++the one with fotokem cibai! but, urm, ok, i had a new boyfriend

i've been usha-ing LUMIX FS62 for around 3weeks already and looking around nearest shoppingmall/kedai photo biase around the corner, but they didnt have the stock.
and the urge to hold a brand new own dgcam is pretty annoying.
so i dragged atuk to lowyat after work last Monday to window-'searching'.
the moment i set foot in FOTOKEM, Low Yat, i wasnt being treated or should i say recognise at all. the staff ignored me, takpe, i stayed and then agak lame baru ade org layan. ok fine, diorg ade 'ramai' customer. as if!. (or issit just 2-3 people around je?)
and when i asked if they have the stock for the model i want, they went to take it lah.
while waiting for that camera, i asked about other camera, and that is the moment when i suddenly fell in love straightaway with this CANON Powershot S90, which is 3 times the price of FS62 camera and ofkos really very out of my budget.
being compared to the little LUMIX FS62, of course lah S90 sparks in its own magnificent way lah kan. (i also fell in loveeeee with LX3, but being a lil bit bigger in size and muncung zoom agak terkeluar drpd paksi doesnt help in my mission of finding a small+senang dibawe kemanemane camera, plus, i can always use atuk's nikon D80 DSLR for creative purposes)..
so, yadayadayada, i decided to buy that CANON powershot S90 instead of LX3 and also instead of LUMIX FS62 (the initial focus and objective i come to lowyat).
of course i didnot do any reading/research about that camera at allll. i was being really ecstatic with it, with the interface, with the picture i took during preview, and knwoing that eja&peachy use the same camera and got really pretty pictures shown in their facebook did help me judge a lil bit.
so, being happy and all, i went home tersenyum puashati walopon poket agak membengkak dgn bayaran hutang tersebut.. i chose to ignore my inner roaring of '3months hidup papa kedana later on.'
balik rumah, apelagi, amek2 gamba, try try..AND then i realised that the cover is a lil bit loose, near the flash area. OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDD!!!!
oh ok, maybe its not that bad, maybe because of the moving flash box that made the cover loose abit..i went to google about it. little did i know, people around the world are having the same problem, and most, i mean MOST of them had to return back the product and get an exchange of a solid ones. the cover should be solid. not loose like that.
HURUHARA? of kos i was being huruhara and asked around. eja&peachy mempunyai S90 yg solid, not me. :(( sedih :((
so yesterday, i went back to this lousy FOTOKEM shop at LowYat.
guess what? ofcourseeeeeee i cannot return the product!!! or even exchange. the people (almost all of the staff was attending me this time) were all standing very bold saying that all the canon S90 camera is like that. one of them even challenge me to go to the canon dealer shop to find a solid one.. watdefak??
i guess i was being all drama-queen for a good one hour in that shop yesterday. huhu. but in the end, i still cannot exchange it. the staff said, "u should have check properly yesterday when u bought it. once u had pay for it, u cannot return it."
mcm babi lah lu.
boy i wish i bought it at UK or US where we can return even baju tidur yg telah dibeli dan dipakai 3hari! (ok, i m not sekejam itula kan, but i can easily lah return barang yg mcm menyesal dibeli when i was in london dulu).

so today, i decided to just sit and behold. T_T.
say hi to my new boyfriend: abang longgar


this is the part where it was loose


PS: 'but, urm' is a phrase commonly used by robin and was used for a drinking bet in 'how i met your mother'.
currently listening to:broken - lifehouse
currently feeling:selsema ubi
i wanna be:a supermodel!!!~

++the one with sungai petani

-the trip to sungai petani was awesome.
-our flight to penang was at 8am, so, we had to be at cyberjaya to gather at 6am.
but most of us failed to wake up early in the planned orders, we only succeeded gathering at around 640am dan pecut to the airport. the thought of having to check in an hour before the boarding time was fairly tough. but we succeeded eventually.
-we were being fetched by a minibus that had been ordered by amar. the guys didnot failed to stop making jokes along the 45minutes drive from penang to sg petani, even pakcik drebar minibus tatahan nak gelak. once, the driver had to make an emergency brake and we all scream secare biase2 je, and followed by pake's ending voice claiming "awesome"
kitorg gelak mcm nak mati. hence, awesome became our most favourite word of the trip.
-and then, we were being brought to a comfortable homestay near pengantin's house at cinta sayang resort..
-during the majlis kenduri pula, rite after one of us karaoke-ing a song there, the rain pour very heavily. :)). kesian nana cannot do the sawah padi outdoor shooting.
-we also had photoshoot with the pegantins at bilik pengantin, and man, they were talking lucah all the way. everybody imagining pengantin's malam pertama at the katil. mcm bangang gile.


currently listening to:
currently feeling:
i wanna be:

++the one with tupai2

alot of things had been running in my mind since lastweek, i kept ideas to blog while driving to/back from the office. but when i reach home sweet home where love is, lotsa other things await. the ideas went scattering around each and every corner of the place, inside the kitchen drawers, in the wardrobe and hiding into the pails of baju kotor.

i failed at the mission of taking a picture everyday too. that, is one thing, and then, if i had taken the picture of my day pon, i failed to post it in here. sometimes i had to write/post backdated entry/ies. make it: most of the times.

boy, where did my time went to? its not like i have big project or business that i have to run to. *sigh secare sgt kuat tapi dlm hati*
balik, makan, mandi, cek fesbuk (yg dah dicek jugak kat ofis), tgk tv or tvseries, tidur.
WHERE GOT TIME????
this sense made me realize the respect towards people who part-timely doing business..
huhuiii.
now that i have time to berblog, i dont have the idea pulak. how how?
how did people like chedet, iza *to name a few* get the ideas everyday?
maybe im just not born to be a writer indeed. *sigh again*

on a very unrelated notes, mom & dad & little aaa went up to KL (as usual, instead of kitorg yg balik kg :D:D), so we had steamboat buffet dinner at tupai2 lastweek. makan mcm piranha and here i attach the pictures. :-j

















currently listening to:switchfoot - the sound
currently feeling:loved
i wanna be:a supermodel

++i carry your heart with me

i love !!!!
from brothers&sisters, season 4 episode 10
the beach part, this poem by Ee Cummings was being recited by kitty (calista flockhart) at the end of this episode, butthen she didnot finished it. so i googled, and here goes...

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate
(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world
(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
currently listening to:keri hilson-knock u down
currently feeling:loved
i want u

++daughters

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left cleaning up the mess he made

currently listening to:jon mayer daughters
currently feeling:dunno duncare
i wanna go to krabi!!!!!!!!

++down

i
am
feeling
DOWN!!

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:(((((((((


OMG i felt really2 down. really down.
and scared. takotttttttttnyeeeee

omg ya allah permudahkanlah!!!

semuge aku kayeraye. amin.