++NOAH - SEPARUH AKU (Official Video)

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is that ariel peterp0rn????????
omg omg omg

++Sanzaru by Adam Sinclair

exactly about how i felt everytime i came back quite late at night..
altho i always said 'dont worry, i am big, even rapist is afraid of my height'
but still...

++ Butterfly

Yesterday I went outside
With my mama's mason jar,
Caught a lovely butterfly
When I woke up today
Looked in on my fairy pet
She had withered all away
No more sighing in her breast
:(

++accidentally in perth 2012

as mentioned in previous entry, perth was soooo adhoc. unintentional. unintended. lastminute. unplanned. accidental. spontaneous. shocking. bidang terjun, random!, unexpected, impulsive, automatic.
but i did it nevertheless.
i bought perth tix few days before departure and i was there 6 days.
i dont even know what's to look/expect for at perth. tak sempat ni nak kaji2 bagai.
and if u watch adam&hawa, seriously, i dont even know they shoot that drama at perth and i was abit confuse when someone commented "adam & hawa sangattt" at my post-picture.

for me, perth is rather a calm country. aman dan tenang.
not because of the temperature (temp was like 6-8 degrees at nights, 16-20 degrees at days), but because of their people's unwillingness to live like a  machine like here.
i saw less traffic jams (maybe because wanneroo is 20mins away from perth city), no bugs (nyamok, semut, lalat), people minding their own business, everything seems automatic, and okla i admit, because of the temperature too lah. sejuk suam2 kuku. not to the extend that we have to wear winter clothes all the time, tp sejuk2 genting highland gitu.
and if people ask would i go back, doing instantaneous trip to perth again, i would! (kalo ade duit la ofkos)(not like i got money this time, everything creditted to hsbc card :( sobs)(now had hard times paying the debt)..

as usual, i'll let the blog kept my itineraries and here goes:

1st day - LEPAK DAY
- 1st day basically nothing, i arrived at perth airport at 3pm and mas&husband&kids fetch me, and they brought me to one of the mall nearby wanneroo (where she lives)
- and eat pretzel (one of the yummiest ive ever tasted (maybe because im damn hungry)(and regretted didnot try the churros sbb takot tak kenyang)(tapi aku beli 2 pretzel besaq gila))

2nd day - PERTH CITY DAY
- runiz arrived at perth on my 2nd day there, but at 6am, so we had to get up really early lah kirenye.
- tanpa begitu berehat pon, after breakfast at mas's (her mom cook), we both went jakoning at the neighborhood. oh i love their compound, but of course. kan!
- we went to harbor town (a VERYYY (for me) heavenly place to shop)(tp bukanlah brg bejenama2 sgt).
- we didnt have ample time shopping so we decided to go to that place again if we have time.
- ate nice kebab at ispa kebab's (at harbor town)
- went to king's park (very nice perth city view)
- temankan mas finishing her night's job hahahhahahah (she has to substitute her friend yg balik indo)

3rd day - FREMANTLE DAY
- we planned to go to fremantle by train, but mas got stuck at work, so we went to fremantle by driving instead.
- otw, we managed to stopby at scarborough beach and lepak amek gamba first
- went to fremantle prison & fremantle market
- had dinner at kailis' fish market cafe (the cafe was featured in adam & hawa, said my colleague). mmg sedap!
- bergambar hebat at fremantle town afterwards secara sorang 88ribu keping gamba
- went back home and its barbeque time!
- the beef steaks were awesome! and the sausages (sgt lain dari ours) pon sodap!
- cant biliv im loving the salads too (maybe because of the dressing, sedap sampai beli bawak balik salad's dressing tuh (AUR6.99)

4th day - PINNACLES & SAND BOARDING DAY (AUR100 per package)
- aur100 is a package by malaysian agency, most packages runiz did went thru in internet are atleast 150 dollar.

- trip to Yanchep National Park ----ade kaola bears, kangaroo, parks, binantang2 lain

+ Lancelin Sand Dunes ---sand boarding (sgt bestttttttt)(wajib pergi!!!)

+ Lancelin Beach --whr we eat lunch (yg dipack sendiri from home)(yg sedap gila)(puji diri sendiri)

+ The Pinnacles Desert ---really a dessert yg panas, no need to bring coats/jackets

+ Sorrento Quay, Hillarys Boat Harbour --another shopping outlet but my mind was already hooked into harbor town kot.

+ eat at mas's SIL ---which was actually a birthday party for her daughter but we ate mcm byk gila becoz sedap gilaaaaaa

(i'll write later, dah malas)

5th day - CAVERSHAM & HARBOR TOWN DAY

- trip to harbour town ---tempat shopping2

- Caversham Wildlife Park ----tempat main2 dgn kangaroo secara hebbat & kaola bears etc etc

- we learn how to take train from edgewater (the nearest to mas's at wanneroo) to harbor town and it costs us aur4.90 single way.

- i became defisit ofcourse. i bought 2 pairs of jeans (aur10 each!), a pair of shoes (5dollars) dan jacket dan beg & sunnies & shawal & baju & hoi banyak lagi rupenye aku beli matilah kuh!

- caversham park fee is aur23 and it is recommended to go there in the morning because (....ok dah malas nak pikir & menaip), because last show is at 5pm, park tutup kol 6pm kot tah tak ingat...

6th day - BALIK

balik sobsobsob 

1st day:
b4 begerak di subuh hari.

inilah nya pretzel sodap tu

2nd day
amek runiz at airport pakai baju tido sudeyyyy

dan kemudian camwhoring at mas's neighborhood

before we begin our jalan2 at perth town & harbor town outlet..

singgah at mas's inlaws first.. oh gosh the surroundings are even prettier!!!!!!!

at harbor town factory outlet

pastu gi lepak & camwhoring kt king's park

3rd day
while waiting for mas to pick us up for fremantle trip

singgah at scarborough beach ontheway towards fremantle

camwhoring at fremantle prison

at fremantle market

dinner at kaili's fish market

camwhoring at fremantle town

4th day
as usual, camwhoring b4 our journey

at yanchep park

at lancelin sand dunes before sand boarding

sand borading at lancelins and dunes

picnic/lunch at lancelin beach

waiting for our train at edgewater station towards perth city towards harbor city factory outlet

main2 dgn kangaroo secare takot2 at caversham park

currently listening to:FLY FM
my feeling during the whole trip: awesome!!!
i wanna be:richhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

++the one who is angry

i am confused.
People say, to listen carefully when someone is mad at you, he'll shout all his sincere thought (normally the bad ones) about you..
and then people say, people tends to say things they dont mean when they re mad.

which one??????????

mak konfius ok.

im getting "mcm sial"

1) people hate me
2) people hate me?
3) people really hate me???????

i is sad. T_T

currently listening to:flyfm: one direction - live while we're young
currently feeling:sadddddddddd
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Shout Awards 2012: K-pop groups Vixx and Nu’est booed, water bottles thrown?

Shout Awards 2012: K-pop groups Vixx and Nu’est booed, water bottles thrown?

While the recent Shout Awards 2012 was meant to celebrate Malaysia’s movers and shakers in the local entertainment scene, drama seems to have broken out on the Twitter-verse with the trending topic #MalaysiaSaySorryToVixxAndNuest after K-pop groups Vixx and Nu’est were reportedly booed and had water bottles thrown at them while on stage.

The incident has resulted in a barrage of apologies from Malaysians on Twitter, expressing regret over how the visiting artistes were treated.
Were you at the Shout Awards? Did you witness the incident?

++2012-01-01-newyear-DSC_4400.AVI

happy moments watching fireworks and partying with the groupies
but when you listen to the video carefully, the bgm was peterpan-semua tentang kita & bcl-kecewa,
and that was really heart-breaking. gembira dan nangis at the same time.

cant believe that 2012 is ending really soon!

++

it was..hnmm, a joyous 5 minutes moment, and then its gone. just like that.

++Try - P!nk (Live Performance at American Music Awards 2012)

++ Hilang Naluri

Matilah kau di dalam hatiku
Bawa pergi saja dirimu
Sampai ke dasar lautan
Matilah kau bersama cintaku
Banyak berharaplah dirimu
Semoga dapat bahagia, berharaplah

Ku berlutut di bawah kakinya
Ku berikan hatiku untuknya
Ku telan semua luka-luka
Ku tak punya perisai lagi

Sehari tak bertemu dengannya
Serasa hampa dalam hatiku
Ku mabuk cinta yang tak terbaca
Oleh naluriku ooh

++Jammin Andrew Garcia, Traphik, Dumbfoundead, D-Pryde, Micah B, And Lil C...

i kinda like this one.

++ Heavily Broken

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

++Tweet from ReIationships! (@reIationships)

	ReIationships! (@reIationships)
14/11/2012 11:36 Yes, I'm upset. It could be because I thought I actually meant something to you, I thought you cared. But I was wrong.

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++

if a shame had a face i think it would be kinda look like mine
if it had a home would it be my eyes?
would u believe me if i said that i'm tired of this
well here we go now one more time...

i tried to climb your steps
i tried to chase u down
i tried to see how low i can get down to the ground
i tried to earn my way
i tried to tame this mind
u better believe that i tried to beat this..

++Ku Intai Cinta Dalam Rahsia

putusnya didlm hati tak mungkin bercantum lagi
Ku intai cinta dalam rahsia dan airmata
mereka sering berkata cinta itu milik kita
tapi mengapa kau enggan, ucapkan cinta?
:(

++the one with yesterday's list

none of the previous entry's list has been accomplished. not even a lilttle bit, not even at all.
when i reached home, i take a shower, jump into bed eating vanilla quacker oat and egg sandwich and watched these instead
- 2 broke girls latest episode: s2e05
- gossip girl latest episode: s6ep04
- homeland not latest episode: s1ep04
-  how i met your mother latest episode: s8ep05 <---which all..="all.." is="is" of="of" p="p" saddest="saddest" the="the">so, then i went to sleep.

duh!
currently listening to:christina perri - a thousand years
currently feeling: lazyyyy
i wanna be:a supermodel!!!!!!

++In training

But my mind goes on a trip..
Why is it when im away from home i felt like there are so many things need to be done at home, but when im home, i just lay down on bed do nothing every fucking day.
List of things need sort:

1.Sort out those bills and letters and reciepts yg dah stacking tooo high. And find that epf statement asap! An show imah and apply trust fund quickly!
2. Buy frames and photo albums and sort the pcitures
3. Delete pictures from phone!
4. Sort and pick and delete photos for printing! (I gave up photo-booking dah. Penat dan i ll definitely campak2 dan do lastminit jobs on that)(true story)(my last 3 photobooks suffered this).
5. Must sort back all old tshirts and bribg back to hometown as per mom's wish.
6. Must dump all of the ex's shirts and stuffs too.
7. Clear up the store room!! Shit! Dont go there yet, focus on my room first!
8. Must clear up the fridge!:((
9. Tukar air akuarium!! Ya allahhh kesian nyaaa thise fishes!!
10. Byknyaaaa lagi!!!!! Dem!

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++Fun.: Carry On

So I met up with some friends
at the edge of the night
At a bar off 75
And we talked and talked
about how our parents will die
All our neighbours and wives

But I like to think
I can cheat it all
To make up for the times I've been cheated on
And it's nice to know
When I was left for dead
I was found and now I don't roam these streets
I am not the ghost you are to me

If you're lost and alone
Or you're sinking like a stone
Carry on
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground
Carry on

Whoa
My head is on fire
But my legs are fine
After all they are mine
Lay your clothes down on the floor
Close the door
Hold the phone
Show me how
No one’s ever gonna stop us now

Cause we are
We are shining stars
We are invincible
We are who we are
On our darkest day
When we’re miles away
Sun will come
We will find our way home

++the one who needs valiums

1. i need Valiums!!!! like rite now.

2. i felt certain kinda of weird feeling, kinda gas thumping in my stomach.

3. the feeling rite now is like when u really is crushing towards this one cute guy, then, one day u got the opportunity to talk to him, after sooooooo longgggggg time stalking, and u felt so thrilled, only to finally find out that he's married.
devastated.

4. if i had an option, i'll pack the bag straight, but got training later on at 6pm. at level 3..

5. its amazing how one can be so happy at one point, and turn sour the very next minute.

6. still feeling that weird thumping wave in my stomach, no! its from the heart.

7. i need Valiums!!!!

8. let's go!

currently listening to:peterpan - ada apa denganmu
currently feeling:saddddddddddddddddddddddddd
i need Valiums!!!!

++the one with 2nd kambeng gathering

One of us is leavin to the northern part of mlaysia (left already by today) and we made that as an excuse to bang the crab place for her farewell.

So this is to recap among other jokes yg berjaya menguraikan gelak kuat gila at that place that nite

1. Took pictures but nyza was so pissed her hair looks like the topi keledar.

2. Irina makan with crab shells on her mouth (side) for really quite a long time

3. Pacat tetibe gelak sorang2 and when we asked why, she said ko tgkkkk meja kooo, org lain sepah gak tp atlis setompok, ko nyer sepah ni kiri kanan ok!!!!

4. Moni is going to some aura kattikasari (dah mcm name brownies dah) and everyone has been bombarding her with lotsss of q.

5. This is one of the most heartthrobbing (hotak aku) gelak sampai x keluar suara sbb kuar airmata: moni showing a kambeng to be introduce to us, none of us is willing to take the risk.. Seriously, ok tanak ngutuk, but it was hilarious given the precious topic on watsapp was about how everyone should upload their cutest/bestest picture for fb profile pic an this guy had that one photo to be uploaded.. Well.. Thats the bestest? And he is now stalking moni. Then we laugh like hellllll...

6. Irina asked if we can order sambal sos merah chili crab instead of that typical green chili crab we used to ate, and someone else answered 'takotla nak order yg masak lain'.. Then someone else said 'haah, aku pon takot tak halal'.. Then someone else said 'no! Aku bukan takot tak halal, aku takot tak sedap' ahahahahhahhahahah

7. nyza said moni ko paling hot ok. then irina sais AA said ira is cute. now moni felt threaten by ira!

8. pac's guyfriend told her that wari is 'lawa' and monno straightly pointed to irina "hati2 irina, kwn pac ckp warrie lawa!!" and pac cant stop laughing becoz why the hell moni is comparing irina to warrie for this case.

9. amongst us, pac had the most fonens frens. we always adapt to new fefonens vocab, and they taught pac how to answer whenever someone elses commented (more like condemning) our look.
she should say "apa dah tak cukop cermin ke kat dunia ni???"

10. moni kept on pronouncing irina's kambeng's name as 'ey ey' instead of 'ah ah'. AA-

11. Help me here, byk bende gelak mengarut but irina said we were too drunk we cant remember much.

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