Wednesday, April 22, 2015

++the one who kantoi amek gamba

Pernah duduk sorang sorang dan teringat perkara memalukan yg kau pernah buat?
Selalu.
Ade sekali tu, aku kantoi nak amek gamba org yg aku suka.
Elok diam diam aku off volume handphone supaya dia x dengar shutter click aku, tp aku lupa tang lampu flash.
Time time tu lah pulak nak klua flash kan!
Selalunya elok je xde flash bagai.
Aku rase mcm gila darah naik zasss ke muka.
Malu nak mampos.
Pastu nak cover malu, aku bebuat la amek gamba persekitaran. Huhuhu. Malu siot.
Still dlm keadaan yg separa nak senyum nak gelak pon ade. Tp kontrol macho.

Skrg bila pikir balik, bodo nye! Malu nye!

Mesti dia perasan aku nak candid gamba dia kan?

Pastu ni waktu lain lak. Org lain.
Aku kantoi nak selfie tp dia ade dekat aku. Bukan sbb dia nak duduk dekat aku tp kebetulan aku yg dekat dgn dia. (Itu harus diterangkan).
Dan dia x sedar dan x pandang aku pon ni.
Dia pandang arah lain.
So dendiam aku off sound hp dan selfie.
Click.
Tetiba dia pandang arah sini!
Fark!!!
Tataula dia sedar tak tp kalo aku, aku sedar.
Aku cecpt tekan home button dan bukak fb.

Again. Darah menyirap naik ke kepala.
Malu bodoh.

Malu gila.


Sent from my iPhone

Friday, April 17, 2015

The royals

Currently watching ching
#theroyals #teamjasper

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

++the one with thong

of today's #GengMC's serious discussion.

4/8/15, 12:32:44 PM: MMTK: Jgn beli full brief taww. Nanti mcm nenek2 si bongkok tiga
4/8/15, 12:33:00 PM: W : Abis nak sepender mcm mane
4/8/15, 12:33:39 PM: MMTK: Bikini pon boleh laa. Alaa aku x ingat apa nama dia tapi dia antara bikini dgn full brief
4/8/15, 12:33:49 PM: W : Oo ok
4/8/15, 12:33:50 PM: IR4: Beli thong
4/8/15, 12:33:57 PM: Videl Kunoichi: 😂😂😂
4/8/15, 12:33:57 PM: W : Saya cuba h4lim!
4/8/15, 12:34:07 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Jgn ko sebut nama bapaku
4/8/15, 12:34:08 PM: W : Woww..MMTK nak thong
4/8/15, 12:34:15 PM: W : Hahahahahahaha
4/8/15, 12:34:17 PM: MMTK: Hahaahahaha itu IR4aa laaa
4/8/15, 12:34:25 PM: W : Ehh
4/8/15, 12:34:26 PM: W : Salah
4/8/15, 12:34:30 PM: W : IR4 rupanya
4/8/15, 12:34:36 PM: W : Aku baru mcm woww
4/8/15, 12:34:36 PM: MMTK: Aku ada 1 thong xpakai2 sbb nak tunggu selulit ilang tak ilang2 😂
4/8/15, 12:34:39 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Ahhahahahhahahaha
4/8/15, 12:34:46 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Wow
4/8/15, 12:34:53 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Kenape ko beli thong MMTK
4/8/15, 12:34:57 PM: Videl Kunoichi: 😂😂😂😂
4/8/15, 12:34:58 PM: MMTK: Hahahaahahah jgn ko terpedaya dgn IR4
4/8/15, 12:35:10 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Wowzer
4/8/15, 12:35:13 PM: MMTK: Sbb dia sepasang dgn bra. Aku nak bra dia tepaksa amek thong skali
4/8/15, 12:35:19 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Uuuuu
4/8/15, 12:35:27 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Pakai srmasa hammam
4/8/15, 12:35:34 PM: MMTK: Boleh laa pakai mandi2 di pd nanti khennn
4/8/15, 12:35:40 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Hahhahahahaahaha
4/8/15, 12:35:46 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Ngeri aku
4/8/15, 12:36:01 PM: MMTK: Hahahahaaaha aku pon ngeri tgk bontot sendiri hahahaha
4/8/15, 12:36:29 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Dicampo dgn buntut aku buntut b3rg buntut p0jan
4/8/15, 12:36:45 PM: MMTK: Pameran bontot2 sedunia
4/8/15, 12:36:47 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Amek gamba sebaris pastu sebarkan di intenet
4/8/15, 12:36:58 PM: MMTK: Cuba teka bontot siapa?
4/8/15, 12:37:10 PM: MMTK: Ke buat kaver photo
4/8/15, 12:37:11 PM: Videl Kunoichi: With caption: wanita pilihan
4/8/15, 12:37:19 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Ahahahahahahahahhahahahaha kaver photo
4/8/15, 12:37:50 PM: MMTK: Mcm iklan spender seamless kat groupon yg pompuan2 tu pakai spender je. Ko ada nampak x?
4/8/15, 12:38:00 PM: MMTK: Pakai spender sambil baring tu
4/8/15, 12:38:07 PM: Videl Kunoichi: X pasan pulop
4/8/15, 12:38:13 PM: MMTK: Cuba kali ni modelnya adalah kita berempat 😂
4/8/15, 12:38:16 PM: MMTK: Nanti aku carik
4/8/15, 12:38:23 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Ahahahahahaahahhaha
4/8/15, 2:40:47 PM: MMTK: d93dbc23a9a2e2f32e99e13e0deb7ea9.jpg

4/8/15, 2:42:22 PM: Videl Kunoichi: We kenduitttt
4/8/15, 2:42:25 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Hahahahahahaahahha
4/8/15, 2:42:44 PM: MMTK: 😂😂😂😂
4/8/15, 2:42:50 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Mungkin x muat gamba
4/8/15, 2:43:14 PM: MMTK: Pastu terbonjol2 sana sini
4/8/15, 2:43:21 PM: Videl Kunoichi: Hahahahahahahahaha
4/8/15, 2:43:30 PM: MMTK: Diorg ni thigh gapnya siap boleh masuk lagi satu thigh

currently listening to:josh radin - closer
currently feeling:happy
i wanna be:richhhhhhh

The one with phuket

#throwback entry.
This drypack bag bring back memories.

We were kinda broke when we were at phuket.
One, for being scammed into expensive island hopping package that werent satisfying at all.
Two, for spending money on the wasting pingpong show.
And three, for bringing only rm500 but expected the trip will be as cheap as kohlipe trip.

Apart from has to withdraw another rm200 using nyz4's card there, we were still broke on the last day.
But, i happened to walk by this drypack bag that day.
And i was like, i wanttttt :(( nangis kat situ.
And i was left with only few baht and we had to do quick kutipan kilat there. 
I cant remember how much was the cost but we dig into every pennies even the coins that we had just to buy this one.

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

++the one with tody

ko penah rase the butterfly in stomach thingy?

mase tu aku keje kat amc0rp mall. at a stationary shop, yg ade photostat service, during my semester break.
bebila bosan, aku suke menebeng2 kat depan kedai tu, a balcony facing the center of the mall.
and it can see through to the LG flloor.
and there he sat. at a corner of his shop.
always with his guitar, always with his friends.
not that i can hear wht he strummed each time, but, i was kinda stalking him.
is he my first crush ya? cant remember. oh tak tak, my first crush was b0ris.

so, one day, i went to my usual lunch place, which strategically located infront of his shop.
and he walked pass by me, ke dlm kedai makan tu. im not sure what was he doing there, he didnot take or buy anything. but i was shaking.
it's like if u crush zac efron, and imagine he walking by your side.
bedebar woi. (aku apa hal???)

boy, was i naive.

so one day, this boy came up to my shop.
he wanted to photostate his IC that time.
and there. she was again. a butterfly fly randomly in my stomach.
i cant tell u how shaking my knee was. tangan apatah lagi. close friends, by this time, must know my hand problem. my shaking hand. takboleh buat apa. (imagine me holding his ic huhu)

i look at his ic, not bad, not bad at all. haha. muda setahun. but watdehell.
the next thing i remember, he has my number.
(surprisingly, i didnt remember i gave it to him. bole tak? aku rase dia dpt dari budak kedai makan)(hmm ohwell).

and we started, well, sms? haha.
and dating. for few weeks (or days, if i counted back).

after a while, he suddenly went silent.
also not at his usual spot near his shop.
the next thing i know, i saw him with his ex gf.

kau mmg pundek tody!

*the name was given by me. his real name is anonymous. my partner at my shop thinks he smell like tody, hence the name. (dah tau lelaki tu nerako, ko nak jugak kan videl!)

ah i miss that butterfly in stomach feeling.

currently listening to:sheila on 7 - hingga ujung waktu
currently feeling:missing you.
i wanna be:rich!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 2, 2015

We all have private parts

But there's one part I consider private
that not everyone does...

The heart.

It's a vulnerable organ.
It breaks easily.

Some people are lucky enough to know what it feels like
when it's full.

And then..
there's everybody else.

I happen to be one of those people.

.leo, chasing life.

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

++Umrah

indah.. terasa indah
bila kita terbuai dlm alunan cinta
sedapat mungkin terciptakan rasa..

semoga diberi reeki dan kesihatan dan tenaga lagi. utk ke kota mekah & madinah lagi.
mungkin, dgn sang suami..
insya Allah.

biar gambar berbicara.

walaupon , hnm, byk muka aku aje.


terjumpa kawan sekolah di hotel di madinah..

at masjid annabawi, madinah


the best icecream in the world. at makkah.


with mom.


air tebu sini sedap gila.







the kaabah..




masjid quba.

melawat ladang kurma

jabal uhud.



jabal rahmah




inside masjidil haram



bbq & tahlil night at an arab's place.




out to thaif, the 'cameron highland' of makkah.


at thaif









eating place, in a private rooms arrangement..


at masjidil qu'/kuu', thaif.

at kaabah







at masjid terapung jeddah



cendawan and pokpek.

currently listening to:ed sheeran - thinking out loud
currently feeling:happy
i wanna be:rich