long time ago, somebody nice gave me a very big color screen for me to view the world of happiness. i can even touch it. i had a color screen before, but never that big, and never that colorful. days by days, the colors rejoiced. bloomed into certain shades that i never seen before.. and on certain days, the colors even blinked. wow, great!
tho the colors were fascinatingly bright those early years, but later on it'd faded, by what i really think were those bugs or should i guess they were faded because there's lotsa new and sparkling types of screens available in town. i've tried so hard to take care of this screen i own, i've tried so hard that sometimes i even dumped my own lust for anything else surrounding.
i dunwan to let it go fading, nevertheless, yesterday.. after so much efforts and no matter how hard i've tried, the screen went blank. as blank as the color of sorrow.
i cried hysterically, not because i lost the most precious screen i've ever had, but because i'm not willing to get another screen.. and i'm afraid of not getting the same screen as before.. the same bright & big & colorful screen.. and the saddest part is, the screen-shop-owner said, that the screen cant be fixed.
:( i am sad. anybody got xtra bucks to buy me new laptop kaa?
now that i'm thinking of going back hometown to mommah, which i rarely do.. that is the time when both mom n dad pegi berjoli ke indon!
tensennyeeeeeeeeeeeee.
god, please make today longer so that i am not close to the weekend.
currently listening to: glenn fredly - januari
currently feeling: sad bah.
i wanna be: katie holmes.
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