many had asked me whats the meaning of my soberness.
i wont answer. but dont worry about what, if i am already a sober, right?
actually, i dont know if i am really sober. but, hell, skip that.
duh?
lets pretend that i am sober from taking drugs,
the last time i took 'that drugs' was on april 5th. yeap, 4 months ago.
here's what i did/still do.
dont think about 'the drugs'.
think about foods.
dont think about 'the drugs' eventho deep within i was asking for it.
think about foods.
think about good foods.
think about delicious foods.
think about icecreams.
sometimes, i just look at the pictures of the 'drugs' to just let go of my eagerness or desperateness. it only help me crave MORE! DO NOT even peek at the pictures!
think about chocolates.
think about the scrumptious cheesecakes.
and guess what? i am 4 motnhs sober.
currently listening to:padi - semua tak sama
currently feeling:craving for the drugs
i wanna be:wholeheartedly sober
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