++030 the budak kecik

huhuhu, lasnite i couldnt sleep. 4 reasons, or one of them only:
1. OAG outstation lagi. i hate u >:P. that made me sleep alone [eh silap, that made me being home alone].. as if i nvr being home alone before :D.. but this time, ia adalah lain sikit bekoz of reason no.3.
2. i marathon-watched the 'great teacher onizuka GTO' and the last episode before sleeping is the episode of them sitting in a dark room in the school and story-telling ghost-story during tea-break. bongokkk punye onizuka senseiii! and the story of 'budak dalam tong' brought my mind to reason no.3:
3. the morning before going outstation, OAG came to me and asked me to lock my room, because, she's been spied by a small kiddo that morning. seriously, aku seram & meremang bulu roma weyyy..
4. i rxed a very sad sms liao :(

so much for my sappy nite.
that made me menyesal tak gi lepak dgn rakan2 sosial kat kepsi.
and menyesal x terangkat satu phonecall.

currently listening to: laluna - setelah kau pergi
currently feeling: sad
i wanna drink tody.

++029 the reason is you..

of the things that made me love workplace more than my own home.
[biliv me this is very temporary : the love workplace than home thingy.]
this whiteboard is located behind me table. there goes the 'ini tpt budak cantik part'.

mari main game sambil melalak!! [walopon selalu kena buli, im the only girl :(]
jika dan hanya jika bosses pergi bersukan petang2. hihihi.

currently listening to: billy talent - surrender
currently feeling: sad
i wanna approach a pink shirt guy at my parking department. how ah?

++028 the booLat

at least someone had made me smile again... tho not that very big smile i've had before.

we visited eja yesterday @ her house: bangi. her newly born aq1dd sudah debabbbbbbbb, and we called him booLat now :D.

currently listening to:ungu - tercipta untukku
currently feeling:masih berkabung nyawa dan minom detol.
i wanna be:enjelinajolie.

++027 the humdrum

makan tido
tido makan
makan tido
tido makan
gi baloh lunch ngan ely+nicha
tido makan
makan tido
merewang ke kl + teman kak ann soping kat carrefour
makan tido makan tido
makan tido
tejage pkol 3pagi makan tido
bangun makan tido
tido makan
teman kak ann soping lagi
tido.

i officially given up on diet. kurus pon bukan boleh dpt ape yg aku nak. baik gemok.
[esok2 aku pikir balik lah psl nak kurus ni. skang aku rase mcm tak perlu sbb takde sebab.]

currently listening to: samsons - akhir rasa ini
currently feeling: -
i wanna be: rich.

++026 the big screen i lost

long time ago, somebody nice gave me a very big color screen for me to view the world of happiness. i can even touch it. i had a color screen before, but never that big, and never that colorful. days by days, the colors rejoiced. bloomed into certain shades that i never seen before.. and on certain days, the colors even blinked. wow, great!
tho the colors were fascinatingly bright those early years, but later on it'd faded, by what i really think were those bugs or should i guess they were faded because there's lotsa new and sparkling types of screens available in town. i've tried so hard to take care of this screen i own, i've tried so hard that sometimes i even dumped my own lust for anything else surrounding.
i dunwan to let it go fading, nevertheless, yesterday.. after so much efforts and no matter how hard i've tried, the screen went blank. as blank as the color of sorrow.
i cried hysterically, not because i lost the most precious screen i've ever had, but because i'm not willing to get another screen.. and i'm afraid of not getting the same screen as before.. the same bright & big & colorful screen.. and the saddest part is, the screen-shop-owner said, that the screen cant be fixed.

:( i am sad. anybody got xtra bucks to buy me new laptop kaa?

now that i'm thinking of going back hometown to mommah, which i rarely do.. that is the time when both mom n dad pegi berjoli ke indon!

tensennyeeeeeeeeeeeee.
god, please make today longer so that i am not close to the weekend.

currently listening to: glenn fredly - januari
currently feeling: sad bah.
i wanna be: katie holmes.

++025 the faraway translation

videl cuti sakit.
babai.. :-h

Lelah hati yang tak kau lihat andai saja
Dapat kau rasa kan letihnya jiwaku karna sifatmu

Indah cinta yang kau berikan kini tiada
Lagi kudapatkan teduhnya jiwa

Baiknya kupergi
Tinggalkan dirimu
Sejauh mungkin
Untuk melupakan
Ooo...

Indah cinta yang kau berikan kini tiada
Lagi kudapatkan teduhnya jiwa

Baiknya kupergi
Tinggalkan dirimu
Sejauh mungkin
Untuk melupakan
Dirimu yang slalu
Tak pedulikan ku
Yang mencintaimu
Yang menyayangimu

Bila saat nanti aku jauh
Kuharap kau mengerti
Kuharap kau sadari

currently listening to: ungu - sejauh mungkin
currently feeling: trauma
mcm nak minom breacol 5 botol.

++024 the ferris wheel

noh lah. this is not ferris wheel. i havent been to our malaysian ferris wheel of kos. where got time to go to tasik titiwangsa mah. obviously this is the only err appropriate picture regarding the title. hehe.

anyways, can somebody tell me, whats the significant between our titiwangsa ferris wheel to our visit malaysia 2007, or malaysian tourism blahhahaa. i mean, we are expecting visitors from somewhere like err afghanistan, or uzbekistan, or sudan, or somalia?? or developed country like UK US or europe [which absolutely have significant entertainment or more. e.g: ofkos london eye]
malaysia is well-knowned for its natural beauty, isnt it?

no, i'm not complaining here, i'm asking. really.

kalo rm30mil cost to build the wheel disalurkan kpd kementerian kerjaraya [ke?], takpayah lah tol LDP tu naik 60% kan?
ghehehe, as if i used such toll to go to work :D. tapi, effect nya adalah untuk berjumpe atuk di cyberjaya :(. akan lalu 2 tolls. huh.

currently listening to: redribbon's video last weekend
currently feeling: lazy!
i wanna free telekom line! anyone?

++023 the toes

on our way back from basten..
"comel kan jari kaki saye? cube awak tengok.."
*wtf???* pening kepale aku melayan org perasan. >:P

iam very2 sleepy that i nearly faint in the meeting room just now! mengantok yg tedaa tolok tandingnye! mengantok yg hebbat.. kerna semalam tido 2 jam :(( ngantukkkkkkkknyeee!!!!!!!!!!!
currently listening to: muse-starlight
currently feeling: sleepy!
i wanna be: go back n sleep!

++022 the sulaiman's footprint ;))

listen to a dialog between us...

kuchikirukia: takde mase
kuchikirukia: :-"
budakbusuk: yu siap ada masa nak pegi melepak ngan ***** sume
budakbusuk: yet takde masa utk ai
budakbusuk: [-(
kuchikirukia: cintakuuuuuuuu
kuchikirukia: jika kau lihat tingginya awannnnnnnnn
kuchikirukia: takkan kau tercakar tingginya cintakuuuuuuu
kuchikirukia: la la laaaaaaa
kuchikirukia: kau masih ku cintaiii
kuchikirukia: sungguhhhhhhh
kuchikirukia: dr hari pertama dikau ku nikahiiii
kuchikirukia: aku pastii
kuchikirukia: kini pastiii
kuchikirukia: engkau milikkuuuu
kuchikirukia: [soalan harini: lagu apakah yg sdg diudara ku]
kuchikirukia: :-j
budakbusuk: iris by awie!!!
budakbusuk: [ala2 semangat sket jwb]
kuchikirukia: whahhhhhhhh
kuchikirukia: haw kam u know wannnnnnn
kuchikirukia: i dun bajet u knowwwwwwww
kuchikirukia: :(( nangis i sbb tekejut yg beruk
budakbusuk: don under bajet me
budakbusuk: :-"
kuchikirukia: sbb kalo u soal ai, konfem i takblehh jawab
budakbusuk: kakak ai suka nyanyi lagu tu
kuchikirukia: nih baru festaim bebetul dgr lagu nih
kuchikirukia: eeeeeeee ngerinye kakak yuhh
budakbusuk: yu don play2
budakbusuk: ai also hears her sing that tapak2 sulaiman song
kuchikirukia: :))
kuchikirukia: i was cultural shock by now
kuchikirukia: OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! [sambil jatuh tejelepok diatas bumi]
kuchikirukia: kejap lagilah i keudarakan lagu tapak seleman tu
budakbusuk: eiii plis laa don du that

....after few hours

kuchikirukia: diriku tapak sulaiman
kuchikirukia: bagaikan diriku tapak sulaimann
budakbusuk: %-(
kuchikirukia: =)) bodonyeeeeeeeee lagu inih

tapi saye suke tgk cerite DUNIA BARU... :-"
[[bersyukur di atas ketakselebetan tudung madi (anne) tuh dlm duni baru2]]

currently listening to: ungu - seperti yg dulu
currently sneezing..
i wanna be: see atuk

++021 the triple celebrations

uik.
las weekend, good. not to the extent of great. and, i preferred celebrating new year eve at kl. heheh, being kacang lupekan kulit as usual :-". but, things werent not so good at home. mom was being cursed by setan mane ntah. i hate it when she was being that paranoid. i felt like running away from home.
hohoh. abaikan.

the double eh triple celebration for the weekends:
my birthday, the eiduladha, and the newyear2007.
kualapil4h, being the lazy and cowboyish town, ofkos didnot have any secret recipe nor la manilla cafe lah kan, but those blueberry & fruit nozz from ah-seng [bukan name sebenar] shop were good enough.
a special thanx to those wishing me :* muahmuah to all.
[saye tido awal malam betdey itu kerene keletihan mengsanggang kacang lupakan kulit ituh, kerana mak saye ckp, dah takde org nak tolong buang kulit kacang mcm raye puase arituh :-j][atuk, plis take note.]

sedari tido, msg2 henfon ialah seribu deretan [exaggerate] dan hehe time kasih time kasih time kasih. especeli yg cube call tapi xde line dan cube pule telepon rumah, tapi saye dah tido tuh yeh :">. i lap yuh lah.

disini, saye ingin membangkitkan isu sit1 nurhal1za kawen d4tuk k, korang tawu tak, dulu2, b4 dgn t3ngku yahuu tuh, d4tuk k nih pernah kawen ngan nor33n nor rupenyer. wow!~

ok lah, i'll list up my future resolutions tomolo. ngeeeeeeee:D

currently listening to: ungu - tercipta untukku
currently feeling: masam masam manis
i wanna be: kurus ;))