++198 the one with amy search

we went to peacevolution @ hall of fame, of limkokwing university last friday nite. pictures and videos of amy search below. nyeyyy.
apparently, budak2 limkokwing pon layan amy search dow.
i took picture with him :D wajib promote.
i think vocalist meetunclehusin sgt low profile orgnye. ai laik lah.

come saturday morning, i was supposed to be at sg tua for a bbq session with kwn2 sekepala di ofis, butthen, atok senget buat hal, blablabladihelbongek, we ended up menggemokkan diri beramai2 di carls jr di sunway piramid.. its been how many weeks in a row kite telah makan bege besar ituh?? penat2 diet 5 hari, then gemok mendadak toingtoingtoing.

ok go. hai amy search :D

aie tukang amek gamba ini

vocalist meet uncle husin ni name ape ek?

atok senget

ni budak botak ni kalo dia masok islam, dia tuka jantina sbb dia nak sgt jadi gadis ayu beselendang hitam =p

** saye tengah upload the videos.


video of amy search - tiada lagi live @ peacevolution..


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currently listening to:buckcherry - sorry
currently feeling:low self esteem
i wanna eat mash potatoe like rite now :-s

++197 the one with rubiks army

sungguh aku malas menulis.
baca lah from the ashes:multitudesdan oh no, Aini!: Banged by a rockstar.
kamu berdua: jgn marah yeh. aku sgt pemalas.
u know we really wanted rubiks army to be the one who'll recorded with wateva record tuh.

rubiks army - pawana


rubiks army - diary habil qabil


rubiks army - kejora & isi & kulit


rubiks army - pelesit kota


currently listening to:rubiks army
currently feeling:mcm nak demam kot
i wanna be:a year younger. a year je.

++196 the one with broken marriage

a forwarded story in seriputeri97-digest number 1395:

dear all...

something to read.....and remember...and practice....

To All Married Couples and Singles Who Intend To Get Married

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked mesoftly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find outwhat had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, she had lost my heart to a lovely girl called Dew. I didn't love her anymore..I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not takeback what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which hadobsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I did'nt have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a months time and she did'nt want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was goingcrazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly andthought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has toface the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on thefirst day,we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From thebedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over tenmeters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. Iput her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. Idrove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on mychest.. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that Ihadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realised she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute Iwondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life tome. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacywas growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier tocarry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a fewdresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.Suddenly it hit me, .. she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out.To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned myface away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this lastminute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softlyand naturally. I held her body tightly, it was just like our wedding day.But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day,
when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school.I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished. Then touched my forehead. Do you have afever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more.. Now I realise that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the
door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote:

I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

The small details of our lives are what really matter in a relationship.It is not the mansion, the car, property , the money in the bank,blah..blah.. blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you, but if you do, you
just might save a marriage.

- Author unknown -
currently listening to:aizat - hanya kau yg mampu
currently feeling:terpuruk, rasa ingin mati
i wanna be:a supermodel

++195 the one with pantai penyabong. ini entry gambar byk lalala

didnt i tell u that i really need a long beach vacation? oklah, not long pon ok, but beach please. dreams come true. i was thinking of dragging someone to pokdiksen to fullfill my lust towards white sand [oklah not quite white at pd], suddenly got msg from jojo: "ch3pah, ko watpe weekend nih? nak join kitorg gi endau rompin tak?"
hv u heard about endau rompin? NO! yeahrite, but, the compromision is, there'll be a white beach. yay.
the owner of the chalet wanted us to give some sneak peview of his chalet, to promote, and we, in return, get to stay for free. another yay!
of course i dont have to really strategies my words to promote the place kan, just imagine a few queues of chalets, with private white beach, a short distance fishing place, nice barbequeu's port, ape lagi ek, pantai yg tenang sudah memadai lah.
and, few pictures, of ofcourse byk wajah saye tengkiyu.

the location: coconut inn chalet, pantai penyabong, mersing.

ade juwer volleyball court.

mcm bebas mcm nak terbang tinggi2 tapi mcm berat kot cemane nak terbang..

preparation for bbq..

bbq time...

nyummmm kan..

ikan yg fresh, bukan hasil pancingan :D

jalan2 cari port memancing, dan port mandi mande..

as good as it looks..

diriku tapak sulaiman..

pictures from duku's slr. boohooo..

our chalet back there. zoom, and u can catch us in the bushes.

almost, most important pose nowadays ek.

chefs..

another the most-important-pose..

budak kacamata :D

currently listening to:gigi - 11 januari
currently feeling:pening a bit
i wanna be:a supermodel~

++194 the one with GEMA2008

iew.
congratulations to rubiks army for winning 1st runner up, huhu, rugi few points to sign up a record with luncai emas ek. T_T.
and congratulations to mafa too, also, 1st runner up, for solo category.
well, not so many thing to say, but, here's few pictures at backstage before they performing :D

kenal tak? noh of hujan lah =p. wanted to take picture wiv AG actually :, tp, dia mcm besembang2 dgn rakan2 dia mcm :-s tak tau cemane nak pergi memunculkan diri.

atuk of rubiks army. muke cuak tak engat.

pake and aie. rilek ajjaa.

heh.

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currently listening to:jacklyn victor-ceritera cinta
currently feeling:T_T
i wanna be:a supermodel.

++193 the one who cacat oredi

shakitttttttttt :(

jgn! main sampai lebam.

currently listening to:zach ubu - rahsia luna
currently feeling:oh sungguh geram
i wanna be:a supermodel

++192 the one with the beskot tesco

ingatkan engkau kepada embun pagi bersahaja
yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya
ingatkan engkau kepada angin yang berhembus mesra
yang kan membelaimu cinta

1. u remember the digestive-chocolate-coated-biscuit which was sell at guildford's tesco for 58pence a bar [or 51pence, cant remember]? riteee, guwe sedang kangen bangat sama biskot tersebut diatas!

2. i wanted to watch movies!

3. oag sleep at her fiance's:tanjung malim tonite. yawn (:

4. semuae peserte AF this season tidak lawa kecuali saida. my officemate said, she smoke cigars. yay. they mengumpat about girls who smoke cigars just now, i kept quiet at my desk and smile.

5. i havent serviced my kueh kochi. malassssss. why must've muaz been transferred to subang?? i nid him to be at muti4ra d4mansara! woi boss muaz, ko dgr tak?? i dunwan any other guy!

6. your bff in your blog reminded me of me. not to that extend, but a lil bit.

7. i think, losing weight is equal to losing a bf. it is so hard to be done, but, with proper motivation, you'll succeed anyway. both need determination, and everybody can only advise, nobody can really be in the shoes, until proven otherwise.

8. 2 piles of clothes need to be straighten. selamat jalan laptop, bersemangatlah melipat baju!!!

currently listening to:letto-sebelum cahaya
currently feeling:numb
i wanna be:a supermodel

++191 the one with the promnite2008

huh. this isnt my first time promniting actually,
my promnite was way beyond the years, its like digging into years of err, those years lah. where we din wear wateva glitz nor glamour, we went to the nite just for the sake of ajak-mengajak. it was a chain connection, where people will go like'kalo ko pegi, aku pegi'. so, there'll be this one ketua balaci who'll then make everyone agreed to go. and one thing i remembered about my promnite was, we were being given a condom [or pair, cant remember] each, and a stack of CDs. duh? and oklah, its not a promnite, we called it IR nite back then. but it was close. kan?

so this time then, i was thinking of why not mengembalikan zaman remaja. hehe. i mean, hell i don feel young at all. but, atleast some best way to straight my legs out [straight legs? apekebodohnye ayat aku ni kan?]
but, it turned a lil bit disasterous. because of lack of times.
i was running here and there to finally arrived at the hotel. sgt penat, with serabut hair.
atuk and the friends [the band name changed to 'rubix army' now] had an audition for GEMA2008 few hours before the promnite, which was at 1.30 pm actually, but atuk sms-ed me to be at cyberia before 11am. grrrr marah nye.
i thought it was at 11am, i din bring my dress, my accesories, my apepelah utk promnite tuh langsung..
pastu, audition started late because of the judges yg dtg lambat, satu hal plak nak tunggu judges haih.
everything finished around 3.30pm, then begegas lah polang ke cyberia dan begegas lah ikot baby&ash to bangi to set our hairs.
anddd, finally, i arrived safely at muti4ra d4mansara at 7pm to mandi and besiap2. make, rambut pon telah menjadi seperti singa.
well, everyone looks soooo cun melecun accept me. huhuhu. they were all very gorgeous, and guys sgt yummy [and young] and everybody was so happy. me, i dont know what i should feel. knowing that i wasnt actually being loved by the one, i donno, i shouldnt go kan? T_T

oklah gamba seksi utk anda..

and oh, rubix army managed to won top 4 [i dun know what exact number], but they'll be competing in the final GEMA2008 [yg ade artis undangan spider dan hujan]
yay congratulations u guys!!!

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currently listening to:ungu - cinta dalam hati [yearite mcm dah 3 minggu nonstop playing the same song]
currently feeling: very very stress
i wanna be:rich!!!!

++190 the one with the love in the heart

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meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
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tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejab saja