nothing much has changed since then..
i still cried almost everynite thinking of the past.
kadangkala simply by watching the glow in the dark fake stars yg masih melekat didinding bilik.
kadangkala simply by the sound of the sms ringtones.
kadangkala simply by the silly smell of the quilt cover.
the more i tried to avoid silentness, alonesomeness, the more i miss the unexistance of him.. urghhhhhhhhhh!!!
i still cried over the love songs in the radio, even more over the sad songs.
i still turned 360 to the good smell of giorgioarmani+after-smoking-cigarette-smells.. very addictive.. yet very popular, too. huhuhukkkk
sometimes, i felt like a zombie crossing the road.. mujur aku masih ada agama untuk berpegang, if not, i would die, strucked by the cars passing by. nauzubillah. im just saying. semuga iman ini tidak rapuh.
the BFFs told me that they took 6months vacation* to heal the whole process, to finally adapt being single and happy again, one of them cried intensely a few days before this entry and admitted she actually havent recovered yet! and that was like what, 1year and a half after she broke up. damn kan?
damn the breakup process! I HATE!
i hate how easy the boys can move on and being happy again..
1 thing i learn is, never love the other half 100% whole-heartedly. never ever.
and, dont be so addicted to the love. it will weaken u as strong as the marijuana.
and u can never be sober. urghh.
need BEACH VACATION immediately!
but, who cares?
*by vacation, i meant literally vacating herself from the ex. not really taking the bags off to somewhere beyond workplace.:p
currently listening to:puddle of mudd - blurry
currently feeling:pening
i wanna be:a rokstaaa
9 comments:
everything in life is temporary babe,happiness ke kesedihan mu ini juwa temporary. supaya kita belajar. tak mudah lupa. tak semua org ko nampak happy = happy. tak smorang tulis kat fb status gembira=gembira. nilah roda kehidupan. pas ni ko pasti akan gembira balik dan bagi aku, ko takkan dapat lupe selagi ko tak ganti dgn memori yg lebih indah!! SO?! (u know what i mean beybeh :D)
indeeeeeeeeed.
im not 24hoursly this pathethic. perasaan ini terkeluar semasa sunyi rindu sangat sangat rasa mahu meluahkan.
other times, im doing OK.
so? so what?
oh bagos lah. i tot u nanges 24hr :P
so? pergi la mencari cinta yang baru huhuuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu (lagi mau tanye).. nak cari kat ne jgn tanye aku! muahaha :D
cpah, i don't think you can ever forget this....biar dah happily in a new relationship ka, biar dah kawin anak selori ka....tp as time goes by, ko akan lebih kuat, and until a time in the future, this is only a bad memory....tp ko tetap tak lupelah....heheh....it'll take time to heal......look on the bright side okeh....mungkin waktu yg baik utk ko mule masuk marathon....hahaha...gituuuu
did u just describe me? demmmm!
ye aku setuju ngn owwe. maybe masanya utk ko masuk marathonnn....
good one owwe!!! but, BUT, marathon tuh.. heheheh, heh hehh.. ade good & bad news. another entry.
ps:sue, did i put any name?:p u sound like a pig when u cry, burOk okeh. aku nangis burok tak? :))
babi..? kuang hajorr a tuhhh! bg la binatang mulia sket.. hahhahha
ahahaha.. aku x dpt bayang sebenanye cemane bunyi babi menangis :))
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