Saturday, March 31, 2012

++just saying

@LovableWords: On your way up, remember those who were with you on your way down, because on your way down you will need them again.

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Thursday, March 29, 2012

++we are young

coz tonitee aittt aitttt
we are younggg angg anggg
so let's set the world on faaaaiiiiyerrrrr
we can burn braiiiiterrrrr
than the sun!

Monday, March 26, 2012

++somebody i used to know

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
And you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

(I used to know)
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)

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Friday, March 23, 2012


And utterly tensi if that is even the right word to show my feeling at this moment.
My bro, the youngest in the family is getting engaged sooooooon!!!
Ive just reached hometown just now and got this news and i was paralyzed, am still paralyze now.
Depressssssssssss nyeeeeeeeeeee :(((((((((((((((((((
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Thursday, March 22, 2012


Bestnyaaalah tgk org shopping mcm xde masalah kewangan..
Bilaaalah aku nak kaye nih!

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Monday, March 19, 2012

++in today's newsletter

bakpe la gamba pertama nih wahai adik2 editorial tsk tsk

currently listening to:n'sync - this is promise you
currently feeling: sad :(
i wanna be: a supermodel

++susun silang kata

Aku ingin bermimpi denganmu
Ke awana untuk teman bintang bulan
Kerananya lebih terang sinarnya
Dengan kehadiran kau dan aku

Bagiku kaulah yang terindah
Manisnya senyuman anugerah Tuhan
Memarakkan api dalam diriku
Tak pernah aku sangka ada

Asingnya buatku
Asyik memikirkan dirimu

Kau umpama susun silang kata
Yang terakhir untukku
Sekian lama ku mencari
Rupa-rupanya di depanku
Hidup ini tak bererti
Jika tiada cinta di hati
Untuk terus ku teguh berdiri

Dan tak kira apapun
Yang terjadi dalam mimpiku
Usahlah ia berakhir
Tanpaku memilikmu

Friday, March 16, 2012


Tiba saat mengerti, jerit suara hati
Letih meski mencoba
Melabuhkan rasa yang ada

Mohon tinggal sejenak, lupakanlah waktu

Temani air mataku, teteskan lara
Merajut asa, menjalin mimpi, endapkan sepi-sepi..


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Thursday, March 15, 2012


tua setahun
tua 3tahun
muda setahun
muda 2tahun
muda setahun
muda 3tahun
muda setahun
muda 5tahun

eja, be ready! be VERY ready!!!

Monday, March 12, 2012

++jujur aku dayus

"sedih awak tu takdir, sampai mase nanti awak akan sedar..
sedih saye ni takkan hilang.."

it was the way beto utter those words that made me either shaky or nervy.
seriously, the dialog was rather normal, kan?
but his awesome coolness, damn, i must be really in love with him, dont i?

for those who havent, i recommend watching tv drama "jujur aku dayus".
it was from the cerekarama slot on TV3, dont know if it had been put in the, but one can download it if u google it. many had uploaded.

++Phuket 2012

as opposed to the KohLipe trip during chinese new year break 2011, this phuket trip was a total disappointment, altho not all together, but literally all. except the companionship, friendship, laughter, and of course the filling the gossips times.

the local phuket people are very rude, not all, but almost all!!
we witnessed so many salegirls 'menjeling' whenever a foreigner (american, etc) didnot buy anything, or trying to bargain.
a close example was when nyza, our friend, trying to bargain for a dress, it was sold for a price of 500baht, nyza had only 400baht left, so she showed the salesgirl lah the money left in her purse.. then the salesgirl said
"no money u can go"
how rude!
they never smile, except 1 or 2.
even at the airport, or the van's driver that took us to the james bond island hopping or phiphi island hopping,
i have never forget to say thank u whenever i step down from the van, looking at his face, he never looked at me! never smile too! benci sial!!
sombong nak mati!

this comment from this website here is very true:
"Viewers will be surprised to read this, but I now prefer to go to Pattaya for beach holiday than Phuket? Why??????? Various reasons but the main one is that the "locals" in Phuket are rude and always ripping off the tourists. They locals who are "south Thais" are different than the Thais from Isaan or the North. In Pattaya, the locals (who are from the North and Isaan) are more friendly and patient. True, the beaches are not as clean to swim in but they're nice to look at from your 4 -5 star hotel. It is cheaper and you don't have to fly to get there. Good bye Phuket. You were awesome back in the 80's but no more. You (Phuket) have ruined your charm by becoming greedy and over runned by the thugs and mafia with the tuk tuks and shops."

and the snorkeling trip was a disappointment!!
we took 8in1 james bond island hopping (consisting 8 islands) on the 2nd day. for a price of 2000baht (rm200) per person (including lunch).
the package was really like an island visiting only, penat2 je pakai swimsuit dan berharap there'll be a snorkeling time. nada!
kayak-ing part je yg best. dan cantik.
and then we took 5in1 phiphi island/maya beach/etc etc island hopping and snorkeling (consisting 5 islands) on the 3rd day for a price of 1500baht (rm150 perperson including lunch).
i can say that the package was kinda a spam.
the 1st one, they left us snorkelling at the beach at kai island, beach???
we had buffet lunch at phiphi island.
and 2nd snorkelling point wasnt even an open sea. we can easily pijak all the corals. kesian rosak coral2 tersebut! ahh of course the corals werent good either. ikan2 biase yg boleh didapati di pangkor or tioman. even tioman??
and tak puas, we can only snorkel for 40minutes. tak puas!!!
and 2 kali snorkeling tu aje!!
tak puassss!!!
it was all very opposed to my kohlipe's experience.
at kohlipe, we were brought to the open sea, snorkeling at almost all 5 islands that we went to (for a price of 500baht only!), snorkeling sampai penat gile dan tak sanggop dah nak snorkel lagik... tapi sgt puasss hati yg itu!!!

apart from that, we went to the famous pingpong show on the 1st nite.
it was, hnm i dunno what to comment actually. havent been to one. ter'nganga' & blushing almost all the time, and feeling numb at the 'v' area down there until we cant take it anymore.. and released ourselves early..
the girls doing the show were ugly, didnot satisfy our taste, ahahhahaha, so to say.
bengap otak aku tgk. tgk pingpong, kura2!, burung!! dan etc etc etc keluar from the hole. pening pening... i prefer tiger show lah kalo gini. walopon takpenah tgk hahahhaa..

but the massages were good. the masseurs are all very friendly and not rude like the salegirls at phuket market tuh. or we were lucky?
on the 2nd nite, we all had the oil massage for a price of 300baht perperson.
on the 3rd nite, we all had coffee (antioxidan) body scrub + aloevera massage + facial massage for a price of 850baht perperson.

hnm, watelse ya..

out hotel wasnt located near to the patong beach, less hectic and happening, it was calming and relaxing, katenyer. it is located at the hill, 5minutes drive to the patong beach..

oklah tu je kot nak citer buat mase ni.

gambar2 utk tontonan dihari muka... as usual, menyusul... dan sungguh banyak nya..

1st nigth's pictures:
my hotel room (standar room for 2)

irina sebok kt bilik kitorg...

night life at patong beach, phuket

with a drunk tourist..

in our tuktuk, with ibrahim, one of the not many friendly and not rude local phuketians.

2nd day pictures:

currently listening to:cranberries - show me the way
currently feeling:ignored
i wanna be:a supermodel!!!

Thursday, March 8, 2012

++Warisan Wanita Terakhir Cover

used to sing around the lyrics. as if im the girl in this song..
like this..
dlm mimpimu terpandang wajahku
dlm diriku penuh kelembutan
semakin hari dikau semakin rindu
tapak tgnku akan kau genggam akan kau sentuh ketika sayu
untukku akan kau semaikan
cinta yg sejati tiada bandingan
dlm kerinduanmu sendiri
dlm kesyahduan
kita hadapi
warisan wanita terakhir jiwa ragamu serah
ku ingin milik segalanya
dimana kasihmu tiada ku memberi
apa yg kau perlu
hanya ku dpt memberi
hanya satu yg kau pinta kasih...
aku warisan wanita yg terakhir...."

Thursday, March 1, 2012

@abelljefrry, 3/1/12 6:47 PM

H.S. Abell Jefrry (@abelljefrry)
3/1/12 6:47 PM
Jangan harap sangat kebebasan dari ibubapa. Saya dah rasa akibatnya. Saya tak balik 2 minggu pun, ibu ayah tak cari. Kalau mati, sia sia.

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++LDP and SS2

driving on LDP at 2-3ish AM is giving me a goosebumps!
especially the road nearish kelana jaya
reminded me of the old house at SS2,
this time around when i went back from dating,
midnite movies at one utama old wing
(ofcourse there was no OU new wing or e@curve those times)
bukak tingkap and feel the cold air.
boleh nangih gituh.
kalau tetibe kuar lagu blink 182 ke hoobastank ke, lagila nazak aku menangih.
damn the old times.

damn this old age, i cant really stayup late nowadays.

ya allah, i miss old times.


currently listening to:aquarium's
currently feeling:sleepy
i wanna be:with u