++the one with the demam

i have never demam for so many days in my life.
(if it was not those demam yg wabak seperti demam campak or demam cacar air)
but this time, i had been diagnosed with demam since last last sunday.
it started out with sakit tekak really horrorly.
i went to 2 panel clinics to be firmed that this is not the h1n1 that people are afraid of as there had been 4 +ve cases of those in level 9 of my office..

i couldnt tahan anymore, none of those medicine that doctor prescribed fit me. i didnot feel any better, tekak semakin pedih. ouh yeah i know about the importance of drinking a lot of water, tp, tahukah anda macamana perasaannya bila lutut anda terkoyak kemudian anda siram dgn air? ye betolll, begitulah perasaannya ketika menelan air!

i couldnt eat too. mama cook delicious bubur, pon tak tertelan.
i have to eat half boiled eggs (yg tidak pernah menjadi kesukaan ku).
other than that, ohwell, i didnot eat anything. (ohmigod kenape aku tak kurus ni?)

setiap malam muntah2 after taking the medicines. kemudian atuk akan membengkeng kerana muntah2. ape dia ingat aku sengaje2 nak muntahkan ubat2??????????
(heee geramnye toksahlah dikatekan yeh diketika2 badan sakit, ubat tableh telan, kudrat nak muntah tuh, ya allah siksanya menahan!!!dapat pulak bf bengkeng.. heee, nasibaik mak dia ade, kalau tak, aku dah sosah dongan pisau!:D)

oleh kerana doktor di klinik ckp ini demam biasa, he only gave me 1 day MC. say what??????
so, i took lah my own cuti. then, on thursday morning, i went to the office.
still dlm keadaan masih talarat!!! balik itu, i couldt take it anymore, i ask atuk to bring me to the hospital.
we went to ppum, i was lazy to think/search who were my panel clinics, lagipon, my intention is only to get the h1n1 checkup.

yada yada yada, doktor saspek denggi.
dan saye telah dimasukkan dgn air secepat yg mungkin. ya, tidak lah masok ward seperti yg digembargemburkan. saya dimasukkan air disitu jugak, di dewan kecemasan dan trauma ppum itu. nasibaik ada katil kosong, baring je tanpe segan silu.
we were at ppum since 7pm kot, kesian atuk yg bengkeng :*:* luv luv (mcm remaja remaja)
until around 12 midnite, the doc came in and said i was ok. the blood test and ujian air kencing semua ok. but i can still continue the pemasukan air (mase tuh baru separuh tube air je turun!!!!) dem lembab gile babi!!!!
so i ask the doc to stop the water. and went back home.

friday, i didnot go to work. my mom suruh balik kg, berubat kg.
so, my sister fetch me at sgl0ng, and zasssss, balik kg. and mom memanggil nenek dukun to ubatkan that petang.
malamnye, bepeloh2 mcm banjir.
alhamdulillah. telah sihat. tp, still ada sakit tekak n batuk2, tp, dah tak teruk sgt.
mak cakap, 'keteguran'.
wallahualam.


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