sometimes when i stared blankly at the ceiling above, or the empty wall beside the bed
i always imagined myself bursting out all of my burden feeling inside.
sometimes i cried imagining those situations. sometimes, i felt like killing someone.
but that was only an imagination. i hardly speak any of those temptation to scream.
better keep it to myself. sometimes, its ok to be silent.
i think there was some line in 'the shawshank redemption' that said
"some things best left unsaid"
like some mother who found out that his only son smoking weeds or samting.
did the mother confronted the son and get all cried out?
or did she keep it to herself and let it go as if nothing happens?
as long as the son keeps on loving her,
or as long as she didnt find out anymore weed in his drawer?
but doesnt it occur to us that eventho truth hurts, but thats the best hurt ones ever got
than being all curious and unblissfull for the rest of the life?
how many of you feeling the feel to let out samting but u didnt have the courage, or u simply are afraid of the consequences it will lead to.
again, like the mother.
what happens if she confronted the son? will the son mengaku? and if he mengaku, what will be her reaction then? what will she do? will she cry or punish the son? or samting? or will she get mad until the son left her alone again? (*contohnye kalo mmg anak dia b4 this xmo duk rumah, asyik keluar dgn budak2 jahat, ni tetibe dia dah jadi baik dan mendengar ckp, mak dia lak accuse something he maybe had been done in the past, only that she baru je found out?)
or what will she react if the son lied, tak mengaku tu barang dia, pon sakit hati jugak kan? because she knew he is lying..
hnm.
of all the things happen in my life, i am too afraid of consequences. especially when it involves risk.
like the risk of having myself pierced unto the nose. what will my morning sinus affect to my new nose tuh? how to always korek hidung? what will the persons matters most in my life say nanti? will they scream and ask me to do something silly?
duh. byk sgt pikir ni.
and finally. i. m. too afraid to lost the person i love. family, bf, frens.
the love that i loved.
and for that, i would like to dedicate this song below to all of people who tibe2 terbace lah pulowk blog ni. :)) yg sebenanye mcm x sesuaiiii je lagu ni.
but i just found the vclip. :( sedih
*ps: pleaseeeeeeeee let me know where to get 'taleNtime' movie?????????
i want watch.
and this one, da lame dah jumpe tp baru nak share share...^^
once again
"some things best left unsaid"
currently listening to:aizat-pergi
currently feeling:loving life
i wanna be:a supermodel
4 comments:
talentime tu ada kat torrent tapi ending dia mcm kena cut.. or kat beli kat pasar malam :p.
sometimes after kita confront .. thing might not as bad as we think...
torrent ape ek? mininova ade tak? pasar malam rumah aku takdok jual pong~
"sometimes after kita confront .. thing might not as bad as we think."<---ni sometimes je kan? not most of the times kan? :D:D
i hv the tendency to always confront every curiosity i have. ko tau la aku kan suke je nak gaduh.. burok perangai.. always it do nothing good. curiosity kills the cat. tapi kalau aku simpan aku rasa aku lebih sakit hati compared to aku cari jawapan. kadang2 aku tak kisah dpt jawapan yg mengecewakan drpd aku simpan n sakit hati. so bg aku, lebih baik confront eventho most of the time akan jadi regret but sometimes, ada kebaikan...
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