++COBALAH MENGERTI - Ariel, Uki, Lukman, Reza, David Feat.Momo Geisha

*ulang sampai tatau bila

aku takkan pernah berhenti
akan terus memahami
masih terus berfikir
bila harus memaksa
atau berdarah untukmu
apapun yang kurasakan
mencoba menerimaku
dan kamu hanya perlu terima
dan tak harus memahami
dan tak harus berfikir
hanya perlu mengerti
aku bernafas untukmu
jadi tetaplah disini
dan mulai menerimaku
cobalah mengerti
semua ini mencari arti
selamanya takkan berhenti
inginkan rasakan
pintu ini menjadi satu
biar waktu yang memisahkan

:(((((((( hati yg berkecai2...

While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

++mungkin nanti

bila kawan kite gembira, kite tumpang lah gembira.
bad mood will only leads to dissappointment, argues, then, bila lepak pon rase takbes je dan kering je..

so, when recently my friend told me that youre in love with someone's husband, i didnot turn green as before.
kalau kau rase kau happy dgn dia and u can see your future with him, teruskan je lah..
aku takkan halang. aku takkan kondem, aku takkan kritik kau. mcm dulu.
i'll be here for awhile.
kalau suatu hari nanti kau rase still gembire ke, or turns out kau kecewa ke, sedih ke, or if it doesnt end well, aku masih disini. setia mendengar kau mengeluh ke.. menangis ke...
and im still here if u still need my hugs.
i'll be here for awhile.
sementara aku masih hiduplah.
kau pon tau aku mcm tak lama disini.
i felt something has been growing inside my brain, but too afraid to check.
kau sendiri dengar bunyi mcm pasir dlm otak aku kan?

but i am happy. i am happy when i see ure happy.. aku dpt tempiasnye.
aku tak mcm dulu. aku dah malas nak halang2, or kritik2..
biarlah org happy...
kite pon tatau ape yg kite bakal dapat.. atau tak dpt langsung.

so here's to you.
u go girl! be happy.
jgn risau2 sgt.. . 

currently listening to:avenged sevenfold - dear god
currently feeling:ofkoslah sedih jugak
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Bruno Mars - When I Was Your Man [Official Audio]

:((((



Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh…
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man

++Sedih yg tak berujung

Ialah sedih yg sgt sedih sampai taboleh nak nangih dah..

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++the one with no 5

oh wow looking at back at an entry on 2008:http://videl-kuchiki.blogspot.com/2008/08/one-with-555.html

What are 5 things that you do if you were a billionaire?
1. buy jason wade. jadi hambe aku. nice!
2. buy fernando torres. hohoho, sungguh sedap dan nyaman.
3. jual balik dgn harge yg lebih mahal dan kemudian beli kaka ke, delpiero ke. wow!~
4. buy hummer.
5. walopon bernafsu tinggi, i tidak akan lupe utk mensedekahkan sejuta kat max1s utk men-3g-kan kampong pasir ambor. kohkohkoh.

What are 5 jobs you've had?
1.cashier 'home office center' @amcorp mall
2.penjual bunge:* 'sense surround' @midvalley megamall
3.rf engineer @trisilco&ATC
4.analyst cabuk @exxonmobil
5.waiter 'little chef' @woking,UK.

currently listening to:noah - menghapus jejakmu & viva la vudel
currently feeling:lapar tp puasa
i wanna be:billionaire!!!!!!!!!

++the one who just turned 23++ haha

wow. i'm officially *cough*23*cough*
instead of having a partayy and whatnot, i went to the office on my birthday :(
i was sad. but no one wants to celebrate my bday :((
(drama)
(padahal, adela sedikit sesi makan2 bersame dgn cheerios,
and lepak2 at gloria jeans with teman2 rapat diofis)

but, people that i care the most, semuanya wish lambatttttttttt gilaaaaaaaaa
i am not the type that will remind people about my birthday,
and not that i wished that someone or anyone would actually throw me a party or whatevs,
tp, wish pon lambattttt, cemanooooo???
(baru je new year dah ade negative issues, be positive videl!!!)

but then i got this bbmusicmania tickets from farina (ex-sspians) and wow,
i dont have a friend to bring along, the perks of always ajak ex bf sahaja pergi ke konsert2,
ni lah padahnye. and i tagged warrie but she cancelled at the last minute,
so, i texted back farina to join her and the gang.
and boy, was i lucky.
she was at the hotel, with sheila on 7. YA! with actual members of so7!
dibilik brian (the drummer) precisely. mak basahhhhh noxx. hahahahah
(yup, his wife & anak were there too, jgnlah anda risau pula ya)
(mak tatap basahhhh)
but when i reached the hotel after work, duta (vocalist so7) has already departed to the concert venue.
so x dapek eden nak begamba2 dgn duta :(
went to brian's room and sempat tumpang toilet kahkahkah.
yada yada yada..

went to the final countdown's concert. the gig started at 4pm actually,
tp sbb kami tegarkan so7, we went there quite late, siap sempat lepak dulu kt kedai so7 merchandise dulu kt luar stadium.
basically we missed amirjahari, bunkface, sofaz, joeflizzow & kartel, etc etc
sempat tgk gogerilla (aizat), hujan, and ofkosss yg ditunggu2 altho they started their performance right after the countdown: sheila on 7 !! yay!!
sgttttttttttttttt sukaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
and the fact that they sang mostly old songs yg we can singalong (the crowd wasnt very big, but everyone mcm singalong) sgt membahagiakn.
that was only the beginning.
we went back to the hotel rite after that,
anddddddddd yayyyyyyyyy dpt begamba dgn duta kuh. dan eross kuh...
*menjerit*
 dan.. we ended lepak at almadina (mamak near my home tuh)
makan roti canai dgn duta yow. ko ponah ko? eden ni festaim makan dgn artis, mestilah jakonnnnnnnnn... *sambil kaki kuis2 tanah kemaluan*

BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT EVER!!!!!
thanx farina!

oklah let the pic speaks...

pictures from bbmusic fb:

currently listening to:-
currently feeling:-
i wanna be:-

++One Foot and All Alone (Acoustic) - FUN.

And I feel so all alone
No one's gonna fix me when I'm broke
How do you cry with inanimate eyes?
You're never gonna smile with the way that you're wired

And I feel so all alone

++Teman Pengganti (final AJL 27)

rumor has it, malique nih sedang menghidap penyakit (kanser kononnye)
ketidakhadiran dia mempersembahkan 'teman pengganti' di final AJL malam tadi menambahkan lagi kepercayaan public kpd gossip (berita) tersebut.
if, jika benar dia sakit, dan jika benar lagu ini dia cipta yg terakhir sekali sebelum pergi (nauzubillah)(harap2 itu mitos sahaja), i think the lyrics was beautifully, hauntingly, written.
dan mengcengkam, especially looking at how black & mr ustad ( i really think the guy replaced malique nih muke cam ustad dan x kene langsung suara dia dgn imej dia ni, tp suara dia sedappp!! dan he got it!!!) performed it.
yeap, i am the one yg vote bejuta2 lemon (takde la bejuta sebenanye) for them to win best performance tuh. hehehe.
and i think they deserve top 3 places, apakan daya, aku hanyalah si buta musik. hehe.

Lagu ini yang terakhir aku sajikan
Kalau rindu nanti bolehlah kau nyanyikan
Jaga diri, jangan makan hati
Yang patah kan tumbuh, yang hilang kan berganti
Bilik dah ku kemas, katil dah ku rapi
Cincin, kunci, dompet dalam laci
Ada sikit wang, itu saja baki
Moga-moga cukup untuk majlis itu nanti

Aku kan pergi
Bertemu kekasih abadi
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti

currently listening to:black teman pengganti
currently feeling:sad & happy & miz it
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Amir Jahari @bb music mania

dulu mase zaman AF, aku nyampah giler kot amir jahari nih...
tp lepas aku suke lagu tanpamu (mase tu tgk citer bff kat tv, lagu tanpamu jadi theme song), mcm dah bes lak dia...

 

++penang 2012 3.0

wah!
melampau betul.(utk org miskin)(org kaya takpe, depa bole naik turun penang tu everyweek kot)
but not for me.
so when i actually did went to penang for the 3rd time alredy this year itself, wowzer!
each time makan byk sgt.
the first time i went on april with sibotak, tak makan byk sgt, but hrc's food sum up all those tiny2 food for the 2nd&3rd trip.
the 2nd trip was with nyza & warrie (penang 2012 2.0)
and the 3rd one, this time around, i went with pacat (driver), irina & monni

day 1
we arrived on friday's nite (malam sabtu) and went staright to have char keuy teow. sedap juga for a non-ckt lover like me (and still i dont really like the tatste of the kuey, but the kuah was good)

day 2
breakfast roti canai cheese at rafee nasi kandar ---sedap!
jalan2 at straits quay.. love the colonial effect. and the snoopy cafe too.
lunch at nasi padang international hotel ---ikan cencaru goreng bawang hitam sedap!!
jalan2 at armenian street
makan cendol penang road ---still loving it
makan kuih udang & ais tingkap near chowrasta ---the ais tingkap is good, but not the kueh udang. i prefer the ones at alor gajah...
dinner at china house ---love love love this place. the salty caramel cheesecake is a must have. they had fine dining, assorted cakes yg sesedap, the drinks pon sedap, got live performance too! and if ure simply boring, u can head upstairs for art gallery and pool table too. and ofcourse fine place to take photos, like at every inch of the place.
supper sup hameed --- the soup was good with asam limau.

*at the end of the day, moni and sue suprised me with bday gift.. auw so sweet, dah 88 tahun kot tak penah dpt hadiah from frens. X_X

day 3
breakfast at taman sardon ---capati sedap, sandwich pon sedap, yesss, the lontong is superb too.. others, biase2 je.. sedap tapi tak tahap nak dtg balik nak makan bende tu. gitu.
lunch mee udang at ayu mee udang ---depends on everyone's taste. i still think the mee was gooooood, but many penangites ditch this. tataula. tekak lain2 kot.
had laksa janggus ---but most important food at laksa janggus is the goreng pisang. sedap!!!
had durian at pacat fren's and other buah2an tempatan too (jeruk rambutan had me choked, dont really like the taste) & had really decent amount of manggis too.

penang aku akan datang lagi!
next on list would be beriyani kapitan in claypot!!!!

more pictures in FB & this

currently listening to:krisdayanti - ku tak sanggop 
currently feeling:bahagia sebentar
i wanna be:immortal :-s

++Penang 2012 2.0

baru perasan yg i didnot publish this post yet. le sigh.

currently listening to:cinta dua benua
currently feeling:tired but happy but hungry but missing but...
i wanna be:richhhhhhhhhhhh