there are songs that make us want to dance,
songs that make us want to sing along,
but the best songs are the ones that bring you back to the moment you first heard them,
and once again break your heart.
this is entry may contained bahan yg mual and is not to be read by u =p the fruits tart were from ama+nana. we were going out to sent car to abgdin when nana come and asked dgn muke yg sgt cuak "korang nak pegi mane???" she cuak their plan to nyanyi birthday song at midnite hour to yance would be spoiled if we went out somewhere. haha thats so comel.
so yeah, happy birthday sayang :*
i wanted to become the 1st person wishing, so rite after works yesterday i wished him and he told me that it is not yet his birthday, i told him takkire, i wanted to be the 1st person wishing, and he cheerfully told me "dah ade dah org wish kat fesbuk semalam" not the day b4 his birthday tau, 2 days before !!! gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmnye!
ok itu sahaja. more updates coming. currently listening to:jason derulo wha wha wha what did she say?? currently feeling:loving u i wanna be:a supermodel
*entry tiada tujuan *tgk live lagi best drpd tgk kat tv, only takde repeat. T_T *Malaysians: semangat kewarganegaraan sokmo kuat gile kat stadium, tp, bile kat luar stadium, racist gile babi kot. *tgk badminton lagi bes drpd tgk bola, sbb stadium badminton ade aircond, stadium bola panazzzzzzz. :D:D currently listening to:wali band - cari jodoh currently feeling:loved i wanna be:a supermodel
langit begitu gelap,hujan tak juga reda ku harus menyaksikan cintaku terenggut tak terselamatkan Ingin ku ulang hari,ingin ku perbaiki kau sangat kubutuhkan beraninya kau pergi dan tak kembali
Ref: dimana letak surga itu biar kugantikan tempatmu denganku adakah tanda surga itu biar kutemukan untuk bersamamu
kubiarkan senyumku menari di udara biar semua tahu kematian tak mengakhiri cintaaaaaaaaaaa?.
Ref 2x apalah artinya hidup tanpa kau kasihku percuma ku ada di sini kekasihku,bersamamu 5x"
currently listening to:agnes monica - tanpa kekasihku currently feeling:in love with u i wanna be:pawer~ hahahahhaha
i swear to u, i am NEVER a fan of nasi kandar or nasi padang. KARI lagi lah. i dislike kari. (accept kalo mmg dah takde pilihan menarik, i'll consume kari) i have this curiosity of why people are craving for those nasi kandar. especially the ones at mamaks. ape bes sgt nye?
BUT rite now, at this moment, i'm craving for nasi kandar. the steamy white rice yg segunonggg diatas daun pisang. ayam goreng yg besar dan rangop dan juicy aaaaaaaaaah~ sayur kobis goreng yg hot hot masin sikit :D kuah kari sikit supaya tidak kering. aaaaaaaaauw.
whats wrong with me? whats wrong with the days coming??? i think my red-flag season dah dekat kot. damn. currently listening to:ahli fiqir - derita merindu currently feeling:rejected.T_T i wanna eattttttttt!!!!
Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal Bagaimana nak kekal Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda Bila aku gunakan Kau yang tak percaya bagaimana nak bahagia
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi Menanti biar terus didustai Kaulah bahagia (bagiku) Kaulah derita (bagimu) Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa Bagaimana hendak ku lupa bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu Jikalau setiap hari merindu Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia.. Aku pilih derita..
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku) Kaulah derita (bagimu) Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama Akan ku biar tiada, ku tetap kan setia Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Seandainya kau berada di depan mata Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu Apalagi memandangku Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan Aku masih terkilan
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi Menanti biar terus didustai Kaulah bahagia (bagiku) Kaulah derita (bagimu) Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa Kaulah bahagia (bagiku) Kaulah derita (bagimu) Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu Baru kau tahu derita hatiku Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu Baru kau ingat derita diriku Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku Apa gunanya bahgia Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu Aku pilih derita merinduimu
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi Menanti biar terus didustai Kaulah bahagia (bagiku) Kaulah derita (bagimu) Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa Kaulah bahagia (bagiku) Kaulah derita (bagimu) Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
currently listening to:ahli fiqir - derita merindu currently feeling:merindu ofkos i wanna be:with UUUUUU~
Oh kekasih hatiku selamanya Keindahan maya itu milik kita Terciptalah... sebuah cinta Jiwa sama bergelora
Kaulah satu dalam hidupku ini Penawar di kala rindu Kanku curahkan seluruh cintaku Padamu... oh... kasihku
Akan kubina istana untuk kita Dan menikmati gelombang cinta Di dadaku... dan di dadamu Degupan seiring irama
Ayuh kupimpinkan tanganmu Menuju mahligai bahagia Kitakan bersama Mengecap nikmat cinta Hidup bagai di syurga currently listening to:may-sketsa sebuah chenta currently feeling:found! i juz wanna be rich!!!
When you come back down If you land on your feet I hope you find a way to make it back to me When you come around I'll be there for you Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
currently listening to:lifehouse-come back down currently feeling:empty i wanna be:a supermodel
cewek 1: aku tgh pk, about life in general la...hahaha...dgn kamu juga lah sbg subject matter cewek 1: klo tgh diatas, berturut2 lucky. klo tgh dirundum duka, berturut2 juga cewek 1: cumanya time dirundum duka tu org jarang ah look back at times when they were happy and lucky cewek 2: begitulah hidup huhuhu cewek 1: hahaha. so actually...klo scr graft, dan dibuat garis linear cewek 1: purata naik turun hidup cewek 1: life is, actually...equal to everyone cewek 2: cuma masa gembira dan sedihnya berbeza cewek 1: yup, exactly. klo org yg lucky gile babi...kaya gila babi... cewek 1: saat drop nya pun, gila babi juga cewek 2: mudah2an kita sentiasa di dalam kesederhaan dan dugaan juga datang secara sederhana cewek 2: huhuhuhu cewek 1: aminnn cewek 1: and cewek 1: mudah2an kita gak iri melihat keberuntungan org lain dan syukur dgn keberuntungan diri cewek 1: hahahah cewek 2: benerrrr
indeed.
currently listening to:jason derulo-what what what what did u say????? currently feeling:empty i wanna be:a supermodel
1. the trip to tawau was awesome. i had to extend my vacation there, burned my tic flight back on 29thdec, and bought new tic back on 3rdjan. bankrap!!!
2. i wouldnt do such crazy pembaziran if it were not by the crazy + sporting gilerr kakak2+abg2ipar+cousins+anak2buah+hissportingmom who kept me entertained there..
plus, the delicious foodssss setiap malam (which ofkos must include seafood-based foods), oh yes i am easily terpujuk by foods *as usual*...
plus, i couldnt make it to semporna+tampi2 if i got back on 29th. the time is superlimited and the people mcm demam2 before.
plus, i would be charged by super massive ringgits for my overweight luggage which was nearly 30kg (while the limit is only 15kg)
plus, nobody to fetch me at airport nanti, thinking of that 30kg luggage, adalah sgt sakit jiwa kottt nak balik sorang2.. at the darkness of 9pm.. so i decided to stay and went back togedegede with atuk on sunday the 3rdjan2010.
plus, did i mentioned that they were all very sporting & pleasant? i told u twice then. semua best..
plus, tak sampai hati menolak pelawaan/(lebih kpd keadaan memaksa) the kakaks to stay longer.
3. BUT i am really really deeply sorry and depressed altogether because i had to let go my penang trip with the bestiessss, which was scheduled on the 31stdec-3jan. there goes my plan to celebrate my birthday+newyear eve at pantai penang. :(((( uwaaa
the trip to tawau was awesome, but, i can guarantee that the trip with besties will be even greater & funnierrrr.. huuuuuu
4. i had to courier-ed back both sue+me ticket to penang tuh on the same day i decided to extend my vacation in tawau tuh.. nasibaik sempat sampai on the nextday of 30dec.
5. i would like to take this opportunity to say sorry to sue especially & mazni & imah the host. aku berjanji the trip to BALI nanti takkan dicancell tanpe sebab2 yg sgt aralmelintang. insha-Allah takde aral melintang. amin.
6. during this vacation, i was brought to tampi2 where they filmed cerita 'duyung'. that place was awesome mcm cilake. u can stay at the resort for only rm100 a night. the deepsea was crystalclear. the scenery was perfect for camwhoring gile babi.
7. atuk had an awesome abang ipar yg gile pandai+cekap memasak. not only he was the organizer of each BBQs we had, but he also the cook for the dinners yg sgt sodappp. i wish atuk will learn how too cook from him. amin. :x
this abang ipar ialah dulu2 selalu same same main online game (read:ROSE online) with us!!
no wonder dulu kalo tgh main game, dia salu idle, gi masak katenye...
8. they all sang a whole lot of very very unfamiliar songs during one of the karaoke session. one of it i cannot stop singing along. the name is jauh kau pergi (tinggal kenangan) by gaby. a sad love song written by a budak PLKN yg bunoh diri because of his gf. T_T.
9. picturessssss are around 2000++. i had tough times picking which one to upload. kalolah tibe terdilit allthempictures, mesti menangis tak hentihenti.
**if only we can read others mind.. life wont be awholelot miserable. currently listening to:gaby - jauh kau pergi currently feeling:loved i wanna be:a supermodel