++You Dont See Me

You Don't See Me

Josie and the Pussycats

This is the place where I sit,
This is the part where I love you too much.
Is this as hard as it gets?
'Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and achin'
and tumblin' and breakin'

'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

I dream a world where you understand
I dream a million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when you're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights

I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends?
Nothing but good friends?

'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would

The way I wish you would

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met?
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get?
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only-
Crystal and see-through and not enough to you

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

++ Sesungguhnya - Alif Satar & Raihan

bergetar sanubari sayyew


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Sebenarnya hati ini cinta kepada Mu
Sebenarnya diri ini rindu kepada Mu
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa cinta masih tak hadir
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa rindu belum berbunga

Sesungguhnya walau kukutip
Semua permata di dasar lautan
Sesungguhnya walau kusiram
Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu
Namun cinta takkan hadir
Namun rindu takkan ber bunga

++kecewa

Sedikit waktu yang kau miliki
Luangkanlah untukku
Harap secepatnya datangi aku
S’kali ini ku mohon padamu
Ada yang ingin ku sampaikan
Sempatkanlah

Hampa kesal dan amarah
S’luruhnya ada dibenakku
Tandai seketika
Hati yang tak terbalas
Oleh cintamu…

Kuingin marah, melampiaskan tapi kuhanyalah sendiri disini
Ingin kutunjukkan pada siapa saja yang ada
Bahwa hatiku kecewa…

Sedetik menunggumu disini, s’perti seharian
Berkali kulihat jam ditangan
Demi membunuh waktu
Tak kulihat tanda kehadiranmu
Yang semakin meyakiniku
Kau tak datang

Untuk Perempuan Yang Sedang Dalam Pelukan

i'm in love!

in love with payung teduh.

Tak terasa gelap pun jatuh

Diujung malam menuju pagi yang dingin

Hanya ada sedikit bintang malam ini

Mungkin karena kau sedang cantik-cantiknya

Lalu mataku merasa malu

Semakin dalam ia malu kali ini

Kadang juga ia takut

Tatkala harus berpapasan ditengah pelariannya

Di malam hari

Menuju pagi

Sedikit cemas

Banyak rindunya

currently listening to: untuk perempuan yang sedang dalam pelukan
currently feeling:loved~
i wanna be:a supermodel

++ruang rindu

lagu yg kalo tetiba ter ke udara at the shuffled setting playlist, yg akan buat dada rase seram seram debar, airmata turun koho koho, yg tatau pon rindu kat sape pon nya? :(

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada
Jalanku hampa dan ku sentuh dia, terasa hangat di dalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu, tak urung jua ku lihatnya pergi

Tak pernah kuragu dan selalu kuingat kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna, tumbuhkan rasa yang sesakkan dada
Kau datang dan pergi begitu saja, semua ku terima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam, di ruang rindu kita bertemu

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shit

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++Thinking Out Loud

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are



When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?

And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

Oh, baby, we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are

++cerita dia

Sempurna
Cerita yang tak sempurna
Apakah alasannya
Siapakah di hatinya
Bahasaku
Mungkin tidak seindah
Lafaz kata pujangga
Namun ku bersumpah
Rela ku tunggu
Jawapanmu
Masihkah aku ada
Di hatimu saat ini

Biar tubuhku kan terpaku
Biar jasadku
Tak bernyawa lagi
Sampai nanti
Ooo ooo ooo

++kiss me

Settle down with me
Cover me up
Cuddle me in
Lie down with me
Hold me in your arms

Your heart's against my chest
Lips pressed to my neck
I've fallen for your eyes
But they don't know me yet

And the feeling I forget
I'm in love now

Kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved

This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love

Settle down with me
And I'll be your safety
You'll be my lady

I was made to keep your body warm
But I'm cold as, the wind blows
So hold me in your arms

My heart's against your chest
Your lips pressed to my neck
I've fallen for your eyes
But they don't know me yet

And the feeling I forget
I'm in love now

Kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved

This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love

Yeah I've been feeling everything
From hate to love
From love to lust
From lust to truth
I guess that's how I know you

So hold you close
To help you give it up

So kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved

This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love

So kiss me like you wanna be loved
Wanna be loved
Wanna be loved

This feels like I've fallen in love
Fallen in love
Fallen in love

++dear john (a throwback)

Time.
Time to finally come home.
Time to spend with his son.
Time to say goodbye.
The problem with time,
l've learned,
whether it's those first two weeks
l got to spend with you
or those final two months
l got to spend with him,
eventually time always runs out.
l have no idea where you are
out there in the world, John.
But l understand that l lost the right
to know these things long ago.
No matter how many years go by,
l know one thing
to be as true as it ever was.
l'll see you soon, then.

++Loving him is red ed ed e ed e ed e ed

[Verse 1:]

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly

Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall

Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all

[Chorus:]

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

Loving him was red

[Verse 2:]

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you

Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song

Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer

Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong

[Chorus:]

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

Oh, red

Burning red

[Bridge:]

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes

Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go

But moving on from him is impossible

When I still see it all in my head

In burning red

Burning, it was red

[Chorus:]

Oh, losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

'Cause loving him was red

Yeah, yeah, red

We're burning red

[Post-Chorus:]

And that's why he's spinnin' 'round in my head

Comes back to me, burning red

Yeah, yeah

His love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

Sent from my iPhone

++Sky full of stars

lovely song, as always. love y'all coldplay!

'Cause you're a sky, 'cause you're a sky full of stars
I'm gonna give you my heart
'Cause you're a sky, 'cause you're a sky full of stars
'Cause you light up the path

I don't care, go on and tear me apart
I don't care if you do, ooh
'Cause in a sky, 'cause in a sky full of stars
I think I saw you

'Cause you're a sky, 'cause you're a sky full of stars
I wanna die in your arms
'Cause you get lighter the more it gets dark
I'm gonna give you my heart

I don't care, go on and tear me apart
I don't care if you do, ooh
'Cause in a sky, 'cause in a sky full of stars
I think I see you
I think I see you

'Cause you're a sky, you're a sky full of stars
Such a heavenly view
You're such a heavenly view

++the one with fix you

ini part paling dope dlm lagu fix you.

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

video taken during jamming session laslaswiken..


currently listening to:coldplay-fix you
currently feeling:loved
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Bicara Rindu

ahaha lagu ni! lagu zaman sekolah itu..
huhuhu

Bicara saat ini aku merindu
Seraut wajahmu... oh! sayang ku
Ternyata hanya dulu indah bicara
Dan gurau tawamu di hatiku
Walau seiring sekata
Namun terpisah haluan berbeza antara kita
Kini aku sendiri sendiri lagi
Mengapa ku disiksa sebegini

Kau bagiku penawar duka
Bila ku berduka kau senantiasa
Bersamaku setiap waktu

Kasih ku kau pergi jauh dari sisi
Ku kehilangan mu tanpa ku sedari
Aku kini sebagai teman biasa
Namun ku doakan kebahagian dirimu
Sayangku...

Biar apa terjadi namun aku sendiri
Mengapa ku disiksa sebegini

++Angin Malam

*perasan yg sgt rindu serindu rindu nya!!!!!!!!!!!!
ditambah terdengar lagu ini.

Berhembus angin malam
Mencengkam menghempas
Membelai wajah aku
Itulah kenangan yang terakhir darimu
Kudekati dirimu kau diam
Tersungging senyuman di bibirmu
Itulah senyuman yang terakhir darimu
Alam yang jadi saksi
Kau serahkan jiwa raga
Angin tetap berhembus
Tak henti
Walaupun sampai akhir hayatku
Tapi tak lagi kau berada di sisiku
Oh… angin malam bawalah daku
Kepadanya… oh… oh…

++John Legend - All of Me

mamat ni muke dia mcm james quelling dowhhhh!! (from suits)



'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh

++DJ Morgoth - Viva La Clarity [Zedd feat. Foxes vs. Coldplay]

High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?
(Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey)

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
Don't speak as I try to leave 'cause we both know what we'll choose
If you pull then I'll push too deep and I'll fall right back to you
'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?
(Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey)

Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?
Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

also watch out kyoto protocol's version:

++

We're all travelling
through time together
every day of our lives.
All we can do is do our best
to relish this remarkable ride.

-about time, 2013-

currently listening to:how long will i love you
currently feeling:sadddddddddddddddddddd
i wanna be:mary!

++The return to innocence

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.

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Hatiku masih seperti dulu
Tidak pernah pun berubah cintanya
Adakah engkau masih sepertiku
Yang setia selamanya
Hatiku masih merinduimu
Biarpun kau jauh dariku
Selagi rindu mengusik kalbu
Cintaku masih padamu
Tahukah engkau betapa hebat cintaku
Tanpamu disisi aku keresahan
Tahukah engkau betapa hebat kasihku
Tanpa mu disisi aku kerinduan
Biarpun ombak merubah pantai
Kasihku tak akan hancur berderai
Biarpun hari berganti hari
Kau tetap ku nanti

++Ellie Goulding - Anything Could Happen (Acoustic)

After the war we said we'd fight together
I guess we thought that's just what humans do
Letting darkness grow
As if we need its palette and we need its colour
But now I've seen it through
And now I know the truth

That anything could happen
Anything could happen
Anything could

Baby, I'll give you everything you need
I'll give you everything you need, oh
I'll give you everything you need
But I don't think I need you