it's been such a while since i last crying yg terhinggut hinggut esak esak meratap kind tuh.
until last night.
i dont normally did it in front of people.
still do.
so last night, something happened. aku tatau kenapa aku rase sedih sgt, aku nangis tp senyap je,
nangis yg diam, ngerti nggak?
sambil makan, air mata mengalir je tp mulut still kunyah nasik sampai licin.
maybe sbb ade org didepan dan disekeliling. aku tahan.
tp, sejurus selepas aku seorg diri dlm kereta, nah hamek kauuu,
aku meraungggg yg teresak2.
i totally broke down. rasa yg sgt helpless sengat lah.
fuh kalo dpt duduk kat hujung bukit dan menjerit sekuat hati, aku dah menjerit dah.
but still, melalak dlm kete tu pon dah buat aku rase sgt puassssssss
itu sahaja.
currently listening to:writings on the wall
currently feeling:loved~
i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeep!
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