Monday, February 28, 2011

++Damien Rice - Delicate (Sessions@AOL)

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**(updated later than the original entry/post)**

We might kiss when we are alone
When nobody's watching
We might take it home
We might make out when nobody's there
It's not that we're scared
It's just that it's delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've know
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

We might live like never before
When there's nothing to give
Well how can we ask for more
We might make love in some sacred place
The look on your face is delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've know
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've know
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

Thursday, February 24, 2011

++the one with the gossip girls lagi

i dunno about u guys,
but i think its weird seeing blair waldorf with dan humphrey
its for the friemdship, i admire
but pls dont make them going lovers.
it doesnt feel right.

currently listening to:better in time
currently feeling:fucked up
i wanna be:a supermodel

++im sorry

In training room:
I couldnt understand some people's accent. Especially from other country up there.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

++Kissin U

cuz when i'm kissing you my senses come alive
almost like the puzzel piece i've been trying to find
falls right into place you're all that it takes
my doubts fade away when i'm kissing you
when i'm kissing you it all starts making sense
and all the questions i've been asking in my head
like are you the one should i really trust
crystal clear it becomes when i'm kissing you

past loves they never got very far
walls up make sure i guarded my heart
and i promise i wouldn't do this
till i knew it was right for me
but no one, no guy that i met before
could make me feel so right and secure
and have you noticed i loose my focus
and the world around me disapears

Monday, February 21, 2011

++fuckin perfect

ohmy, i dedicate this song to me
and to all the person out there, who always felt insecure and in doubt about our ownself.
the video and the song and the lyrics is really something, this one.

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

[ From: ]

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're f*cking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty please, if you ever feel like you're nothing
You are perfect to me....

currently listening to:pink - fucking perfect
currently feeling:butterfly in the stomach thingy
i wanna be:a supermodel!!!~

Sunday, February 20, 2011

++the one with arabian night

it was a hard time choosing between a wedding of a such grand and an annual dinner.
last night, we had to choose, between olin&rah1mi's wedding at PICC,
or, the usual annual dinner at KLCC.
yes, the 2 events happening at the same nite. olin is a colleague (plus she's an ex fiancee to a friend), while rah1mi is an ex-boss (literally, not directed to me, but with the same department of mobile planning) and he's a GM now at celcom, WOW!
altho my heart shouted the wedding!
but both yana&fina voted annual dinner. so, to the annual dinner we went.
and here are some pictures from runiz, i din bring the camera, eh wait, i dont have a camera!

and oh ya, yupp, i dont hv the outfit for an arabian night (the theme), there was a pink tube, a grey scarf, a blue necklace, a black pants altogether, i was like a color blind. yes, exactly. mampos malas nak pikir,
i just wore whatever i have.

more pictures in runiz's here:!/album.php?aid=279551&id=757359068
currently listening to:yellowcard-only one
currently feeling:nak teberak
i wanna be:a supermodel

Thursday, February 17, 2011


We never plan who we wanted to fall in love with, we never should..
Shit! I MUST never watch 'no strings attach' alone!
Banjir pawagam!!

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Wednesday, February 16, 2011

++the one who wants new watch

or needs?
call me ortodox and old, yes, im old, and i want a new watch! something like this, or maybe just this. mahal mcm nak mati kot!

currently listening to:
currently feeling:
i wanna be:

++the exes talking via ym status

currently listening to:rama-bertahan
currently feeling::(
i wanna be:a supermodel

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

++the one with pancakes

nampak mcm x sedap ni tau, tp, seriyes sedap tauuuuuuu



++5 Centimeters Per Second Trailer

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Monday, February 14, 2011

++Happy valentines

yes i know about all the propagandas, we cannot celebrate valentine's day watsoevvv. (kecoh!!!)
but urm, let me rephrase my title to
"selamat hari kekasih!"
its all about your nawaitu exactly, jgnlah kau memejam mata dan berkata aku cinta padamu, dan jauh didlm hati kau pula sedang memuja2 valentine watsoeva tuh. jadilah seorang yg tidak mengkomplikatedkan sebarang keadaan ya.

but the main thing is, about enriching your lover's heart on this very special day, yes yaarite about u can always give her/him something on any other day, but, whats wrong with being specific. dan penipulah engko celebrate kekasih engko everyday kan, nak dpt bunga time birthday pon x penah kasi, ade hati ckp engko celebrate setiap hari. kunuk!

dan, the sad thing is, seumur hidup aku, baru 4 kali sahaja saye dpt bunga on valentine's day.
3 times were from bosses (yg turut kasi kat semua female staffs :( )
and 1 time from xyz, tu pon mase di awal tahun perchentaan.

i dun care about all the fussy issues about celebrating valentine's day,
but, i want my rose/s!!!

ooooooh dimanakah boifren baru :(
oh dimanakah engkau yg ku rindu,
di mana kau ingin ku temu~

oh where oh where can my roses be? here i am, rewinding my 6 years ago:

and here's to all lovers out there..

It's words you forget, to anniversary songs.
The bottles bite back, your tolerance wrong.
Your good intentions count for little anymore.
If you're sorry, why wage war?
I'm not fully convinced that there's something wrong with this.
Could another point of view,
biased and untrue, tear me away from you?

Will you be my, Valentine? If I'm a world away?
Apologies are breaking me.
The constants aren't so constant anymore.

For two days I wait for calls to come though.
Tonight for me translates to yesterday to you.
You bend and you wave, when you're barely away.
I wish I could say tonight that when you bend and wave goodbye, you'd take me with you.

Will you be my Valentine? If I'm a world away?
Apologies are breaking me.
The constants aren't so constant anymore.
The constants aren't so constant anymore.

currently listening to: the get up kids - valentine
currently feeling:kenyang giler sakit perot
i wanna be:lucky

Saturday, February 12, 2011

++11022011 444am

To see her go away is one thing, but,
Watching grandpa holding her hands not wanting to let go is what made me burst the tears..
Nothing beats a husband to wife's love.

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Thursday, February 10, 2011

++the one who is lapar

saya mahukan a partner yg pandai memasak
yg pandai dan rajin memasak
mcm dulu, saya mahukan a partner yg tinggi, definitely tinggi than me,
tapi, awak nampak kan ape yg saya dpt?
jadi, skrg, saya harus berdoa supaya dpt a partner yg tidak pandai memasak,
supaya, ter'mendapat' yg pandai dan rajin sgt masak sampai tidak pernah mengulang menu yg sama dlm masa sebulan.


currently listening to:ungu - sejauh mungkin
currently feeling:rindui dia
i wanna be:strongggggggggggggggg

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

++the one with unifi

the team is currently conducting interoperability testing with TM's HSBA network (high speed broadband access), and now inviting us to enjoy this service
(NOT free, RM118 sebulan YO! with a speed of up to 6Mbps.
normal unifi customer paid rm149 a month for a speed of up to 5Mbps)
and provide our feedback so they may ensure smooth connectivity for our customers.

the good news is:
i subscribed it. period.

the bad news are:
1. they will only select lucky 100 subscribers to do this testing depending on which area we are residing.
2. priority areas are TTDI, Bandar Utama 1-10, USJ, Mont Kiara and Bangsar. T_T sedih...
3. RM 118 a month!!! :(
(can u imagine? NO? add it to my monthly commitment to pay my iphones of RM600-my late IP3gs, my new IP4 and my bro IP4)
4. i need new external harddisk. at least 2Tb. plus docket. (roughly rm400)
5. i need new laptop! or desktop! or both. my old archie is 7years old already T_T. err with 512mb ram.
oh my! cemane nak menjalankan keje2 mengdownload secara paranormal?
(thats roughly rm3k kot? beli laptop murah2 sudah..)
6. after selling my canon s90, i havent bought any new camera yet and aiming for Lumix LX5, that's roughly around rm1600. what do this camera got to do with the unifi-thingy? i am not sure =p
(duit jual s90 telah habis secara tanpa sedar, weird!!!)
7. i need my ikea table back. :D

currently listening to:cinta di akhir garisan
currently feeling:sad
i wanna be:richhhhhhhhh

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

++If I Go I'm Goin'

this house
she’s holding secrets
i got my change behind the bed

in a coffee can,
i throw my nickels in
just incase i have to leave

and i will go if you ask me to
i will stay if you dare
and if i go i’m goin shameless
i’ll let my hunger take me there

this house
she’s quite the talker
she creeks and moans
she keeps me up

and the photographs
know i’m a liar
they just laugh as i burn her down

and i will go if you ask me to
i will stay if you dare
and if i go i’m goin on fire
let my anger take me there

the shingles man they’re shaking
the back door’s burning through
this house she’s quite the keeper
quite the keeper of you

i will go if you ask me to
i will stay if you dare
and if i go, i’m goin crazy
i’ll let my darlin take me there

(gregory alan isakov, johann wagner, john elliot)

++the one who tried to promote estranged - itu kamu

picture with mr.pooh, the owner of pooh's resort & bar and also this small conti of pooh lipe radio station.
he asked our help to promote this radio station by airing us, WOW!!!
and we got to chose to promote one of malaysian song on air, and here goes our script..
"hi apa kabar, saya has1fah dan saya fatimah, kami dr malaysia, dan anda sdg mendengar pooh lipe radio station di fm 99.0 MHz. lagu seterusnya dari estranged - 'itu kamu', which means, THATS YOU!!! enjoyyyyy"

we didnot ask anything in return pon, tetibe dia kasi tshirt free! yayy!!!

and here goes an emotional entry of the day.
i tagged one of estranged band members at this picture in my FB.
just to let him know that a fan sometimes did excellent job promoting their fav bands elsewhere (in this case, in koh lipe thailand, not in malaysia obviously)
and, today, i found out that he removed the tag. im ok with that, but dont u have sense of gratitude. a simple thanx would be ok, tidakkah begitu?
oh oh, maybe he's just too busy to comment "thanx!", but he had time to remove tag. LOL.
tanak komplen byk, his brother is my fren, err, i mean my coursemate. :-$

we were shocked & given quite a minimum time to think of what song should we chose to promo malaysian music industry, hence the estraged - itu kamu.
now, after the hatred hassle, saya rasa menyesal tidak mempromote lagu
ella - standing in the eyes of the world.
how come the song didnot arise during that time ek imah?

**mungkin inilah agaknye perasaan wartawan2 bimbo yg suke ngutuk artis sombong dan sebagainye di majalah2 hiburan, hahahahhaha

currently listening to:here without u!
currently feeling:nantoks
i wanna be:supermodel~

Monday, February 7, 2011

++accidentally in koh lipe

the entry is gonna be the same like described in the fb.
Koh Lipe is a very beautiful island, geographically located at the southern part of thailand, very close to our pulau langkawi. so, if u were to go to koh lipe, u can either depart from langkawi, or from thailand, pak barra pier. for us, imah opted to drive to the pier, which took us almost 5hours drive from penang, plus an hour traffic jam at wang kelian imigresen.

its all started with a plan to Hatyai, but somehow we landed in this island that Imah got to know from internet a few days before CNY...
due to the very last minute plan, it can only suited for me yang sokmo x kisah what's the outcome..
(i actually tried to pujuk few people to go too, but they were too busy catching up with their lives =p (read: sue, irina, monno, huda,lond, ana))
n i actually had no idea where we're going until the wednesday ( i'm leaving to penang on wed's night (12midnite) n we're leaving to Thai on thurs morning)... so, i arrived at penang around 5am, balik rumah imah dan mandi, and offf to the border of peninsular malaysia.

but & luckyly, this vacation really exceeded our expectations. outstanding!
altho we encounter so many circumstances/problems in the journey - like gps malfunction dan tetibe shutdown, being 'kicked' from our room because, clever us, we booked for one nite accommodation only (sebab tamak dan kononnye nak spend the 2nd nite at hatyai), but, once we arrived at koh lipe, we thought that it is really not worth it if we went back the next day..
the whole vacation is really something. awesome.

on the 2nd day, we went for snorkelling plus island hopping the whole day. snorkle sampai berdarah mata telinga tangan kaki dan buah dada. T_T.

price: 500B = RM50
(for 5 island snorkeling + long-boat-rides + mask + snorkel + fins + lunch + mineral waters + guide)

while in the water, guide ini lah yg sgt2 membantu yg menghulurkan pelampung kat kami berdua dan menarik dan membawa kami ke rata2 tempat2 yg ade coral yg lawo2 + ikan2 pelik yg org2 lain tak dapat lah layananan seistimewa kami ni, cewah.
if not, i would settle for a certain area only kot, sbb talarat nak berenang jauh2.. hehehe
overall, all the snorkeling point is very nice and beautiful and the water is very crystal clear. ((ok dah malas nak bercerite telah dtg))

and oh, cant wait for all the underwater pictures yg imah belom cuci sbb gune camera reusable je hehehkk
overall, both of us agree that Lipe's people are very nice and trustworthy and honest..
they didnot pilih kasih between mat salleh n asia ppl. you get equal treatment from them plus they are not money minded like most of other tourist attraction (bali and bandung for instance, not sure about other thailand continent like phuket or krabi).
but urm, most of them didnot know how to speak in malay or english. but in a popular shop(like the boat ticket's shop, or the snorkel shop), there is a person who can speak.
on the 1st nite, i tried to order sotong goreng tepong, but it ended up as a sotong goreng tiada tepong. :( 
Things are bit expensive tho but we are in a ~2 hours from land it make sense. they need to live too n they only operate for 6 month in a year.

expenses to be expected:
1. return boat from pak barra pier to koh lipe: 1200 B (rm120)
2. resort 1500 B pernite for 2person (rm150)
(maybe quite expensive due to the peak season + cny hols)
3. snorkeling trips: 500 B (rm50)
4.pancakes: 40 B (rm4) (wajib try hehehe)
5. lunch and dinners: ikot sukati makbapak korang nak makan mahal2 ke murah2..
6. body scrub: 500B (rm50) (get a complimentary thai massage)
7. foot massage: 200B (rm20) (also get a complimentary thai massage)
8. thai massage (whole body): 300B (rm30)

some of the pictures here (out of 1300, kahkahkah, over giler)

the steep road at wang kelian..

dem jammed at wang kelian imigresen... towards thailand (satun)

amazed with the crazy electric cables all over thailand..

this is whr we park the car. those 2 thailand people in this picture help us buying the speedboat to kohlipe, translate & explaining..

the lady at the ticket counter was also a nice person. imah forgot her sausage bun in the car, so when she walked back to the car from the jetty, this lady took imah on her motorcycle. (its not near and its so hot, the sun)

the speedboat from pak barra pier to koh lipe (took us 2 hours, pening nak termontah!)

met a blogger in the speedboat.. imah used to read his blog on her research to koh lipe...

the speedboat wont be touched at kohlipe beaches. it will stop at a platform near the beaches, and a long-tailed-boats awaiting there. the price for this small boats are 50baht each (rm5 seorang)..

due to a very last minute decision, and the CNY holidays are a very peak season, we hardly find a place to stay, butthen, imah managed to booked at 'serene resort', but they had problem with that room and replaced us with a room at 'pooh's resort'.
room's rate is 1500 B pernite. (eq. rm150 for 2)

and sadly, this is what we got, the shower's rooftop yg ternganga and god knows how i imagined cerita2 hantu thailand semasa mandi that 1st nite! i even mandi dgn membuka the shower door sbb takut sgt hehehh.

exploring koh lipe for the first time..

this is the other side of the island. yup, u can walk from one side of the island (pataya beach) to the other side of the island (sunrise beach) easily.

the resort that imah actually booked and paid, but our actual room had problem and they replaced to a a room at pooh's resort.

err, hot-ness?

trying roti mina (pancake) but this time, we chose wrong.

1st nite dinner at, err, boleh aku taktau name kedai?

our room from outside..

2nd day, snorkeling at 5 islands...
settling for breakfast at tiffany

breakfast at pooh's resort and bar

trying the fins before snokelling..

our long tailed boat for the day...

tataulah aku cemane diorg tu bleh betahan bejemor ditgh panazzzzzz

1st stop is at an ocean near koh jabang...
ditengah2 laut inilah kami dibebaskan ke dlm air. arus sgt deras, so, i can hardly see the fish and corals (as compared to the other island). tp, tetap cantikkkkkkk...

gamba underwater imah x cuci lagi.
so, this is after the 1st snorkel.

up to the 2nd island, koh yang.
this one, omg sgt beautiful!!! rizal (our tourguide) brought us snorkelling around the far-far area which i cannot swim myself, penat wehh kayuh sendiri...

3rd island is known as 'pulau batu cantik' or koh hin-ngam'...

org lain sume pakai selipar, yg ko sorang2 tanak pakai tu kenape ahahahhahahahhahahah bengong gilerrrr

2nd hotel we stayed. ban kasirin. really nice hotel.

we had dinner at halalfood restaurant

and massage time!!!!!!!!!!


more pictures in my FB:
1st day:
2nd day:
3rd day:
currently listening to:fuel - shimmer
currently feeling:nantokkks
i wanna be:a supermodel!!!