Wednesday, December 23, 2009

++456 BABI!!! + merry krismes

buat makan2 time aku takde lah?????????????


anyways. i wish u a happy krismas (to those yg menyambut lah) especially encik yance yg sudah berada didlm perut ketebang yg mcm x mungkin bace je nih, dgn ucapan "jangan gatal kotey nak mengorat stewardess!!!".
i havent naik ketebang yet :D, sajeje tuka status fesbuk cepat2 supaya ofismet tak carik :D

so long~
currently listening to:kipas?
currently feeling:nak teberak tapi malas boleh?
i wanna be:a supermodel

Monday, December 21, 2009

++455vweek 51-2009

1. we went to perak,sri iskandar friday till saturday to witness mafa+Pake's wedding
the trip was joyful, full of laughter, and lovely alltogether. bride;s house had this bilik karaoke yg sgt superb (complete with WII for main game too). they guys cant help becoming monyet and buat mcm rumah sendiri ahjahajhahhaha.. slamber ok. seronok tapi.

2. nakkuruskan badan!!!!

3. i had my lunch at mercu UEM infront of my office nih today. during checking in (we have to provide IC number to the receptionist to go to 9th floor where the cafe is located), the girl at that desk told me that there are 9 people having the same birthday as mine.
say what??? 9 people yow!!! same exact december 31st on 1980.
9 of us are gonna hit 29 in 9days time. i was sitting there waiting for the other 8 to come around. BANYAK pulak mase aku nak betenggek kat situ kan??? hehe, i wish i could see them altogether. screaming*

4. NAKkuruskan badan.

5. i'll be going for a very very long vacation... 2 vacations exactly!!
5years of working and i had never taken this very longggg holidays!!! (accept holiday semase sambung study. tak kire ok).
im on leave from 24thdec til 3rdjanuary! yo yow!~
but actually, i'm abit cuak. byk keje la pulowk time2 gini and im gonna drop some to... owh, nobody is catching my loads. styleee annn~
matilah aku!!!

6. NAKkurussssssssss sgt!

7. i am very desperate to kuruskan badan for my vacation! i want to go skinnydip lah!! =.=">..

8. and im outta cash too!!! farklah!

9. and i think i am out of love. somebody plis gimme some hugs and kisses :(
i want some pamper. hehe. biasele lepas period, gedik sokmo.. and i dont think i can catch that during both of my vacation pon. ala sedey:(

currently listening to:budak2 karoke rumah mafa
currently feeling:stressed
i wanna be: KURUS!!!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

++454 the one with everyday's routine at EM

tibe tejumpe balik arkaiv chatting dulu2kat ofis lame. i miss them colleagues & those happy moments. we used to diam2 mengadap pc buat keje mcm gile tp chatting with each other in the conference-chatroom altogether. all of us. each time teamlead lalu, org paling depan akan sound dan semorg minimize window chatting. bes wo.
and i missed our lunchtime, altogether satu team pegi makan ikan bakar kat PNB tuh. oiii bile nak gettogether again????

orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM tetiba aku sesak napas la
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM jom man kita refill
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM 330 dah ni
gorreng/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM baru 318
Wansu/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM orreh, nati asap msk peparu,lg sesak la..
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM apa lak asap ni
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM orang nak gi solat la
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM tgk tu fitnah akhir zaman
cp/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM buwahaha
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM btul la kata usni.. ibarat semut hitam di atas batu hitam
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM cehwah
wansu/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM hehhe..
gorreng/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM sbnr bila kita sap rokok kita sbnr berkongsi
gorreng/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM kita provide asap bagi makanan makhluk ghaib
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM btul
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM tu hubungan sesama makhluk
gorreng/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM makanan mereka datang dari tulang, asap, dan wap
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM hablum minallah hablum minannas
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM 330 ok
zuzu/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM pe2 je la..
cp/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM *:-B terkemamaa
orreh/B/Malaysia/Exx0nM hahahhaha

currently listening to:jason derulo - whatcha say
currently feeling:tension
i wanna be:a supermodel~

Thursday, December 3, 2009

++453 the one with the digicam

u know what i miss most about having a digicam with me anywhen & anywhere?
its about having the pleasure to capture any magical or hystoric or fantastic or funny or accidental moments at whichever occasion or wherever location..
and u know that i had the very important trouble of explaining sesebuah tragedy or story-telling..
i think sometimes it is easier with a photo attached. photos acts louder than my words in this case.
this is like the eagerness to capture how massive the traffic jam is today morning.
i was stuck for more than an hour before the plaza phoenix. oh wait, not even after the toll batu 9 (tol singgit)!!! i juz wish that i cd capture how the traffic move for every 5minutes. not even an inch! *exaggerated*
and, or the beautiful view of a police mencangkung melihat tayar of his EVO-patrol-car. i mean OMG the patrolcar looks sexy as hell, but damn, the police who mencangkung to baiki his tayar is even sexier. haha.

dont speak about my lousy phone-camera, by the time the camera is ready to capture, the scene would be 5minutes behind. lembab dan pixel-less. beautiful nasha aziz can turn into rahim maarof ok.
here's an example, taken somewhere along jln sultan ismail around lastyear. tertekan with the output yet?
*but the bulk is as handsome as nick hexum kan!!! im sorry i ddnt get to capture the driver's face, serious kakkoi.

i need a new digicam, but with the flow of my cash going rite now, i think im gonna dig back my digicam-ikat-getah & have it everywhere again lah. berat pon berat lah.
currently listening to:jason derulo - whatcha say
currently feeling:laparrrrr
i wanna be:rich and famos

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

++452 the one with project videlcute latest updates

yeyyyyyyyyyyyy.. krismes present came early again this year!!!~
project videlcute is here !!!!!!! and i couldnt stop smiling today. yahu.
*bear that, due to mengejar due date, the final works was really2 messy and uncreative and semak and kucar kacir and i was puking looking at me face like 24hours..but i dunwan to membazir to put pictures of others sgt hahahaha.. its about me me me and me.

here i present the final output. me <3 <3 <3 alot.

and.. it is for mister love me..

previously on project videlcute:

*dun let me start on my birthday present yg juga came early this year. u r gonna puke.
currently listening to:jay z empire state of mind
currently feeling:loved!~
i wanna start on a new project. tp takdak duik. :(

Monday, November 30, 2009

++451the one who was once a 15

and this is the original video (yg tiada embedded version) :
and this one acoustic version yg bestttttt (pon xde embedded version):

please take note that i was/am rewinding the 'taylor swift - 15' song while i wrote this
and to those lyrics, i tried to imagine wat was my 15years old sounds like *omg* 13 years ago *omg*
i mean ofkos it was nothing compared to taylor swift's, it is wayyy back from her 15years old..
i was all nerd and naive and stubborn and stupid and wearing those big very big tshirts with lousy trackbottom and ahaha yeah sgt sgt sgt stupid indeed.
i think her 15 years old time happened when i was 20 kot. lagging giler.
when people that i know of had already know how to melancap already, i dont even know what fuck is. err mcm tipu je? but seriously, not really know kot.. just a little imagination from "something wonderful" judith mcnaught's novel je kot.
ahh well, i had my first period pon during this age je pon, what more can i say kan..

i was in an all-girl school, ofkos i was nerd. and naive. and i remembered i was one of them who anti-lelaki. :)) was the president or somesort. wateva lah kan. it all started when one(or many) from some stupid all-boys school wrote some F.O.D. words and that sorts in a letter and the hiatus goes on for awhile jugak (altho at that time i already started a crush towards some pakcik lab and serious crush keatas jonathan brandis sampai kantoi tulis notes kat mazni about lovebite ahahaha.. talking about being defensive kan.. nak gak ngaku anti lelaki tuh kan..)

and i remembered clearly how at one time we girls had to befriended with some small students from watever school in KL (i think they were 13 or maybe even 12!!!) and i dunno what we became? kakak angkat? entahlah.. but one day tuh, we had a suka-suki basketball game with them, and tah cemane tah one of them TER-hugs me from behind. dia mcm tgh lari2 rebut bola and tersadung ape tah dan prapppp i was the closest human being and he couldnt stop from accidentally hugs me from behind.. yeah, that was my first ugly touch from man. poorly captured. damn. i was nerd!! and people are laughing, what more can i say???

and then there was this 'history' subject test where the garang-teacher threaten us, if u got lower than 80 (ke?), u have to berjemor at the 'padang-hitam' till school ends.
padang hitam is a padang ber-TAR yg sgt panas dan ditengah2 diantara bilik guru dan bilik2 darjah. everybody in the school can see u there. being all sympatatic and silly, we all had this lousy aggreement between us, we all promised each other to help each other by re-adjusting the answers of the paper we have to mark. so then, there, everybody kawtim lah to tipu ini. AKAN TATAPI, adelah 2 or 3 people who were not cooperating and with that, terdapatkan 2-3 org yg dpt lower than 80 so those 2-3 people had to berjemurlah ditengah panas tersebut.
again, being all sympatatic and silly, we all had another discussion among us to mengaku buat salah. dan mengaku telah menukar jawapan2 kawan2 kami supaye semorg dpt A.
miahahahahhaha. maka, selepas itu, kami semua telah dihadapkan ke muke pengadilan. :)) lawakkk sehhh..
pastu glemer sekejap kelas 3jaya tuh. kene lecture dlm meeting room selame i dunno howlong, tp, mcm ade sesi menangis2 gak kot sepam. mcm bodooooooooooooo~

and then there was the internet story. jaring was first introduced during this time. 1995 tau. and we were hanging out at the internet room sokmo. chatting with ntah siapa2 ntah from oversea. quite some times i think one of us had some saiko talk with some other continents who spoke about islam and suchs.
tahapehape je. and that days, i was more obsessed with actors pictures kot. like bradpitt. hence the first time of looking at gambar b0gel. gamba b0gel bradpitt indeed. nerd tak saye? :D heeeee. dont even talk about porn ok. i was naive.

wat else happened at 15 ya.

and ohyeah the komuter system. was 1st introduced during that time kan. we were all jakon, naik komuter pergi carrefour kat subang :))
dan yeah carrefour pon mcm baru2 nak up time tuh kot...
tempat lepak pula, mcm biase, ialah mcD the Mall.. or else, dewan makan :))

and statistically speaking, 15 was the year when i turn into giant! i turn from a 144cm kid to 164cm. i think mostly because sudah akil baligh :D:D
..and if i could write how my weight turns into the figure it is today, i would diee to go back to this year!!! it was like the differences of an elephant to a goat.

here goes some pictures for remembrance. kohkohkoh.

taylor switft - 15
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

currently listening to:taylor swift - 15
currently feeling:loving atukkkkk :*:* *mode tgh jiwang dan mencintai*
i wanna be:a supermodel~

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

++450 the one with kakak2 anak 2,3,4,5,6

(he wrote again!!)
u know what? last weekend i had a blast from the past too.
im not going into details, but it made me missed muti4ra d4mansara alot.
elle and the curve too.
such adrenaline rush.. like today morning when someone flirted with someone else.
im too old for something like that i guess.

yesterday while having coffee break, kakak anak 2 scolded me.
"ape? kau dah nak masok 29??? kau ni bile nak kawen nii??"
another kakak anak 4 menyambung dgn "akak dulu umor ko ni da anak 3 dah!!!"

dititipkan dgn cerita2 seperti susah beranak dan breast cancer for those yg tak kawen2 ni,
i felt not only terrified,
but also mendoakan "nanti anak akak lagi teruk drpd saye kot"
tapi ofkos hanye didlm hati
tambah lagi "anak akak nanti tah2 gay, or lesbian, or tahtah kene HIV???"

i must have written these so many times.
but i havent stop praying to get married sooner. kalau dah bukan rezeki saye lagi nak buat lagu maneeeeeee lah akak2 sekalian?

currently listening to:diana ross & lionelritchie - endless love
currently feeling:loving atuk so muchhhh~
i wanna be:lucky

Monday, November 23, 2009

++449 amar&nana engagement day~

upload tak agak agak~
date: 24/10/2009
venue: nana's, saujana impian,k4jang

currently listening to:AFI - this celluoid dream
currently feeling:loved~
i wanna be:a supermodel

++448 the one with jamming again

date: 18/10/2009
venue: ampang atas pelita

currently listening to:lifehouse - blind (winamp on shuffle mode)
currently feeling:laparrrr pulak
i wanna be:paris hilton :D