++the one who is tensed!!!

saye dah la kuat menangis!
the new works-related is very stressful.
i had a very upperly hard time liasing with other departments,
seems like the experienced people treat new people kerek-ly.
buli it is, kot?
like the other day, i had to work remotely from cyberjaya,
on the way back home, the traffic jam was so bad. all along the LDP.
and, phone calls were being accepted from different people nih. tensyen tensyen and tensyen, they were. serabot otak weyh.
one, even scolded me, "wah, awalnye u balik!"
dan upon releasing that phone call of mostly he didnot puas hati with me, this song was aired, [bebetul sejurus selepas saye letak telepon tau.]
"whatcha sayyyy... uuuu that u only meant welll... whatcha sayyy.. uuuuu"

perasaan yg nak menjerit dan bercakap dgn seseorang yg mempunyai pertalian hati!
tapi, tiada orang itu.

so, nangis je lah.

yeah i know. the song and the problems with working isnt politically sync.
with work problems, i cant handle breaking up problems, that's that.
so, when i am already tensed and depressed, dont sing such a heartbreak song. ia membuatkan dada berombak kuat, tsunami.
akal saya terus turun ke pangkal rahim. dan saya akan rasa sgt kecewa dgn hidop. mcm org2 yg baru dilanda tsunami.

currently listening to:watcha sayyyy
currently feeling::(
i wanna be:a supermodel