++the one with janji manisku

my girls-only group at whatsapp topic changes every 5 minutes everytime everyone is online.
if the topic is really hot, u must not blink your eyes or you'll get lost tracking back the points.
most of us experienced whatsapp crash atleast once, if not twice.
blackberry users has it worst, sometimes their other apps hang out too.
the most hormon releasing topic of course were about the other gender, mostly.
we have an ustazah, a pervert, the eater, the allrounder, the marathoners, the travellers, and most importantly, we sorta support each other.
(altho i can see that some are idling whenever diet/exercise topics are in-charge).
haha.
well, of course sesi exercise/ajak kami pergi jogging topic havent really attracted us (especially me), most of the time the topic was only discussed among the same runners in the group.
(pls change back your sentences videl)
but that topic had been hot topic since yesterday, hence this writing.
there's one of us who just loss 10kgs recently, and there's another one who has just gained those kgs.
i, on the other hand, is the one who is still gaining, gaining, gaining, gaining, everyday.
its ok if u r gaining and conscious about it,
but if u are gaining but u have no worries at all, u felt like nothing is wrong, that is dangerous!
im not sure im in which category, it seems like i am worried, but i did nothing.
no diet, no exercise. nada.
panic attack!!
ya allah! beratnye aku!!!!!!!!
T_T
so now, i began my research of the best gym to kick start.
the nearest to my office is at sooka sentral, +1.
but im so sure that will be a big excuse for me to turn into tenggiling beguling2 diatas katil on weekends, jauh and parking mahal nak mampos, siapa nak gi ofis on weekends???
the nearest to home is at curve, tp mahalllll...
pojan is going to the one at amcorp mall, and it is cheap, tp, tapiii... aku mmg byk alasan na.

tell me how do u find your strength to carry on???????????
to diet or to exercise. for me, the semangat normally lasted few hours only. sigh.

currently listening to:passion pit - take a walk
currently feeling:fatttttttttttsy
i wanna be:a supermodel!!!!!!!