++the one who hates tomorrow is a public holiday

for some VERY personal reason,
i HATE it that tomorrow was announced as a public holiday
i just dont want to be alone on my birthday.. i tot can go to work like any other normal days. sigh yg sgt2 panjangggggggggggggg~

im proud of malaysia winning the suzuki cup tho,
but urm, can i dislikes all the provoking status in the FB.
semua org lah nak tunjuk dan hebohkan dan mengstatuskan the same exact thing.
semua org nak bgtau semua org that they love fahmi
or they scream like hell
or they throw shoes out of their window upon 90minutes
or even the 'goallll!!!' status.

boring. hehehe. kecoh ah aku nih.
(*not like i didnot do the same exact thing before this, hahaha, again, kecohhhh ah hasif4h!!!)

whatever it is,
marilah kita pergi ke perpustakaan!!!

currently listening to:lifehouse sick cycle carousel
currently feeling:saddddddddd
i wanna be:a supermodel

++2days to 30

first of all, i have no intention of begging for empathy.
but, but,
the nearer i come to the date,
the sadder i feel.
why oh why i feel sadddddddddddd

30 is such a BIG number, atleast for me.

currently listening to:daniel beddingfield if u're not the one
currently feeling:saddddddddddd lah!
i wanna be:a supermodel

++DEAR TGV & GSC

Dear TGV & GSC,

this feedback has nothing to do with the movie i'm gonna watch,
but,
i would like to suggest a button/click to be able to buy/payonline the ticket that we have BOOKED before.
maybe customer can browse through their 'reservation history' page,
and then, can submit a 'buy this ticket now' at the same page.
so, customers do not have to go early to the cinema to collect their ticket.

Just my 6pencenonethericher ;p

*yes ofcourse the payonline ticket are all sold out already by this time.

**dear GOD, please make them read my feedback comments!
currently listening to:michael learns to rock - complicated heart
currently feeling:nak makan makan makannnnnn
i wanna be:a supermodel

++What I missed most during school #2

Roti panjang berisi cream!!!
do u know this roti, it was 10sen or maybe 5sen each during those days.
father would drop by at this mamak stall beside BP petrol station before dropping me off at the school. one for me, one for kaklong.

my parents, they are the ortodox types.
i remembered crying for attending the school by the school-bus kaler oren :( but they didnot allow.
mother sanggup kadang2 jalan kaki with me to the school if father got to go outstation or any other circumstances.
i was jealous with my bestfriend that time, she can jingle with the boys to and from school in the school bus. mcm happening gituh kalo naik bas tuh.

its not until i was in standard 6 that than i got my parents trust to go to school by the prebet sapu. we called it kereta 'auntie'.
its not even a van. its a long car. but we all push ourselves into it, and off to school everyday. i missed those days. i missed all my chilhood friends.
eh, boleh masok dlm 'what i missed most during school #3'.

currently listening to:
currently feeling:
i wanna be:

++What I missed most during school #1

chatting setiap malam sampai lebam dgn budak2 jepon at #exsbp dan budak2 mmu&uniten.

am gonna upload all the songs that i still kept. heheh.

++Chop Suey

++still the one with the rice issue

i went to sleep everynite promising myself that i will not eat rice the next day,
but, i wake up everyday screaming
"LAPAR NASIK LEMAK!!!"
and, the kerang masak sambal (to be eaten with the nasi lemak) at the stall i must encounter everyday, from the carpark to the office walk is always unbearable.

T_T
how can u erase nasi from your mind ya?
currently listening to:krisdayanti cobalah utk setia
currently feeling:lapar semula
i wanna be:happy again

++the one with the bad news

bad news comes as often nowadays huhh!!!
i am depressed!
yes, yes, i juz heard about this one!
hu huh hu huh menangis tidak henti henti
i guess i can mark 2010 as my most depressing year of all.now.
ya allah sedihnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

currently listening to:utada hikaru 1st love
currently feeling:saddddddddd
i wanna be:a supermodelllllllll

++try

++the one with the gossip girls

i must've been late at saying this,
but i HATE jenny humphrey!!! taik!
and u too, vanessa abrahms.
erghh.
ok, juz completed season 3, now who want to lend me the 4th season eh?

currently listening to:gg 322
currently feeling:depressed!
i wanna be:KURUS again!

++cityville

addicted to cityville
T_T

currently listening to:dewa-cintakan membawamu kembali
currently feeling:sleepy
i wanna be:kurus

++Narnia & Spoiler

*narnia's spoiler alert*

I dunno how people manage to talk very softly n slowly on the phone, for me, my voice is always like a petir. People can actually hear my voice from the other building.
No! I didnot have the high pitch voice!
I have a thick deep voice. Most people would like to think of it as a man's voice, so to say...
Even my close friends used to confuse between me and my ex every time we pick up each others phone.. Dah halfway bercakap baru sedar eh nih ch3pah ek? Vice versa. Or maybe his voice pun mcm pompuan.
Whatever..
The thing is, i cannot decrease my volume.
People wont hear me clearly, like i'm mumbling. Imagine thick and short. Ugly kan? so whenever a bff needs a sesi meluahkan perasaan ke daun keladi (becoz u wont listen to all my advices pon kan, u moron :p), i'll run to the toilet or staircase, or the best was when i'm in the car. boleh cakap kuat dan menjerit.

So yesterday, before step out of the office, i called my fren.
yada yada da, du du da, hip hip boo yah.. ok, c yu at the cineleisure later.
and there, my neighbour of 2-3 desk away asked me
"nak gi tgk movie ape? harry porter ke?"
oh, nampaknya sudah di-ketahuan-kan..
"takla, nak tgk narnia kot.."
and then, menyampuk pula another girl from behind..
"ish, jgn tgklah narnia, tak best!!"
so much for an evening huh. i said "alaaa, takpela nak tgk jugak"
and then she proudly continues her sentences
"nanti akhirnye budak2 berjaya.. bla bla bla"
?????????
"tanakkk, tanakkk tauuuu" and i think i've made it pretty clear there.
"...dan azlan muncul kat saat2 akhir aje.."
??????????????????????????????????????

haizzzzzzzzz

so now, do u think i went and watch narnia?
and do u still want to go to watch narnia?
after this spoiler.

hidup ini sungguh payah.

++Aaaa

Ok stop nagging!!!

++the one with the scarfs

back when i was still on the 2nd year at uni malaya, i work part time at a stationary center at amcorp mall during the semester break.
3months semester break that time.
i had great colleagues who were also doing their part-time job there and they studied at some other private college which i cant remember the name.

i normally took the LRT to/back from work everyday, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, one day i followed them with their boyfriends (or so i thought) to my home.
and i cant help remembering clearly from our tiniest conversation in the car.
apparently, those were the times when u heard about some staircase scandal of those 'tudung-labuh' student of uni malaya.
and so these lelakis were talking and talking and blaming and came to a conclusion of all the girls with the tudung were not the good ones.
my heart screaming all the way out "oh my god how can u judge one tudung labuh scandal towards all the other girls???"
but of course my mouth shut, that time, i know there's no point of backing myself up for i dont really good at talking and debating with other gender as well as i am alone in the situation (both my colleagues are free-hair).
so, today, when i look back at those days, i was thinking back.

alamak. writer's block!

my point exactly!!!!!!

currently listening to:sheila majid-kumohon
currently feeling:stress
i wanna be:kurus!!!

++pissed

pissed off
lepas sorang, sorang, manusia yg x sudah2 menjadi ombak.
sudah habis issue email drpd lelaki busuk hati itu,
skrg dtg pula gerakan halus drpd institusi kawan2 sendiri.
dulu, bile tanye semua sepakat.
skrg, engko sibuk nganjing aku.
itu lah, ini lah. a is worst than b, b is better than c.
as if i am not standing in the conversation.
i said, back off!!!

++the song

there are songs that make us want to dance,
songs that make us want to sing along,
but the best songs are the ones that bring you back
to the moment you first heard them
and once again break your heart.

x.o.x.o., gossip girl.305

++dear god

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
currently listening to:avenged sevenfold - dear god
currently feeling:saddddddddddddddd
i wanna be:a supermodel!!!!!!

++december 8th

Why cant i sleep?????
currently listening to: the sound of silence
currently feeling:sad
i wanna be:

++What Hurts The Most

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

++james baum

yeap, apart from being femininely addicted to henry golding, *blushes*
james baum is also a shizzznit yow!
i couldnt biliv my eyes.
when si bengkeng actually suggested him yearsss ago, that was 'james baum-skirts',
i didnot google him. i was like, hnm ok i like this song. cool. i was busy. kononnye.
i tot he's some indie stuff from usa or anywhere, not malaysia.
boy was i wrong.
peng! peng!
tembak diri sendiri for being ignorance.
now he's up again, alaaa dah ramai peminattt. T_T terlambat sudah~

currently listening to:james baum - skirts
currently feeling:fresh
i wanna be:kurussss