++053 the af5

woi! korang ni masuk AF sebab nak menjadik penghibur tanahair ke sbb nak duit sebab nak membantu kuarge???
hehehe, maafkan saye emo. tapi, cube korang jadik cool mcm dafi/heliza. tak perlulah nak citer psl bebende sedey keluarga anda didlm diary, kan ke?
mengupas isi2 penting ayat diatas:
1. kantoi ai tengok diary af :-j
2. kantoi suke dafi ahahahahahhaaaaaaa ai very the gatai.
3. kantoi sokong heliza jugak :-??

masih terlalu awal untuk menyatakan sokongan terhadap mane2 pihak, tapi, buat mase nih, saye ialah mengushar2 farha & dafi :-j awuuuuuuuu
[matihlah kene bertumbok dgn niesa & elly the-madu2].
dan yg pompuan, i think mcm suke heliza buat mase ni.
takpe, lagi 2-3minggu, mesti ai berubah pilihan, dunweri disitu.

dan maaflah jike ayat pertama mengenai 'masuk af sbb nak duit' tuh agak menyinggung memane pihak. i dont like that idea ah. nak jadi artis, jadilah artis. jgnlah nak meraih simpati.

currently listening to:moon on the water
currently feeling:mengantuk liao
i wanna be:a rokstaaaa!~

++052 the beach of kenzi

lasnite, i dream of beach.at first, i dream of bali. then i dream of beach. then i dream of using sunblock. and then, i dream of swimming there. and then, i suddenly felt the flow of mucus from my nose. owh, mimpi yg indah sekali.
srotttt, i hate flu. ia membuatkan saya berase mengantuk sepanjang hari.

*tu pon nak cerite? i know i hate reading blogs yg nak update memende yg tahapepe, tp, who cares?

currently listening to:joy tobing - hampa
currently feeling:sleepy
i hope that everybody will be as good as me :-"

++051 the 'if you go away' song.

this song, it reminds me of the days at tw1ntech.. there's this one season, around early 2006 i think, where me & eja car-pooling eyin's to work. and she played this song. this very song. and i think i kept on rewinding, in my winamp, the whole day, the whole month. and i pasted in my long-lost blog : kiko yg sgt emo itu.. if u checked out. and today, i thanked yasmin for bringing back the memories of this song to her latest MUKHSIN. tho the singer and the language is totally different. still, i cant stop reminiscing the whole event of early 2006 ituh. and, i like my english version of the song better. [perempuan nyanyi is better lah, i dunno who sing, i think sounds like emiliana torrini yg nyanyi lagu 'today has been ok' ituh]

If You Go Away
If you go away on this summer day
Then you might as well take the sun away
All the birds that flew in the summer sky
When our love was new and our hearts were high
When the day was young and the night was long
And the moon stood still for the night-bird's song
If you go away - if you go away - if you go away

But if you stay I'll make you a day
Like no day has been or will be again
We will sail the sun we will ride on the rain
We will talk to the trees and worship the wind
Then if you go I'll understand leave me just
Enough love to fill up my mind
If you go away - if you go away - if you go away

If you go away as I know you will
You must tell the world to stop turning till
You return again if you ever do
For what good is love without loving you
Can I tell you now as you turn to go
I'll be dying slowly till the next hello
If you go away - if you go away - if you go away

But if you stay I'll make you a night
Like no night has been or will be again
I'll sail on your smile I'll ride on your touch
I'll talk to your eyes that I love so much
But if you go go I won' t cry though the
Good is gone from the word goodbye
If you go away - if you go away - if you go away

currently listening to: if you go away [english version]
currently feeling: sad :(((((( dan stressed and painful
i wonder what u'r made of.=(

++050 the un-understandable conversation

as a grew up woman *wink*, i finally learn that i cannot answer anything while talking to mom on the phone.
all i can say is just "OK, baiklah boss!" and she will be happy.
no "NO" and the further explanation/s, just a simple "OK".

on how to make you too happy.

currently listening to: glenn n dewi sandra - when i fall in love
currently feeling: sleepy
i want to sleepppppppppp!

++049 the 6 weird things. xD

i read around about people tagging other people about the 6 weird things about themself, and, i think its the season of 6 weird thing. ehehe. but, for now, i dont wanna write about 6 weird things about myself, but, 6 weird thing about others that i found it very, err, very weird lah. hehe. 8-x.

1. org yg duduk dlm cinema yg kepala dia tinggi. the one that can't chill. mcm kenapakah kena duduk secare tegak dan tidak bersandarkan kepala. aku tinggi gak, seriously, tapi, kalo duduk tetegak cemtuh kan ke kejang kepale? bayangkan cinema yg curam pon, kepala kau ialah menghalang pemandanganku, bagaimana pula dgn cinema yg kecerunannye hanyalah m=0.01????

2. org yg kencing tapi tanak flush. susah ke nak flush ek? kalo toilet awam dan flusher [flusher???] dia adalah tesekat tuh aku blehla mengerti.. nih masalahnye toilet ofis woi! kalo kencing ko kale putih suci dan murni, atau kuning cair2 otak je takpe gak, nih tak, kencing kale teh o, ade hati tanak flush. nak kate nak save air, ni bukan toilet rumah, kampeni yg bayar bil air kan ke :-?? [bila air? 8-> ]

3. org yang kluar simpang tetibe, pastu overtake depan kete kite, pastu dia bleh bawak alala bersiar2 di jalanan lengang. yg sampai kite kene emergency break. haihh bengang giler.

4. pompuan gile yg duduk sebelah aku mase tgk 300 malamsemalam. kenapakah nak kena jadik narrator dan citer semua mende yg bakal terjadik e.g: "lepas nih dia bangun" [mase leonidus melutut kat raja pondan tuh]. zzzzzzzZzzzZzz.. kalo ko nak citer kat kedai mamak dgn kawan2 ko ke, nak cite dlm blog ko ke, aku bleh lah close blog ko tuh.. nih tak, ko duduk dlm cinema, sebelah stranger, dan ko expect ko tak spoilkan cite tuh kan??? rase nak penampar je. well, she's a stranger to me, takkan nak sound kot, all i can do is mengeluarkan bunyi sigh secare kuat dan mengadu kpd atuk "spoiler sial minah sebelah nih". nak belagak yg dia dah tgk for the 2nd time or what?

5. lelaki yg nak awek dia kurus kerempeng mcm kepingan jagung pagi dan perempuan kerempeng yg inginkan kerempengan lagi dan lagi dan membuatkan perempuan seperti saye ialah gemok seperti kate winslet :-".

6. org yg mkn nasi lemak dgn kacang [some even ordered: kacang lebih ye makcik]. :-s. kenapa kacang ek? ikan bilis ok ah, tp, kacang mcm tak masuk je :-?? [sbb aku tgh mkn nasik lemak niha dan berpeluh2 nak asingkan kacang2]. xD

currently listening to: ed vedder - last kiss
currently feeling: sleepy liao
i wanna be:back home.

++048 the praygod - samseng clan

OMFG, my clanmates are the most funniest thing in world.
look at them below.
we were suppose to go lvl-ing at eldeon when all we got were those 'miss'-hits, and mati lol. then they all pray at one of the npc there. gile bodoh nak mampos. gelak secare gulingan tayar. oag who was concentrating on some sob-korean-series near meself at the living room pon takbleh nak konsentret menangis bekoz of hearing me laughing out very loudly.
even funnier when got someone from other clan oso following what we did there.
"god, please give me pretty" ?????
"no wonder miss, vid no pray" :)))) bongokknyer si nano tuhhhhh!!!!
yak allah susah nak describe kebangangan kejadian inih. ROFL =)))))

 ops, u didnot play online game and u dunno what the crap im talking about ek? err, abaikan sahajos gomenneh :D
JOM main rose online!

currently listening to: ella - aku dia kamu
currently feeling: lapar!
i wanna be:back cpt2 nk tgk wyg nih.

++047 the keratan lucah hari ini

A family were sitting around the supper table. The son asked his father,
"Dad, how many kinds of breasts are there? The father surprised,
answered,"Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a
women's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties,
they have looked like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After fifty, they
are like onions."

"Onions?"

" Yes, see them and they'll make you cry."

This infuriated the wife and daughter, so the daughter said: "Mum, how Many
kinds of willies are there?" The mother, surprised, smiled and looked at her
daughter and answered, "Well, dear, a man goes through three phases. In a
man's twenties, his Willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his
thirties and forties, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his
fifties, it is like a Christmas Tree.

" A Christmas tree?"

"Yes, of course, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration
only."
"Ooo... what's a pity.... Only decoration, Dad?"

currently listening to: michelle branch - till i get over u. tsk
currently missing the game
i wanna be: back home and tgk heroes.

++046 the 1 ringgit malaysia

there's these husband&wife who sell coconut rice every morning near my office.
i used to buy a packet of their popular 'nasi lemak sambal kerang' each morning.
[even they both already got a nickname for me: adik tahi lalat. x-( hnsf hnsfff]until i finally realized that I've gain 10kilos since then.
[yea, i exaggerate that, i gain weight since balik malaysia sebenarnye, bukan salah nasik lemak tuh].one day, they didnt make the sambal kerang, and their reason is: kerang naik harga. they only sell those sambal sotong jeruk tuh,ayam & daging rendang, and fried eggs. i stopped buying the coconut rice since that day. i eat roti sapu planta for breakfast, or 2 packets of milo 3in1. :D [2 packets ye sekali minom, jgn main2].
today, after around 5 months of not seeing those couple, i decided to go and buy a coconut rice again.
they both looked at me this morning, and looked at each other. very weird.
makcik said : "bang, ni lah budak tuh kan?"
pakcik said : "ha ah dia nih"
i sat there being confused. :-?? helo pakcik dan makcik, kenapakah dgn saye? tidak comelkah saye hari inih?
makcik said: "nihaa, pakcik nih simpan lagi duit adik"
saye ialah gusar: "duit :-??"
pakcik said : "dulu, adik kan sayang dgn duit singgit lame adik, tapi sbb takde duit kecik.."
sambil mengkeluarkan walletnye dan mentunjukkan sekeping duit singgit lama yg dipaparkan di skrin wallet [alaa, tpt letak gamba kat dlm wallet tuh]

saye ialah menangis darah. darah yg halus, dan datangnya drpd lubuk hati yg dalam.


indah sungguh panorama. bagai bulan nirwana. u la la. tropika.



tonite, red ribbon will be competiting in AUDIO WARFARE 7, good luck to us!!!~
[i considered myself as part of, ada masalah? XD]

currently listening to: damien rice - 9 crimes
currently feeling: sejuk perut
i wanna be: buy a new henfon. bodohnye henfon yg nih!!!!!!!!!!!!!

++045 the walking alone:result: liverpool rawks!

i tot i arrived early at hartamas square, 5mins to 8pm if i'm not mistaken. but, the crowd was already there.. and.. there's no space to squeeze, all table were fully-booked. how on earth? not like there's a mini concert going on :-??. semua dtg kerena nak tgk liverpool vs man-u live on screen je kan?
we then had to stole a broken table to squeeze at the front corner of the place. sangat desperate nye begitu. and again, we had to stole stools from the kedai2 disituh. phewww, desperate jugak.
and i had to msg all the frens that i've invited sekali : "tolong jgn dtg, takde tpt dah nak duduk sini"
[they didnt even can find a spot to park their car, bagus bagus. takpayah daku susah2]

heheeee.

dan hnm, liverpool dan man-u fans, semua nye mcm pakai jersi lame yg kale merah, make, macamanakah nak membezakan diri anda?

dan, on our way to the toilet after the first half, seekor lalat telah berbisik : " liverpool sucks"
dan kami telah mengeluarkan jari tengah.

sekian, berita hari ini.

currently listening to: damien rice - 9 crimes
currently missing the pillowtalk.
i wanna be: rich. i'm deficit again. yea, this very early of the month!

++044 the walking alone

perlis v/s KL, live @ stadium dgn anak pakcik rahman the coach
atau
LIVERPOOL v/s manchester united, live @ astro / any mamaks dgn kawan [atau mungkin seorg diri]

pening
*dah bosa mengado-ngado. kocik2 tanak mampuih*

currently listening to:counting crows - long december
currently feeling: grown up :D
i wanna be: a rawkstar.. ngeeeeee:D

++043 the estranged album launching

estranged playing their 'itu kamu' -lasnite's launching @ laundrybar.
[a very goyang quality video, heh, talk to the hand ;P, and the video was half-recorded only. :-"]

currently listening to:estranged - itu kamu
currently feeling:sleepy!
i wanna go to pokdiksen lah!!!