++the one with an old man

an old folk in my village, who is around 55+/-,
who for my very tak memilih eyes think is not handsome, not macho, not gagah, he is obviously old, menunggu hari2 utk pencen, kulitnya hitam, dan kurus, dan serious tak menarik..
suddenly asked something from his fully-housewife-wife..

"timah, bagi abang rantai mah tuh, abang nak gadai,
er...
...abang nak kahwen lagi satu"

with a young (i dont know her details, but from a known friend in our village, she is typical sahaja, muda of course, not ugly, but not pretty too, tidak kaya dan agak miskin bebanding this old guy), dan mempunyai ibu yg sudah becerai yakni janda..

menangis tak?
kalaulah lelaki itu kacak, atau atlis kelihatan segak dan gagah takpe juga.

now i think, alah break up dgn bf of 8years je kot.
think about mak timah, who was married for around 25 years with that old man.
who had membesarkan dgn susah payah anak2 yg sudah besar2 dan berjaya2..
who had been with this old man during thick and thin..
drpd miskin, hingga agak boleh tahan juga pencennya nanti..

after few days of thinking, maktimah said
"abang pikirlah bang, kalau abang dah pikir masak2, dan kalau itulah keputusan abang,
izinkan timah keluar dr rumah ni, timah nak duduk dgn anak2.."

to be continued....

currently listening to:ungu - cinta dlm hati
currently feeling:sadddddddddddd
i wanna be:a supermodel~