Cuddle me in
Lie down with me
Hold me in your arms

Your heart's against my chest
Lips pressed to my neck
I've fallen for your eyes
But they don't know me yet

And the feeling I forget
I'm in love now

Kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved

This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love

Settle down with me
And I'll be your safety
You'll be my lady

I was made to keep your body warm
But I'm cold as, the wind blows
So hold me in your arms

My heart's against your chest
Your lips pressed to my neck
I've fallen for your eyes
But they don't know me yet

And the feeling I forget
I'm in love now

Kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved

This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love

Yeah I've been feeling everything
From hate to love
From love to lust
From lust to truth
I guess that's how I know you

So hold you close
To help you give it up

So kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved

This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love

So kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved

This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love

All of me - John Legend (Cover by IQWAL)

ni budak af 2014

++Jodoh Pasti Bertemu Cover

selalu menjadikanmu
isi dlm doaku.

++the one with the status

official working environment requires me to engage my testing partners via the instant messaging system. mostly skype, some on ym, some on msn (previously, but now msn has merged into skype),  very little numbers on gtalk, none so far wanted to use our famous whatsapp. i dunno why.
and by partners, i literally meant internationally.

not that we cant talk on the phones, which is the actual testing equipment, but it is easier, especially when language is the barrier. not that i dont speak english, nor understand it, but some country's accent were, well, i think malaysian's english is the best.

normally, it was strictly business. limitted to the testing discussions, requirements, issues & helps.
but some went overboard, me too, especially when the country spoken to, is, erm, an interesting one.

during recent testing, it was between me and an Englishman.
brrrrrrr, i loveeeee british accent.
after a very long talk & discussion on the testing, he asked me, 'why is your heart broken?'
wah! i was shocked!
how the come he knew lah kan.. guwek tekejot berok gituh.
oh ruparupanya my skype status is hatiku retak seribu (which was updated fuhh yonkkks ago)
awwww. co cwit. hahaha gedik mode terus activated disitu.
he told me that he google-translated it.
co cwit. cwit cwit cwit.

rase nak lempang aku tak?

(but how do u know the meaning, i meant)

currently listening to:radiyo intenet. hotfm atm. tatau tah lagu apo tah.
currently feeling:happy & loved
i wanna be backkkk and memelokkkkk lok lok lok mr teddy. gatai.

++dear john (a throwback)

Time.
Time to finally come home.
Time to spend with his son.
Time to say goodbye.
The problem with time,
l've learned,
whether it's those first two weeks
l got to spend with you
or those final two months
l got to spend with him,
eventually time always runs out.
l have no idea where you are
out there in the world, John.
But l understand that l lost the right
to know these things long ago.
No matter how many years go by,
l know one thing
to be as true as it ever was.
l'll see you soon, then.

++the one who drives slowly

if it is for the better me, i would totally vote the way i drove.
everybody hated it. hates it.
myself included.

i dunno how, but i tend to be very shaky & unfluent on road.
during the first year of driving, people will scream 'kering darah' and i once nearly bumped a drunk at bangsar area.
during my kelisa days, i got knocked off in an accident, a major one for my life, and after that, i tend to drive super slowly. or atleast i think i am.
my hand shakes whenever the needle passed 100kmh.
eventho mostly because of the car itself tend to be shaky or swinging on the road, but, myself just cant bear the fastness kot.
but eventho i drove super lembab, still, i didnt drive smoothly pon, it was crooky and if i am a passenger, maybe, just maybe, i'll puke.
like the feeling of riding in juli's car.

i hate it when people drive fastly but not smoothly, tekan minyak byk giler tp asyik break mengejut.
i hate it.

so far, there are a few people that i love riding with, be it slowly or rempitly.
rase selamat.

this entry, as usual, has no motive.


currently listening to:sia - chandelier
currently feeling:happy & loved~
i wanna be:a supermodel