++2days to 30

first of all, i have no intention of begging for empathy.
but, but,
the nearer i come to the date,
the sadder i feel.
why oh why i feel sadddddddddddd

30 is such a BIG number, atleast for me.

currently listening to:daniel beddingfield if u're not the one
currently feeling:saddddddddddd lah!
i wanna be:a supermodel