++That karaoke place

ive been meaning to blog about 'that karaoke place' everybody's talking about..
i mean, about the people who went to such place..
i read it in chic's blog,
and also i have a friend who told me that his chinese-colleague (who is married with 2 kids) always, ALWAYS, ajak him to tag along to that kinda karaoke place..
(lucky this friend of mine ni jenis baik, pfufff)..
plus, a friend of mine pon ade citer gak..
plus, erm.. takpela.. i dun want to mention names.. tsk tsk...
and this is not a normal karaoke place, where we can choose songs to sing,
we can also pick a girl who will do anything, ANYTHING! that u like her to do to you. ANYTHING!
(and of course, one can do anything he likes to her too)
(ya Allah, ngilunya)

but then, i realized. i am not good either!
i have alot of sins.
bukak tudung, pastu insaf, pastu 'ter'bukak balik especially during 'sosial' gatherings or when i go to the nearest mall, dgn alasan malas, or baru bangun tido tetibe ajak kluar, so on so forth. me with my alasans. sigh~
solat pon koyak sane sini, especially subuh's prayers, especially when i went outings, especially itu, especially ini..
i have alot of sins!
melonjak gembira when malaysia scored a goal against our biggest opponent at bukit jalil stadium, and hugged each other joyfully(the other gender).. in public. tapi pakai tudung.
whr did your kesopanan dan kesusilaan went to has1fah?
watching sinful movies.. doing sinful things..
mengumpat almost everyday!
awholelot of other sins. ya allah!

i am not saying 'yes, its ok' to the people who went to such service.
they will get their 'balasan', di dunia or di akhirat, wallauhualam..
but, i am looking at how sinful i am. a sin is a sin, no matter what kind of it.

i better be improving myself.. insha allah.

*new year's resolution numero uno:
stop condemning other people, start improving myself. amin.

currently listening to:a thousand years - christina perri
currently feeling:sad :(
i wanna be:a good muslimah. amin.