++im backkkkk from japan

helohaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
i'm backkkkk
we went to tokyo japan for the last 7days, 20-26th Feb 2014 (flight at 11.55pm),
and i just arrived in malaysia today at around 630pagi tadi...

panassssssssssssssssssssss
tokyo was like 5 and below degree celcius,
and now, malaysia is like 37 or more.
hidung aku berdarah
so many things to do. unpacking will requires quite a time.
mengantokkkk gilerrrrrr niiii

i need to upload the photos first.

but alhamdulillah,, semuanya berjalan lancar dan tiada aral melintang pukang sepjg kami disana.

stay tuned~

currently listening to:
currently feeling:
i wanna be:

++Jimmy Eat World - Littlething

It's how I've often felt
When I find myself on nights like these,
Like Christmas Eve
From the empty office window
To the street outside
It's everything not to call
And find out why

On the cab ride you said nothing
Just hair all in your face
I was scared to name it
And nothing changed
So, I walked until I just couldn't
Too late I understood
It was always half invented
But the other half was good

Just a little thing
Buried in the other things
Burning away, from inside
Could you be with me tonight?
There's a quiet dream
I'm not supposed to think
I know I shouldn't
Eating away at my mind
Could you be with me tonight?

currently listening to: littlething

currently feeling: sadddddd

i wanna be:a suprmodel

++the one with the cleaners

my cubicle sat on the same floor with the admin's dept
the kind that managed all the cleaners reputation, their attendance, their benefits etc etc
everymorning, they'll start duty early, an hour prior to our business hours.
every evening, they'll also take off easily an hour before, 5pm-ish
altho with given the usual pass/xs card, they had to also sign in/off at a logbook located right infront of my cubicle.

so, every evening i'll have to witness them queueing infront of me to sign that log book out.
normally, we wont witness their attire to the office in the morning because they were super early..
but, in the evening, they'll all went back the same 5pm time and we can witness them wearing all sorts of fashionable attires going home.
yg tadi selekeh gile tudung kelepet gerbang2, skrg sudah bukak tudung dan berbaju sendat.
yg tadi selekeh gile berbaju uniform same warne, skrg sudah berbaju ropol2 kau
ade yg tudung lilit2, putar2, bersimpol sane sini, ade yg bersanggul tinggi, ade yg berserban :((,
mcm mcm fesyen pelik
baju toksah ckp, mcm2 fesyen warne warni.

and the smell! bau!
the smell of many super strong scented perfumes!
itu yg perempuan, okla wangi walopon tengit, tp atlis wangi.
tp, yg lelaki, yg jadi security, :(( nangis.
there was one time our hod reported to the admin's dept manager that the security guard at his level is smelly, and that poor guy was being sacked riteaway.
:((
sedih tp serious mmg busuk.
hod yg tu pula mmg jenis yg suke pakai shirt warne warni. metrosexual. u know those type. sgt mementingkan body odour.


currently listening to:coldplay - the scientist
currently feeling:sad
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Ellie Goulding - I Need Your Lov

just the kind of beat i need like rite now!
the kind of concert
the kind of jump
the kind of loudness
even if i am alone.

hop hop hop hop hop during beat break.



Am I dreaming? Will I ever find you now?
I walk in circles but I'll never figure out
What I mean to you, do I belong?
I try to fight this but I know I'm not that strong
And I feel so helpless here
Watch my eyes are filled with fear
Tell me do you feel the same
Hold me in your arms again

I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free with you tonight
I need your love

++

bawa daku pergi
pacu laju laju
kita lari dari realiti

++

perasaan yg sgt taik
demotivated
down
dried out
kosong
bosan
numb
resah gelisah
tahi
tahi
tahi

hnmmmmmmm
currently listening to:rascal flatts - what hurt the most
currently feeling:sadddddddddddddddddddd
i wanna be:a supermodel

++The one with 2014 horoscopes

this is for ME & OAG
CAPRICORN – The Passionate Lover (December 22 to January 19)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy, but when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs in sports, especially Gemini’s. Likes to cook but would rather go out
To eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

this one for BK, XYZ
AQUARIUS – Does It in the Water (January 20 to February 18)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they’re not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations.

this is for MN
CANCER – The Beauty (June 21 to July 22)
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer’s love is one of a kind… Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An ultimate freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a fighter, but will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

this is for BR
VIRGO – The One that Waits (August 23 to September 22)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

this is for FT
LIBRA – The Lame One (September 23 to October 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with… you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic.

source/read more: http://seriouslyforreal.com/funny/a-very-accurate-horoscope-for-the-year-2014-very-spooky/

currently listening to:padi - begitu indah
currently feeling:kenyangness
i wanna tgk wayang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

++The one who still dont settle

i read recently an article by lolaloot about why telling someone don’t settle in a relationship might just be the worst thing we could say to them.

here's a recap from the article:
Trapped in a perpetual fear of ending up with a boring other half, many have lost sight of what’s truly important in a long-term relationship.
No, it’s not the spark. No, it’s not the butterflies in the stomach. And no, it’s not mind-blowing sex. Those things are fleeting and they will disappear eventually.
What’s important in a relationship is unconditional trust. Reliability. Mutual understanding. Strength. Yeap, the boring old stuff.

It is about knowing that your other half will walk the dog while you are nursing a cold in bed. It’s about knowing your significant other will collect the kids from school while you’re caught up at work. It’s about knowing your other half will drive for hundreds of miles to get you when your car has broken down in the middle of nowhere. It’s about him or her wanting to listen to you rant about work eventhough they have no idea what you’re going on about.
It’s about seeing your partner’s reassuring smile from across the room when you’re both socialising at an unfamiliar event. It’s about seeing your partner’s face lighting up when you’ve done something nice for him or her, regardless of how small or insignificant the act seems to be.
It’s about acceptance and it’s about not judging. It’s about being with someone who’s willing to make a commitment in making it work – by talking it out, acting it out or simply being there.
 
So, instead of telling someone who’s having a bit of a slow day in their relationship, “don’t settle”, tell them to remember all the boring stuff instead. All the boring, pragmatic stuff that their other halves are good for.
Because if they’re good enough people to do those boring stuff for you, they sure are good enough people for you to love them back. 

Read more here: http://www.lolaloot.com/telling-someone-dont-settle-in-a-relationship-might-just-be-the-worst-thing-we-could-say-to-them/

article yg sgt win!!!

currently listening to:shane ward - no promises
currently feeling:lacked
i wanna be a supermodel

++the one with mother's punishment

as or (not as) many has known, our dear teacher/warden has been retained in sw3den for beating (alahai tampor2 manje je pon) her daughter for not performing solat.
we are sad, of course, for her.
but what shocked us more is when reading many bad-wrong-stories about her (mostly fitnah).
sbg rakyat2 yg kenal beliau, we knew she's the kind type.
kalo dia keji, takkan la anak2 dia kekecik dah qatam quran.
kaychioh sunggoh lah pendengki2 tuh semua!

but that's not my point, my entry today is about how we malaysians being punished even worse than child.
my buddies and me talked about how each of us has been beaten up just for not going to mengaji, or, making noise at prayer times, or main longkang, etc etc

but, then, pojan dtg membagitau yg ibunya pernah menggigit anaknya!
gigit???????
kau hadoooooo?

jail di malaysia akan penuh dgn ibu2 kalau kite ikut cara sw3den?
alah, kite dulu kekecik selalu kene pukul, elok je dah besar jadi org yg berguna dan berjasa je.
kaychiohhhhh sungguh.

04/02/2014 11:43:10: Irinaramli: Ok ko lagi bimbo ahahagaha
04/02/2014 11:43:27: Videl Cantik!: Hahahahaahhahahaha aku mengaku
04/02/2014 11:43:31: Irinaramli: Dah ko pegi duduk sweden sana hahaha
04/02/2014 11:43:36: Videl Cantik!: Ahahahahahaahah
04/02/2014 11:44:31: Videl Cantik!: Kalo aku dok sweden ni konfem ai dah duduk dgn family omputih yaw. Mak aku sokmo sebat aku dgn hanger hanya kerana aku momokak tanak tido . Hehe
04/02/2014 11:45:04: Pojan-not Bb: Aku pun ckp kat parents aku
04/02/2014 11:45:07: Pojan-not Bb: Kalau mak aku
04/02/2014 11:45:11: Pojan-not Bb: Mmg slamat dah masuk jel
04/02/2014 11:45:20: Pojan-not Bb: Mak aku gigit kitorg
04/02/2014 11:45:28: Pojan-not Bb: Rotan toksah kate lah
04/02/2014 11:45:35: Pojan-not Bb: Cubit
04/02/2014 11:45:44: Videl Cantik!: Ahahahahahaahahaha gfit
04/02/2014 11:45:45: Videl Cantik!: Gigit
04/02/2014 11:45:49: Videl Cantik!: Ahahahahahahahahaahahahahahha
04/02/2014 11:45:50: Pojan-not Bb: Ye
04/02/2014 11:45:52: Irinaramli: Ahahhahaha lagi kejam ada kesan gigi kat tangan ahahahhaa
04/02/2014 11:45:57: Videl Cantik!: Awesome!!!!
04/02/2014 11:46:00: Videl Cantik!: Ahahahahaahahaahahahahah
04/02/2014 11:46:04: Pojan-not Bb: Mak aku gigit ok kepala adik aku pompuan aku
04/02/2014 11:46:10: Wawie: Hahahahaha gigit
04/02/2014 11:46:10: Pojan-not Bb: Dgn lengan adik laki aku
04/02/2014 11:46:13: Wawie: Gempak wei mak ko pojan
04/02/2014 11:46:13: Irinaramli: Ahahaahahahaaaah
04/02/2014 11:46:13: Pojan-not Bb: Berbekas
04/02/2014 11:46:14: Wawie: Mesti dah geram sgt tu
04/02/2014 11:46:18: Pacat: 1st time aku dgr mak gigit!
04/02/2014 11:46:20: Irinaramli: Camne nak gigit kepala wehhh
04/02/2014 11:46:53: Videl Cantik!: Hahahahhaahahahahahahahahaha
04/02/2014 11:48:09: Wawie: Kalau parents kat msia ni, jail sampai tak muat
04/02/2014 11:48:15: Videl Cantik!: Hahahhaahahahaha
04/02/2014 11:48:28: Videl Cantik!: Tp bersopan dan berguna jugak anak2 niha
04/02/2014 11:49:01: Videl Cantik!: Oh tp maybe nilah punca ade org yg menjadi pendera or peragut or pembunuh
04/02/2014 11:49:23: Videl Cantik!: Well tu lah alasan org2 yg suka amek kesempatan atas isssue org lain
04/02/2014 11:50:32: Videl Cantik!: Tp mak kawan aku yg botak tu, takpenah pukul anak2.. Anak dia jadi setan je jugak nokharam sgt perangai ... Pffftt sgt.
04/02/2014 11:51:28: Wawie: Hahahahaha
04/02/2014 11:52:36: Wawie: Kannn..bila dah besar boleh citer gelak2 dulu kecik2 slalu kena rotan dgn hanger
04/02/2014 11:52:57: Wawie: Mcm benda tu lawak
04/02/2014 11:53:07: Wawie: Padahal dulu meraung kot

++Daft Punk - Instant Crush ft. Julian Casablancas

sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


and nice cover

++The one with the hati buruk

pernahkah anda bercakap buruk mengenai seseorg demi mendapatkan apa yg anda mahukan?
saya mengaku saya mmg pernah (ohhh, selalu sebenarnye) mengumpat mengeji org, tp, tidak pernah memburuk2kan seseorg tu demi mendptkan apa yg saya inginkan.
saya anggap, kalo tak dpt tu, tak dapatlah. buat apa nak burukkan org lain pula.
org bilang, mengipas lah tu.
begitulah, kalau mmg perangai buruk. kan?
bak kata kawan saya tu, kalo hati buruk, muka lawa pon tak guna,
tp ni kalau hati buruk, muka pon buruk, mmg mengundang sangat.

mcm mase kami jalan2 dia berjaya times square, ade tshirt tu tulis,
'u cannot face the problem if the problem is your face'
terus dia teringatkan si pemain liverpool tu. cissoko namanya, dia cakap,
kalo muka mcm bangang tp main hebat, tak mengapa,
tp dia ini, sudahlah muka mcm bangang, main pon mcm bangang. bikin menyirap terus.

haih. byk sunggoh drama swasta yg terjadi di around my universe, gitu.
mmg sungguh kalah cerekarama di tv3.
walaupon hakikatnya saya tidak begitu masuk campor, tp, saya menadah telinga mendengar juga.
bukan mahu menyibuk, tp, kdgkala belajar dari pentas lakonan mereka.

mcm suatu masa dulu saya terpikir, adakah semua yg disekeliling saya sebenarnya pelakon?
kawan2 saya, family saya, yg jauh yg dekat, mcm sedang menonton di sebuah kaca tv,
dan gelak2 kan perbuatan atau penerimaan saya terhadap lakonan mereka.
atau ketawakan perbuatan saya di kala bersendirian itu.

oh my god kekadang saya risau sgt, jika betul ni mmg lakonan.

dan mereka tertawa, ketawakan saya.

takot nya. malu nya.

currently listening to:heart attack - demi lovato
currently feeling:sad
i wanna be:a supermodel