@abelljefrry, 3/1/12 6:47 PM

H.S. Abell Jefrry (@abelljefrry) 3/1/12 6:47 PM Jangan harap sangat kebebasan dari ibubapa. Saya dah rasa akibatnya. Saya tak balik 2 minggu pun, ibu ayah tak cari. Kalau mati, sia sia.

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++LDP and SS2

driving on LDP at 2-3ish AM is giving me a goosebumps!
especially the road nearish kelana jaya
reminded me of the old house at SS2,
this time around when i went back from dating,
midnite movies at one utama old wing
(ofcourse there was no OU new wing or e@curve those times)
bukak tingkap and feel the cold air.
boleh nangih gituh.
kalau tetibe kuar lagu blink 182 ke hoobastank ke, lagila nazak aku menangih.
damn the old times.

damn this old age, i cant really stayup late nowadays.

ya allah, i miss old times.

#justsaying

currently listening to:aquarium's
currently feeling:sleepy
i wanna be:with u

++Shake It Out

Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play

And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues strong
It's always darkest before the dawn

And I've been a fool and I've been blind
I can never leave the past behind
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around

Our love is pastured, such a mournful sound
Tonight I'm gonna bury that horse in the ground
So I like to keep my issues strong
But it's always darkest before the dawn

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa

I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart
'Cause I like to keep my issues strong
It's always darkest before the dawn

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa

And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
And given half the chance would I take any of it back
It's a fine romance but it's left me so undone
It's always darkest before the dawn

Oh whoa, oh whoa...

And I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't
So here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my road
And I'm ready to suffer and I'm ready to hope
It's a shot in the dark aimed right at my throat
Cause looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Well what the hell I'm gonna let it happen to me

++the one with hati

mungkin sebab terlalu byk buat dosa..
atau terlalu byk makan atau minum bende haram..
membuatkan hati kite gelap dan hitam..
sampai tahap, kite tidak sedar yg bila kite lakukan kesalahan2 yg menyakitkan hati org lain,
kite rase tidak bersalah, dan tidak langsung menyesal..
kite sentiase rase kite yg betul. org lain yg salah.

mungkin kite nampak ia kecil (sbb kite buat byk lagi dose yg lebih besar dari itu), tp bila ia melibatkankan mak kite, ianya sgt besar
mungkin kite lupe, syurga itu dibawah tapak kaki ibu..
kalau ibu sendiri rase kite sudah berubah
sudah tiada hati dan perasaan
sudah tidak kenal erti penyesalan dan rase bersalah..
ssampai ibu kite rase yg dia tidak diperlukan lagi..
itu tandanya tidak mustahil suatu hari akan datang
that u'll kill your own blood and doesnt even feel sympathize or doesnt even feel the need to apologize.
and most heartbrokenly, u wont feel regret at all.

jgn sampai hati kite keras mcm batu.
yg tidak bisa dilembut2kan lagi..

nah ambillah sejadah itu...
sujud lah kehadrat illahi,
bersihkan hati mu hasifah..

masha Allah!

currently listening to:amir jahari - tanpamu
currently feeling:tensyen
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Fall

You and I
Two of a mind
This love’s
One of a kind
You and I
We’re drifting
Over the edge
And I will fall for you
And I will fall for you
If I fall for you
Would you fall too?

You and I
Learning to speak
With kisses on cheek
We’re lifted
Over the edge
And I will fall for you
And I will fall for you
If I fall for you
Would you fall too?

++the one with evanescence

insanity is when u were given only 8 minutes to find a partner to go to a concert with u, LAST MINUTE! FREE! at KL Live! malam ni!
concert evanescence lak tuh! :(( sakit jiwa!
"bring meeeeeeeee to life!!!!!!!!!!"

xyz is surely bz, his mom coming today
sue nak p jumpe ex boss malam ni <---kecoh bende nak jumpe boss???
i called elle!! 3 kali aku call x angkat!!! tensyen ni!!!
called tj, she's otw home dan tanak patah balik :((
called kakzarina, her parents ade dtg KL tonite.
called pojan, she also not picked up :(

whattttttttttttttt an epic loser am i? tade geng pegi konsert.

damn u takeru =p

currently listening to:coldplay paradise
currently feeling:tensed!!!
i wanna be:a rokstaaaa
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++the one with the bucket list

so i heard nadia's (flyfm) bucket list before turn into 30 this morning..
and i was thinking, i didnot set any target before turn into 30.
and i am already 31 now.. sigh*
lets make a bucket list before i turn to 35!
here goes...

++ my bucket list b4 December 2016:

*find a decent husband secara seriously. (i'd settled for the facebook single man's hunting if i must to, but i havent have the time yet..)
not necessarily rich or handsome. Just someone at my average, someone who loves me and my family and loves musics too.
*travel to either 2 of these : usa, australia, new zealand, hongkong, japan, germany, cambodia, india
*own my own home (almost accomplish)
*buy a new semi-pro digicam
*buy a macbook
*buy ipad (whichever is the latest)
*try skydiving
*buy/learn guitar professionally..
*lose atleast 20kg of current weight.
*stayput in celibacy if still havent achieved no.1..

currently listening to:chasing pavements - adele
currently feeling:seram
i wanna be:a supermodel

++share vs loan

did my own calculation for the current share price vs my loan interest of 4.6%

rugi berganda2. T_T

6.06 !!!!!!!!!!