++020 the year of 2006

i refer to last year's entry about 2006's resolutions:

coming 2006,
i hope i'll be a btter friend. to my friends. [yes, i good fren whot :-"]
i hope i'll be fair to evrybody. [not everybody still, but atlis i tried :-j]
i hope i can do more saving, no more credits nor defisit. [worsen]
i hope to settle my petronas skolersip. [settled, but hv to pay dad. huks.]
i want to sell my kelisa, anybody interested? [sold! even to my own sis, considered what?]
[i felt that the car bring me suwei, takdak ong lar]
and i want to buy a kancil-manual. [for saving purpose] [not-granted, daddy is curious about me driving a manual, bhohhhh!!~]
i actually had started thinking of buying a house. for me. like if [i said if hahhh], if lessay i didnt get married kan, atlis i have my own house kot. to linger. to decorate mcm gila sampai rumah tuh jadik mcm rumah org gile. bes nye rumah sendiri cat sanesini sesketi. besnye. [not even an attemp]
and i hope to become a matured-lady [tanak dah pangai budak2 gadoh sane gadoh sini] [hehe, i can imagine seeing close-friends' chuckling]
and i dun want anymore crisis. whateva it means. [more! especially around herrr, march/april/may?]
and i will start looking for a violin-class. [tingin sangat] [habuk pon tarak]
and i want to join futsal. boleh? boleh kot, mcm ade byk mase aje skang nih. [join tgk je, malas!!!]
and as usual, nak kuruskan badan [which is for like dah bertahun2 dah azam nih]. [ada attempt, tapi, tak bersungguh2an :-"]
and i hope by atlis august 2006, i have enuff money to backpacking around malaysia, or atlis gi sipadan. i soooo want to go there lah. [harkkkk ptoihhhhh!!!! the only one that i considered vacation was to cameron highlands with atukku:-* & o'a & zul]

• but at least, for things that i've been crying for around year 2006 have been settled up. i dunno until when, but, i really hope it will stop forever. huhuhu. sesame, please go away!~
• i managed to get the confirmation for current job, which is, alhamdulillah. rezeki. alhamdulillah.
• hmm, not much achievement. hohoh. buduhnye tahun ni. wouh, about my thesis been published in one of UK's antenna magazine? bleh lah tahan kan?
• :-s.. eh tatau nk tulis pe. nanti2lah samong. bos takde ni. nak men gem. ROSE online! jom!

dah wouhhhhhhh!!! i fogoten plak :-j.
dun forget yeh, this sunday is my birthday!!!!!
my expectation: nothing! i just wish i had a blasting hari raye aidiladha together with my 16th [:">] birthday anniversary. and i hope, u all remember me this way. tengkiyu lah org kate :-j
happy eiduladha y-awl!!!~
and a happy new year~

currently listening to: best i ever had
currently missing atuk
i wanna go to sipadan!

++019 the weekend of naiza

yay, weekend yg sgt naiza hehehe.
first of all, mewi krismes atukku sayang :">
semuge dpt duit raye dan kasiku hadiah bebyk
[he said raye krismes manede dpt duit raye la dolll >:P moerkh kedekot sungguh moerkhhh >:P]

ok, back to naiza. weekend lalu adalah weekend yg sgt naiza kerana:
1. 22nd dec 2006 : friday 10 a.m
myself, imahan, laily telah bertandang ke rumah naiza sejak pagi jumaat lagi. jumaat is the nikah ceremony @ naiza's home [muti4ra d4mansara]. the nikah's part was a bit long one. me n imah wonder, of what hapen if the groom is a foreigner, akan pjgkah jugak bebelan pak imam ek? [hehehe].
here's few pics of the event. more in my fotopages.

2. 23rd dec 2006 : saturday 12noon
sekali lagi, pertandangan berlaku lagi on saturday. naiza's reception, also at her house ituh yg sekangkang monyet jak from my house. and, hehe, saye terpakse menjadik bridesmaid bidang terjun yg gagal. sebab, bukankah groom's pengapit patot pakai kale cream? kenape dia mcm pakai kale peach tuh? takpe ah, tak penting. tapi, pengapit ialah lari drpd majlis untuk ke airport menghantar atuk balik beraye. hehe. ampon ye pengantin.
so, here's another few pics of the reception's day.

3. 24th dec 2006 : sunday 12noon
yay, selamat ber naiza lah orang kate! on sunday pula, adalah naiza's husband's reception @ bukit jelutong, and skali lagi, i am the bridesmaid yg poyo. hehe, dont ask me why poyo, why poyo? because u see the picture lah, very poyo kan ;)) hehehe.

eh chopp, before going to naiza's-family-konvoi to the groom's reception, me & imahan sempat singgah to our dearest ex-housemate's engagement kat kota d4mansara seksyen 4 pade pukol 10.30pagi ituh. congratz zurah, akhirnye kauk jadik jugak dgn si robo ittew :D.

pade hari isnin, krismes day pule, saye iaLAH menjadik tenggiling yg bergulung2 di atas tilam, sambil melayan2 gambar2 byk nyerrr.
saye berase sungguh gemuk sekali.

sekian sahaje laporan kali ini. happy tuesday y-awllll!~

currently listening to: switchfoot - oh gravity
currently feeling:sorethroat lagi
i wanna be: wiv u lalala :-"

++018 the love hurts

incubus-Love Hurts

tonight we drink to youth
and holding fast the truth
don't want to lose what i had as a boy
my heart still has a beat
but love is now a feat
as common as a cold day in L.A.
sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
is there a spell that I am under
keeping me from seeing the real thing

love hurts
but sometimes it's a good hurt
and it feels like I'm alive
love sings
when it transcends the bad things
out of heartache, try me
cause without love I won't survive

tethered and abused
stand naked and accused
should I surface, this one man submarine
I only want the truth
so tonight we drink to youth
I never lose what I had as a boy
sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
is there a spell that I am under
keeping me from seeing the real thing

love hurts
but sometimes it's a good hurt
and it feels like I'm alive
love sings
when it transcends the bad things
out of heartache, try me
cause without love I wont survive

love hurts, oh oh
love hurts
without love I wont survive
love hurts oh la la la la la la

oh
love hurts
without love I wont survive

[sorry this is the best vclip i can get from youtube hehe]


currently listening to:incubus - love hurts
currently feeling:sakit dada
i'd rather be a christmas tree than a human now

++017 the sorethroat

tembam kan ako mustapa tuh.
comel mcm steven gerrard. eh, takde iras langsung.
pagi nih, guek bangun2, guek bukak cenel-18 : tv8. tak pepenah bgn pagi bukak tv, tapi harini mcm ade spell.
ako mustapha ade kat konti hotfm.
pastu, ade yg sms2 tetepi window tuh tanye, apsal semua msg, ako yg reply.
pastu ako jawab, i replied all msgs because i yg konker kibod.
whahh, u rawk lah u.
dan..
dan nak tau tak? ako is typing using almost all of his fingers. hehe, artis yg bleh menaip with almost all fingers, and without looking to the kibod ialah seksi. hehe.
[guek menaip mcm pakai 3-4jari je :-j]

hari ni guek korek duit depan makcik kedai runcit sbb nak beli breacol seketul :(
ade sesape nak pakai gigolo tak? ai nak jadik gigolo lah.
currently listening to:atiek - aku sayang pada mu :(
currently feeling: heartache.
i wanna be:hugged :( uhhhhh

++016 the happy wondering

i felt.. i felt.. i felt very very worried. risau yg sama mcm risau yg dulu. the same one that made me waking up in the morning crying, again.. the same one that made me stole somebody's ciggies, again...

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

currently listening to:vertical horizon - best i ever had
currently feeling:down
if only i can hug somebody..

++pupus

Aku tak mengerti apa yang kurasa
Rindu yang tak pernah begitu hebatnya
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu
Meski kau tak akan pernah tahu

Aku persembahkan hidupku untukmu
Telah kurelakan hatiku padamu
Namun kau masih bisu diam seribu bahasa
Dan hati kecilku bicara

Reff:
Baru kusadari
Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
Kau buat remuk seluruh hatiku

Semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku
Semoga akan datang keajaiban hingga akhirnya kaupun mau
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu
Meski kau tak kan pernah tahu

currently listening to:pupus
currently feeling:
i wanna be:

++015 the demi waktu

back to fitrah manusia?
lagu ungu-demi waktu tuh mengenai laki2 yg bohong. yg menduakan cintanya. yg tak setia. yg selepasnya sesal, dan menyanyi untuk wanitanya yg telah mati. dia berjanji, berjanji utk setia, kalaupon wanitanya mati dulu, dia takkan cari yg lain. tapi, akhirnya, dia ade gak yg lain. tuh yg dia nyanyi lagu tuh, kat pusara wanitanye tuh.
so, takpelah ek. wanita dia dah mati, takpelah dia cari lain kan? sedangkan belom mati pon ade lelaki yg cari wanita lain, inikan plak dah mati. so, takpelah ek?

dlm byk2 kes hasben/bini mati dulu, kenape selalunye kan, kalo hasben yg mati dulu, bini jarang kawen lain afterthat, while, kalo bini yg mati dulu, most hasben sure kawen lain nyer lah.

back to fitrah manusia?

back to fitrah manusia?

back to fitrah manusia? tuh hape?

sape2 nak lagu ungu-demi waktu versi live yg sgt sedap sedap sedap multiple O? pm me :-"
eh, betullah tuh, i hate the song actually.

currently listening to:ungu-demi waktu versi live tuh
currently feeling:sad. empty. semua2 lah kot.
i wanna be:i dunno.

++014 the rok de werld trauma

haha
i never had enough of long weekends.
yesterday was a holiday, lucky us for having a new HR who can backing us up when the boss was trying to get us working on the sultan's birthday! the HR man rescued us, by reading proof from an industrial law book. making staffs working on sultan's birthday required the company to pay us triple! heheh, then the boss became shut up.

phuh. so the 3days weekend huh. as typical as it sounds, the normal eating and sleeping all day long [i mean who eat 3 choc bars in a row hah??]
went to jalan TAR too, to grab some scarfs for kak met. and for meself.
finished all the prison break, and also heroes. and greys anatomy.
dan bermain game seperti biase. tower defence lah, ape lagi ;)) dimane satu rumah atuk agak addicted jugak ah, kire mcm taktido malam lah orang kate. :-j

whah, weekend yg tak produktif nye. heheh.
but still, i want a longer weekends!

next coming weekends, on 16th dec, there'll be a 'rock the world 7' at stadium merdeka. i've been waiting for atleast since lastyear [sbb lastyear aku kat uk], akan tetapiiiiiiiiii, atuk dan rakan2 telah melarang ku pergi kerana khuwather diraba oleh mat rempit. uwaaaaaaaaa :(( nak pergi rok de werlllld :(((((
kasihanilah hamba :(((

currently listening to: ungu - demi waktu versi live di indon
currently feeling: purple [bleyh?]
i wanna shutdown that song but it kept rewinding hehehe

++013 the snakes & frogs

ok here's my deal.
i am afraid of snakes.
i am afraid of biawak, mengkarung, tikus, tenggiling
i am afraid of katak!
i am afraid of even cacing.

yes, i am afraid of a tiger, but tiger is cute what? at least it is not menjijikkan.
and i think it is better to put me with a tiger, than a katak.

that made me takutkan katak more than harimau?

eh, pening pule kelape ku memikirkannye.

currently listening to:the all american rejects - it ends tonite
currently feeling:kenyang burpss.
i wanna be: appreciated. tu pon susah kot.

++012 the CINTA

wuu uuuu uuuuuuuu uuuuuuuu
srottsrottttts lime posen
rupe2nye agak sedey gak ar citer cinta tuh ek
ngeeeeeee :D
well i think im a bit late lah kot, most you had watched cinta lah kot. everybody dah potpetpotpet ckp cite ni ok, sedey sepam, bla bla bla, part tuh part nih, nyot nyot nyot, pegi tgk cepat lah, tak rugi lah, dan sebagainya. but, i nvr read anything commented on the 'erl-scene'. u know, that part where azlan proposed azura [i hate fasha sanda bohsia]. eh, not that point. this is about the person next to fasha in the erl, =)), mcm nak pecah perut, i think whole cinema was laughing at that man. giler, muke takbleh blah bak kate atuk. sengal gileeeeeeeee. like pliss lah, rase nak penumbok sepam. plis lah korang tgk part tuh.
ok, lagi satu part, agak tak brape nak menonjol, part kat kubur tuh.. ade sekor mamat poyo duduk besile sebelah kanan que tuh. ekekeke, yg nih aku sorang je kot rase dia poyo ;)) ok abaikan.
yg lain2 part i think everybody had talked about it. termasoklah part mamat rempit kat cm tu.

ok.

hnm, eh, watch out this clip, brandon boyd semaking alluring lah, rase nak ciyom *blushes*
incubus-anna molly

Wait there is a light
There is a fire
Illuminated added fate
Or somthing better
I could care less
Just stay with me a while, wait
There is a light
There is a fire
Defragmenting the added fate
Or something better
I could care less just stay with me a while

I picture your face
To the back of my eyes
A fire in the attic
A proof of the prize
Anna Molly
Anna Molly
Anna Molly

currently listening to: incubus - anna molly
currently feeling:empty
i wanna be: on that pink bedsheet..

++011 the promises mean everything

na na na na na na na
yesterday, i found an unluckier person than me.
i mean, every now and then, i felt very unlucky, being cursed, doomed, ill-fated, inauspicious, luckless, having a very sad, very pathetic journey,very semualah yg busuk2 belake.
but yesterday, after hearing somebody's problem, greater than mine, i should atleast be thankful. atleast i have a happy life in the sense not having to run from anything, i have nothing to hide. i have nothing to be shame of. ye kot, insya allah.
im not saying that i am happy bekos there's another person is unluckier than me, but, im happy because atleast now i already know that i am better than atleast somebody else.
[so far i'm the unluckiest amongst closest fren]

hehehe, wats the crapproprap im talking about nih.

happy wednesday y-awlll~

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Na na na na na na na

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

**everclear-wonderful**

currently listening to:everclear-wonderful
currently feeling:happy
i wanna be:by your side

++010 the pure-science student's love..

hehe, this is something from the friendster's bulletin, posted by shirl. [shirl if u came by, sorry, i cilok :-"]

Aku : Kasihku, ketumpatan cintaku padamu ialah jisim hatiku di bahagi isipadu jantungku. Masihkah kau tidak membuat sebarang anggapan??
Kau : Aku tidak percaya padamu kerana kau ada kekasih baru untuk menjalankan tindak balas penggantian ke atas diriku.

Aku : Kau jangan salah ertikan kecerunan garis lurus hatiku ini, kerana aku dan dia masih lagi unsur dan bukannya sebatian.
Kau : Tapi, aku berasa seperti kasihmu berkadar songsang dengan kesetiaan yg kuberikan.

Aku : Tapi, cintaku padamu adalah pemalar!
Kau : Aku masih belum mengerti lagi kerana penyelesaian yang kau berikan masih lagi belum sahih.

Aku : Tapi, aku mengamalkan hukum newton ketiga di mana tindak balas cintaku bersamaan dengan cinta yg kau berikan.
Kau : Kau jangan bohong! Aku telah mengetahui bahawa kau adalah 'random' yg mempunyai janji-janji manis yg bergerak secara rawak.

Aku : Itu adalah fitnah yg telah tersebar melalui proses pencaran dan perolakan.
Kau : Tetapi, mengapa kau membuat tempoh perkahwinan kita mengalami rintangan?

Aku: Aku harus menggunakan perintang boleh laras untuk mengurangkan rintangan itu.
Kau: Adakah kita akan berpadu secara kimia?

Aku: Itu masih belum diketahui, tetapi hasilnya nanti dapat dilihat dengan menggunakan mikroskop cahaya.
Kau: Aku khuatir kau akan bertemu dengan yg lebih aktif dan bertindak balas dengannya.

Aku: Nampaknya, kita sedang bercinta tiga segi dan haruslah menggunakan hukum-hukum penyelesaian segi tiga untuk menyelesaikannya.
Kau: Tapi, aku telah memberi cintaku dalam magnitud dan arahnya sekali. Masihkah kau tidak percaye?

Aku: Ya, aku percaya. Tetapi aku mahu semua itu dalam bentuk lazim.
Kau: Itu semua boleh diabaikan, yang aku mahu ialah tempoh perkahwinan kita harus mengalami pecutan yg seragam.

Aku: Kau harus bersabar, kerana sabar itu 0.5 dari iman.
Kau: Tapi, imanku adalah infiniti!

Aku: Aku tidak fikir yang iman kau infiniti kerana kau belum mendarabkannya dengan 6x10^23.
Kau: Kau membuat kemarahanku meruap-ruap. Nanti bila tekanan ku melebihi tekanan udara, kau jugak yg susah kerana aku akan mengalami hemolisis.

Aku: Aku sekarang bukan aku yg dulu lagi, aku telah mengalami plasmolis.
Kau: Kau betul-tul menyakitkan hatiku ini. Ku sangkakan kau intan, tetapi rupa-rupanya kau grafit. Pergi kau dari sini. Biarkan aku sendirian.....

currently listening to: utada hikaru - 1st love
currently feeling: sad
i wanna be kurus.

++009 the hidden hitline

if you woke up and i was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?

++008 the red ribbon on UPG nite 2006

these are the collection of the UPG nite videos performed by red ribbon
see california dreaming for the one i mentioned earlier: atuk lupe lirik. [-(

red ribbon - hari ini dan semalam


red ribbon - california dreaming


red ribbon - i wanna hold your hand


red ribbon - that thing you do

currently listening to: those videos
currently feeling:backstabbed. benci tau.
i wanna move away!~

++007 the UPG nite 2006, taman warisan pertanian, putrajaya

do you know that i had to run back to taman warisan pertanian rite after i reached somewhere near the tmnet?

do you know that i am blind at nite? that i had to turn around using very unfamiliar road, and then, i end up in a construction roads leading to dengkil? and i cant u-turn.

do you know that i cried all the way along the construction roads, because there's no lights at all, ofkos except my car lights. and the other light that's flashing was the oil-indicator light. i was devastated.

do you know that its a bad sign if a snake crossing your front tyre?? yess, a snake was crossing the road. a long snake. a long black snake. i kid u not. and i screameddddddddd the hell out of me. loudly. very loudly.

do you know that i loathe! putrajaya signboards. all of them. pentipu giler. palsu! semuanye menyesatkan! i loathe! hiatus! abhor! detest! arghegegegege

do you know that atuk lupe lirik california dreaming? atukk, atukk, [-( geleng2 kepala.

eh do you know that ieyna and meself arrived at 8.15pm because mr.apiz said the function start at 8pm, and they only showed up at 9.15pm???? freaking 1 hour being hungry at the seats. terase sungguh tidak diappreciate. the next time ade apepe, jgn harap kitorg nak speeding centuh lagi, moerkhhhhhhhhh >:P. kalo tahu lambat, guek pegi dulu rumah owwe amek camcorder. so the video wont be that gelap gelita! [eventho i won a lucky draw, that dont compensate the bengang-ness.]

the worst is, do you know that i have [HAVE] to lie to mom about being late home. konon2 ade org hantar. emememememe. nasib baik sahaja my mom pon baru balik drpd uptown. legaa.

dah. tu je. sekian time kasih.

saye chenta red ribbon tapinyer. u guys rawks. hidup red ribbon!~

i'll upload those photos in the fotopages, and those videos in the youtube sooner.

to mrs eja: congratulasi on the new-born aaq1dd bin azlan. ehehehe. semuge dia cpt besa dan comel. amin

currently listening to:video2 red ribbon malam tadi
currently feeling:sakit gigi sgt sgt sgt
i wanna be:balik kg!