++315 the "lobuk lobak jatuh eyh"

kat kampung aku ade satu telahan, once a person died, another 6 will follow. in the same kariah. (kariah = mcm satu DUN kot).
so, that'll make 7 persons die in one season in one kariah.
or 3. so, in one season its either 3, or 7. if i remember correctly.
i wouldnt biliv it if it is not as per what've been happening during my uncle's season. belom kering kubur pakcik aku, another one followed. of kos u wouldnt really realize, but that time, i was on holidays at kg.
bak kate makcik aku "lobuk lobak jatuh eh"
(kalo musim buah, "lobuk lobak jatuh eh" membawa maksod buah jatuh secara hebbatnya).
so, i told about my atuk sebelah rumah kat kg died lastweek kan, unfortunately, lastnight, another close one died. Innalillah & alfatihah to her.
i must've not relate the season back at kampung with her, because this close one is rite here in KL, but can this happen in a season for people around me?
huh. maybe i was being too carried away with the thought of losing people around.

anyway, to my dear, i know i know, u are being all secretive and acting like nothing happen and pretend to be happy and all that when u told me about the news, and i know deep down in your heart u r crying blood and keep on blaming yourself for what happen. lets just hope that everything's happen, happen for a reason.
i'm here if u want me.
cant help crying when i told atuk about that lastnight.
and cant wait till today's end to see u.
love u so much.
xoxo.
currently listening to:evanescence - my immortal
currently feeling:sad sgtttttt:(
i wanna be:filthy rich~