Thursday, January 28, 2010

++472 lastnight

this is entry may contained bahan yg mual and is not to be read by u =p


the fruits tart were from ama+nana.
we were going out to sent car to abgdin when nana come and asked dgn muke yg sgt cuak
"korang nak pegi mane???"
she cuak their plan to nyanyi birthday song at midnite hour to yance would be spoiled if we went out somewhere. haha thats so comel.

so yeah, happy birthday sayang :*

i wanted to become the 1st person wishing, so rite after works yesterday i wished him and he told me that it is not yet his birthday, i told him takkire, i wanted to be the 1st person wishing, and he cheerfully told me "dah ade dah org wish kat fesbuk semalam"
not the day b4 his birthday tau, 2 days before !!!
gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmnye!

ok itu sahaja. more updates coming.
currently listening to:jason derulo wha wha wha what did she say??
currently feeling:loving u
i wanna be:a supermodel

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

++471 the one with malaysian open semifinal

*entry tiada tujuan
*tgk live lagi best drpd tgk kat tv, only takde repeat. T_T
*Malaysians: semangat kewarganegaraan sokmo kuat gile kat stadium, tp, bile kat luar stadium, racist gile babi kot.
*tgk badminton lagi bes drpd tgk bola, sbb stadium badminton ade aircond, stadium bola panazzzzzzz. :D:D













currently listening to:wali band - cari jodoh
currently feeling:loved
i wanna be:a supermodel

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

++470 the one who cari jodoh

sheesh, this song telah menerokai jauh kesudut otak hari ini.
yg sememangnye telah terus didadahhi sejak minggu lepas oleh rakan2 sejawat lainnya.

tapi, hari ini mereka menghantar gambar2 ber gokart sabtu lalu,
mungkin atas tujuan mahu mengjeleskanku yg tidak dpt hadir disaat2 akhir
(sbb semua yg pergi ialah lelaki sahaja, takde perempuan lamsong!!),
dan gamba2 adalah divideografikkan dan diindahi dgn bekground lagu 'cari jodoh' ini

lantas, aku ini telah didadahhi lagi lagu inihhhhhh:


Cari Jodoh
by Wali
Apa salahku apa salah ibuku
Hidupku dirundung pilu
Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku
Tuk jadi pengobat pilu
Tuk jadi penawar rindu
Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku

*
Timur ke barat selatan ke utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa
Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku temukan
oh tuhan inikah cobaan

**
Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

***
Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasihani aku
Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau

Back to *, **, ***

Ibu bapak punya anak
Bilang-bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

titipan acara gokart mereka:





currently listening to:wali band - cari jodoh
currently feeling:sakit kepalak
i wanna be:a supermodel~

Friday, January 22, 2010

++469 tanpa kekasihku


"Tanpa Kekasihku
by Agnes Monica

langit begitu gelap,hujan tak juga reda
ku harus menyaksikan cintaku terenggut tak terselamatkan
Ingin ku ulang hari,ingin ku perbaiki
kau sangat kubutuhkan
beraninya kau pergi dan tak kembali

Ref:
dimana letak surga itu
biar kugantikan tempatmu denganku
adakah tanda surga itu
biar kutemukan untuk bersamamu

kubiarkan senyumku menari di udara
biar semua tahu kematian tak mengakhiri
cintaaaaaaaaaaa?.

Ref 2x
apalah artinya hidup tanpa kau kasihku
percuma ku ada di sini
kekasihku,bersamamu 5x"

currently listening to:agnes monica - tanpa kekasihku
currently feeling:in love with u
i wanna be:pawer~ hahahahhaha

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

++467 the one with nasi kandar



i swear to u, i am NEVER a fan of nasi kandar or nasi padang. KARI lagi lah. i dislike kari. (accept kalo mmg dah takde pilihan menarik, i'll consume kari)
i have this curiosity of why people are craving for those nasi kandar. especially the ones at mamaks. ape bes sgt nye?

BUT rite now, at this moment, i'm craving for nasi kandar.
the steamy white rice yg segunonggg diatas daun pisang.
ayam goreng yg besar dan rangop dan juicy aaaaaaaaaah~
sayur kobis goreng yg hot hot masin sikit :D
kuah kari sikit supaya tidak kering.
aaaaaaaaauw.

whats wrong with me? whats wrong with the days coming??? i think my red-flag season dah dekat kot. damn.
currently listening to:ahli fiqir - derita merindu
currently feeling:rejected.T_T
i wanna eattttttttt!!!!

++466 Derita Merindu



Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan
Kau yang tak percaya bagaimana nak bahagia

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada, ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah
Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan
Aku masih terkilan

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

currently listening to:ahli fiqir - derita merindu
currently feeling:merindu ofkos
i wanna be:with UUUUUU~

Saturday, January 16, 2010

++465 the love sketch?



may-sketsa sebuah cinta

Oh kekasih hatiku selamanya
Keindahan maya itu milik kita
Terciptalah... sebuah cinta
Jiwa sama bergelora

Kaulah satu dalam hidupku ini
Penawar di kala rindu
Kanku curahkan seluruh cintaku
Padamu... oh... kasihku

Akan kubina istana untuk kita
Dan menikmati gelombang cinta
Di dadaku... dan di dadamu
Degupan seiring irama

Ayuh kupimpinkan tanganmu
Menuju mahligai bahagia
Kitakan bersama
Mengecap nikmat cinta
Hidup bagai di syurga
currently listening to:may-sketsa sebuah chenta
currently feeling:found!
i juz wanna be rich!!!

Friday, January 15, 2010

++464 the starLIGHT



Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I dont know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
you in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Lets conspire to ignite
All the cells that would die just to feel alive

But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
never Fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations



currently listening to:muse-starlight
currently feeling:dusty
i juz wanna be loved~

Thursday, January 14, 2010

++463 the one who come back down


gamba hiasan: mase kat lalouvre, paris.

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through


currently listening to:lifehouse-come back down
currently feeling:empty
i wanna be:a supermodel

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

++462 the one with lucky lucky unlucky unlucky

source: farina's blog

cewek 1: aku tgh pk, about life in general la...hahaha...dgn kamu juga lah sbg subject matter
cewek 1: klo tgh diatas, berturut2 lucky. klo tgh dirundum duka, berturut2 juga
cewek 1: cumanya time dirundum duka tu org jarang ah look back at times when they were happy and lucky
cewek 2: begitulah hidup huhuhu
cewek 1: hahaha. so actually...klo scr graft, dan dibuat garis linear
cewek 1: purata naik turun hidup
cewek 1: life is, actually...equal to everyone
cewek 2: cuma masa gembira dan sedihnya berbeza
cewek 1: yup, exactly. klo org yg lucky gile babi...kaya gila babi...
cewek 1: saat drop nya pun, gila babi juga
cewek 2: mudah2an kita sentiasa di dalam kesederhaan dan dugaan juga datang secara sederhana
cewek 2: huhuhuhu
cewek 1: aminnn
cewek 1: and
cewek 1: mudah2an kita gak iri melihat keberuntungan org lain dan syukur dgn keberuntungan diri
cewek 1: hahahah
cewek 2: benerrrr

indeed.

currently listening to:jason derulo-what what what what did u say?????
currently feeling:empty
i wanna be:a supermodel

Monday, January 11, 2010

++461 the one with the pergi

why issit the song baru nak menang AJL ek?

i find it hard to listen to, disaat hati sedih begini.

and then,i read back my entry here

oh sedih kembali.



currently listening to:aizat-pergi
currently feeling:kosong
i wanna be:a supermodel

Sunday, January 10, 2010

++460

if he doesnt love u, he doesnt love u.

part 2.

where do i go?

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

++459 of tawau 2009

1. the trip to tawau was awesome. i had to extend my vacation there, burned my tic flight back on 29thdec, and bought new tic back on 3rdjan. bankrap!!!

2. i wouldnt do such crazy pembaziran if it were not by the crazy + sporting gilerr kakak2+abg2ipar+cousins+anak2buah+hissportingmom who kept me entertained there..
plus, the delicious foodssss setiap malam (which ofkos must include seafood-based foods), oh yes i am easily terpujuk by foods *as usual*...
plus, i couldnt make it to semporna+tampi2 if i got back on 29th. the time is superlimited and the people mcm demam2 before.
plus, i would be charged by super massive ringgits for my overweight luggage which was nearly 30kg (while the limit is only 15kg)
plus, nobody to fetch me at airport nanti, thinking of that 30kg luggage, adalah sgt sakit jiwa kottt nak balik sorang2.. at the darkness of 9pm.. so i decided to stay and went back togedegede with atuk on sunday the 3rdjan2010.
plus, did i mentioned that they were all very sporting & pleasant? i told u twice then. semua best..
plus, tak sampai hati menolak pelawaan/(lebih kpd keadaan memaksa) the kakaks to stay longer.

3. BUT i am really really deeply sorry and depressed altogether because i had to let go my penang trip with the bestiessss, which was scheduled on the 31stdec-3jan. there goes my plan to celebrate my birthday+newyear eve at pantai penang. :(((( uwaaa
the trip to tawau was awesome, but, i can guarantee that the trip with besties will be even greater & funnierrrr.. huuuuuu

4. i had to courier-ed back both sue+me ticket to penang tuh on the same day i decided to extend my vacation in tawau tuh.. nasibaik sempat sampai on the nextday of 30dec.

5. i would like to take this opportunity to say sorry to sue especially & mazni & imah the host. aku berjanji the trip to BALI nanti takkan dicancell tanpe sebab2 yg sgt aralmelintang. insha-Allah takde aral melintang. amin.

6. during this vacation, i was brought to tampi2 where they filmed cerita 'duyung'. that place was awesome mcm cilake. u can stay at the resort for only rm100 a night. the deepsea was crystalclear. the scenery was perfect for camwhoring gile babi.

7. atuk had an awesome abang ipar yg gile pandai+cekap memasak. not only he was the organizer of each BBQs we had, but he also the cook for the dinners yg sgt sodappp. i wish atuk will learn how too cook from him. amin. :x
this abang ipar ialah dulu2 selalu same same main online game (read:ROSE online) with us!!
no wonder dulu kalo tgh main game, dia salu idle, gi masak katenye...

8. they all sang a whole lot of very very unfamiliar songs during one of the karaoke session. one of it i cannot stop singing along. the name is jauh kau pergi (tinggal kenangan) by gaby. a sad love song written by a budak PLKN yg bunoh diri because of his gf. T_T.

9. picturessssss are around 2000++. i had tough times picking which one to upload. kalolah tibe terdilit allthempictures, mesti menangis tak hentihenti.

















at batu payung



















at semporna










at tampi tampi
















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**if only we can read others mind.. life wont be awholelot miserable.
currently listening to:gaby - jauh kau pergi
currently feeling:loved
i wanna be:a supermodel