++276 the one with rudy

so,
we're alone again,
i wish it were over,
we seem to never end,
only get closer,
to the point where i can take no more,
the clouds in your eyes,
down your face they pour,
won't you be the new one burn to shine,
i take the blue ones every time,
walk me down your broken line,
all you have to do is cry,
yes all you have to do is cry.

frustrated!
rudy is leaving hitz.fm.. the morning crew especially.
did i not tell u that i like him?
if given the chance, i would like to marry him. :D
ala, takbesnye morning crew without him. and ian? i dun like him yet. dulu mase jj&rudy seminggu xde pon rase busan giler. the yes, no, uhh, ahh game tuh je pon, dah buat aku kangen banget dgn this partner.
alalala rudy, jgn lah pegi uk.

p/s to elly: rudy of trex band is hot too! :X

RALAT: rudy split je dgn jj, he's still with hitz.fm. heheh. its just that he is no longer the morning crew.
currently listening to:josh radin - closer
currently feeling:T_T
i wanna lepak at that place again!

++275 the one who think she's hot

another tagged. this time from berg: sinih

1. Do you think you're hot?
i think so. do u think i'm hot?

2. Upload a fav pic of you.
byk sgt yg fav nyer. kang ko bosan kang...
yelah yelah, nnti aku upload okeh. malas nak korek pc skang nih.

3. Why do you like this pic?
duh? sbb aku ade dlm gamba lah kan. jrg2 aku nak suke gamba yg takde muke aku :-"

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
the hell ade soalan pizza ditgh2 soalan2 nih sume.
anyways, last time i ate pizza: bapak dah lamenyer sampai x engat bile.

5. The last song you listened to?
coldplay - lost

6. What are you doing right now besides this?
minam minam

7. What name do you prefer besides yours?
nasha. :D

8. People to tag:

1.imahan
2.elle
3.niesa
4.lina
5.seraye

9. Who is no.1?
lelaki macho berdada bidang. =p.
nah, imahan ialah perempuan berwajah baik tetapi sebenarnye kaki mengumpat dan gossip paling panaz. dok jawuh2 kat penang pon tawu gossip org2 kat kl.
ahahahah, jahat siot aku.

10. No.3 is having a relationship with?
with no.2 :D

11. Say something about no.5
no.5 is unlikely to do this tag. confirm. tp, tatau apsal aku gatal nak gak tag dia.

12. How about no.4?
Lina is my housemate during good old days kat ss2 kelanajaya. we barely talked during that period of 2 years, tp, we still in contact till now. and, few more memory tragis about some gigs and yadayadaa...

13. Who is no.2?
elle is my partner in crime, like serious crime.

currently listening to:coldplay - lost
currently feeling:sleepy pulok.
i wanna be:a supermodel

++274 the one with judika

power doh. hehe. dah lame dah nak post tapi tak terpost post.
this song, i first heard in the little kancil on our way to hantar kakcyn ke airport last year.. patu mcm tensyen dgn lagu ni sbb dia mcm panjang tak reti2 nak noktah.
layan je la..

Duhai kekasih pujaan yang selalu di hati
Aku menunggumu
Engkau gadis yang selalu hadir dalam mimpiku
Di setiap tidurku

Dengarkanlah aku cinta
Ingin aku
Selalu menjaga dirimu
Menemani di setiap waktu

Reff:
Dengarlah sayangku
Tiada yang lain saat ini
Engkaulah yang ada di hati

Duhai kekasihku hanyalah dirimu yang kumau
Tiada yang lain di hati
Selamanya hanya dirimu

Dengarlah puisi yang akan aku berikan
Ungkapan hatiku
Tiada yang lain yang bisa keberikan
Hanyalah cintaku

Back to Reff
Aku ingin menemani harimu
Yang mencoba mengisi rasa kesepian di hatimu
Sampai nanti hanya selalu namamu
Selalu namamu yang ada di lubuk hatiku

currently listening to:judika - bukan rayuan gombal
currently feeling::-s
i wanna be:a supermodel!~

++273 the one with 555

i was tagged by niecha...

here goes..
What were you doing 5 years ago?
2008 - 5 = tawun 2003
january2003: start 1st real job as rf eng.
march2003 : konvocation
rase2 mcm 2003 tahun break paling lame dgn atok,
tp, mcm tahun nih gaklah dia gi pukul coursemate lelaki paling close ngn aku dgn pam tayar beskal :-s sbb mamat tuh sms sayang2 rindu2 ngn aku.. pelik pulak. rase mcm tahun ni tahun break, tp, kenape kami bleh gaduh psl skendel lain pulak? adekah itu kejadian tahun 2004?

What were the 5 things on your to do list today?
1.gi tesco beli ayam utk msk wiken nih
saye suke makan ayam
ayam is my life
2. carik wig utk annual dinner yg tema retro tuh, cilake menyusahkan aku btol.
3. dan baju retro, what?
4. atau maybe online shopping sudeyyy, tp, sempatkah? shud go to no.3, yes.
5. lipat baju2 yg blom lipat? so housewife.

What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?
1. kerepek2 ubi ke pisang ke pedas ke.
2. pringles cheese kaler kuning tuh. sedap. masam2 sedap. nyup nyup. eh, ko pon suke gak ke bohsia?
3. asam botol pikin. asam paling sedap dlm dunia.
4. beskot cap pingpong cicah air teh o atau milo tarik. itu bukan snek ek?
5. ntah dah

What are 5 things that you do if you were a billionaire?
1. buy jason wade. jadi hambe aku. nice!
2. buy fernando torres. hohoho, sungguh sedap dan nyaman.
3. jual balik dgn harge yg lebih mahal dan kemudian beli kaka ke, delpiero ke. wow!~
4. buy hummer.
5. walopon bernafsu tinggi, i tidak akan lupe utk mensedekahkan sejuta kat max1s utk men-3g-kan kampong pasir ambor. kohkohkoh.

What are 5 jobs you've had?
1.cashier 'home office center' @amcorp mall
2.penjual bunge:* 'sense surround' @midvalley megamall
3.rf engineer @trisilco&ATC
4.analyst cabuk @exxonmobil
5.waiter 'little chef' @woking,UK.

Who are 5 person you want to tag?
lina, naiza, imahan, pojan, wawie, berg, owwe, ade, dela, zianazain, ako mustapa, hans isaac, erra fazira, afdlin shauki, awie, atok, rashid salleh, jared letto, chris martin, jasen wade, chuck bass, jeremy darling, calista flockhart, alysa milano, dan tak dilupekan arwah tan sri p ramlee. omong sama tangan.

currently listening to:jason mraz - u n i both love i
currently feeling:i love u last weekend, and last last weekend. i hate u on weekdays. :-"
i wanna be:a supermodel

++272 the one with the tayar pancits

ok. apparently i was still the one who cannot change her own tyre/s girl.
so, selepas penat menangisi pemergianmu di tepi tayar (menangis dirumah je pon), i just drove koho koho ko markek tayar deh.
hok aku tok pehe tuh, bilomano, aku dah drive koho koho, ado jugok nate bewok mano mano dok bising bising "kak, tayar pancit kak". demo tuh tok napak ko aku dok drive koho koho, means, aku tahu dehh tayar aku pancik dehh. kalo aku tok tahu, aku tok drive hok 5kmh wey. bengong nate tu.
*apebende aku ckp ni???*
weyy lah.

so, at the workshop, the mechanic telah mendengar bunyi pelik didlm tayar yg sudah dicabut drpd body kereta lalu mengajakku ke dalam utk menyaksikan brg apakah telah termasok ke dlm tayar, and guess whatttt...
yeyy, tahniah, kereta ku telah menelan bendalah inih:

spark plug OK! dia ckp, nih mmg hari ini dlm sejarah ni, first time saye jumpe spark plug dlm tayar. bravo lah cik adik manis bebaju pink, esok2 dtglah lagi, nak servis ke, nak tu ke, nak ni ke,hihihihi.
terbanglah duik ku kerana tayar yg sebegitu besar lobang nya mestilah ditukar baru dan tidak dpt ditampal nya.

sekian, selamat maju spark plug!~
currently listening to:MCR
currently feeling:stressed
i wanna be:rich and famous

++271 the one with tyre pancit

tayar kereta aku pancit!!!!!!!!!
i'm at home rite now, waiting for the yellow tyreshop near almadina tuh to open.
stressed! i dont know know how to change tyre :((
yea yea, i'm a typical girl who doesnt know how to change the tyre, watevalah.
so now, how do i go to the tyre shop ek? alalalalaaa stresssssssss nyer.
my first time tayar pancit dulu mase duduk kelana jaya dgn eja, her bf (yg dah jadi hasben berjaya skang ni) yg dtg rumah and tolong tukarkan the tyre then bwk pegi bengkel.
2nd time mase awal2 aku duduk sini dulu, i wanted to go to office.. atuk was here that time, so, he changed it for me di kepagian yg ammat, dgn muke sembab2 br bgn tido dan sungguh busuk.
3rd time pula, nak gi keje gak. i was with ainul, tp, dua dua kaki bangku.
so mama-oag asked papa dtg tolong tuka kan tayar and then we lepak at madina, then, baru pegi ofis.
hari ini dalam sejarah.
macamane ni. lek lek lu lah jap sambil pikir cane nak buat.

currently listening to:no bgm at the mo
currently feeling:stressssssed
i wanna be:rich and famos

++270 the one with movie reviews

alaalala the picture is in atuk's, but we ate something really nauseating and that should be the first time we didnt finish what we were eating.
i should paste the picture here, and warned u not to eat that thing at paddington house of pancakes.
rase mcm kunyah daun sirih with minced-beef.
olf olf. kenape aku bebunyi anjing nih?

now back to the routines of movie-review-ing.
we watched requiem for a dream, american psycho, and loaded.
1. requiem for a dream : best! but not to the extend of american history-X best, but better than american psycho, which will be explained in no.2. a must watched movie for all jared leto's fan. not to mention, i like to think that i simply adore the way the director's collaging the adrenaline-drug-eating tuh. skreeet skreet, plus the sound.
and ofkos, jared leto was psycho-tic-ly-handsome. eh i mean attractive. eh, oklah, aku tatau nak describe perasaan ku terhadapnya, he is not bradpit's handsome, but but he is one attractive-thang. ok wateva.

2. american psycho: which is *spoiler alert* ade 5 menet jeeee jared leto in it. duhh kan. the movie itself, oklah je kot. the ending was inquisitive. tak paham pon ado. tapi buat2 paham sudey. i dont think the movie shud be watched at the cinema, baik dlod je, kat cinema konfem byk potong, which is: ade ke tayang kat cinema?

3. loaded: haaa, nih best gak. the first 30 minutes was boring, i was thinking 'ahh.. same old, same old, rich dad poor dad drama life' but it goes meaningful towards the end, after, say, 1 hour kot.. i think the director strategies towards the end, he planned his plot. he shouldnt. the audience may lost their appetite and shut close the player if they didnt have patient. hehe. itu bahaya. it's like reading kitty-walker's un-editted book without screening the proloque.
wey ape aku merepek nih.
and, i would like to quote one of the dialoque inside
'if u always expect people to disappoint you, then eventually they will'
and, for god's sake i dunno why i cried.
and as crazy as the words haunted me since then, i almost created a poem. which is sgt burok dan tidak artistic tapi i'll post it someday :D

and.. last-last weekend, i went to elly's. we watched 'dirty sexy money'. and i kinda like that series. especially jeremy darling. ok, jambu. watever lah. suka jugak.

currently listening to:jason mraz feat colby - bertuahnyeeeee
currently feeling:lost
i wanna be:found

++mine

aku menangis lagi,
hanya kerana mendengarkan degup jantungnya,
dan kuisan sunyi kakinya
aku menangis lagi,
hanya kerana sunyi kicau mulutnya,
dan nada nada cengkerik kota.
aku menangis lagi,
hanya kerana sentuhan terik kulit pipinya
dan tipis tipis roma lengannya..
aku menangis lagi.
hanya kerana dia sibuk membaca
dan menelitinya.
aku menangis lagi,
ketika dia memeluk ku erat,
sayu membelasi nasib malang diri ini.
aku menangis lagi.
hanya kerana ucapan sinis itu.
"god, if u always expect people to disappoint you, then eventually they will"

currently listening to:
currently feeling:
i wanna be:

++269 the one with the brother

its funny when my brother is currently a replacement teacher at a primary school at my village, that most of the students are the most closed-blood relationship with him.
ramai giler kazen aku skolah situ, who are at average darjah 3-6 kids.
lastweek, when we send our beloved grandma at kelana jaya tabung haji for her hajj, most of the cousins were not present, and my brother too.
i was wondering, only to being advised later that they all went to 'perkhemahan' di sekolah at that same day. ohohohoh gelaklah daku.
comel, i think ianya sebuah kegiatan yg comel, especially when it involved my brother with my cousins together.
*cuba membayangkan dia berkhemah besame budak2 kecik tuh*.
when we, all the makciks, my mom, together lepak at my aunt's house at kelana jaya that nite after tabung haji, the makciks told me that all of the un-presented cousins had initially planned to come up to kelana jaya too, with my brother as a driver. butthen, makciks2 tuh sumer telah bermeeting dgn my brother dan melarang keras projek mereka ituh.
kuikuikui. kesian diorg.
hnm, takpelah tuh, diorg pon enjoy buat bbq lagik kat kg tuh, oklah tuh.

currently listening to:another way to die - alicia keys feat jack white
currently feeling:sakit buntut lah
i wanna be:a supermodel

++268 the one with luluhawa

entah tatau nak tulis ape sebenanye but I had this very feel to write. oh 'luluhawa' is something me and my frens came out with during this one time intervation of being motivated to start some sort of business..
well well.. the idea was being trashed down to the drain just yet because someone who eagerly wanted to start the business in the first place had handed down his alter-motivation tuh. I was tired being so eager to became makcik cashier kot. damn him.

oh oh.. still in the 'scrubbing my back' mood, elly suggested fish spa. tapi itu layanan kaki. I wanted back-scrubbing. buang daki plus urutan stim. but fish spa pon fish spaaa lah.

persetankan mereka semua== somebody was saying this as I was writing down nih.

that is irrelevent. I know.
ntah. I need to write so I write.

slamat jalan pertiwi!
currently listening to:kebisingan kota
currently feeling:retarded
i wanna be:supermodel

++267 the one who needs scrubbing like rite now

ade sesape tau tak katmane tempat nak buat mandi lulur + scrub yg best dan murah kat KL/PJ? or perhaps shah alam?

p/s: kite dah tgk quantum of solace ;)
currently listening to:bush - comedown
currently feeling:nyumnyum
i wanna be:a supermodel!~

++266 the one with the closer

better than ezra - closer

And the morning light was breaking
Slowly moving across the bed
He gets up without her waking
To the voices in his head

Through the shadows in the hallway
To the room they painted blue
And on the inside he is frightened
At a loss for what to do

Until he opens up his eyes
And the angels all look down

Even closer than this life
Closer than your faith
Closer than the things
That you hold dearly
And in vain
Closer than this life
Falling through again
Giving more than anything
That you could hope to win

And he knows his life is changing
It's never easy letting go
For the first time you are mortal
As the child before you grows
And he wonders at the sight
Of the joy that he has found

Even closer than this life
Closer than your faith
Closer than the things
That you hold dearly
And in vain
Closer than this life
Falling through again
Giving more than anything
That you could hope to win

And what would you intend to find?
Solitude? Your peace of mind?
Holding out for something less
Than touching the hand of God?

Even closer than this life
Closer than this faith
Closer than the things
That you hold dearly
And in vain
Closer than this life
Falling through again
Giving more than anything
That you could hope to win

Closer than this life
Closer finally
Living for the only thing
You ever made complete
Oh, for the one thing
That you both did perfectly

currently listening to:better than ezra - closer
currently feeling:i mish yew
i wanna be:a supermodel!~

++265 the one with the tagged lagik

walaupon aku rase aku mcm pemalaz, tp, aku nih kdg2 rajin jugak.
hehehe. so, aku was tagged by elly disinih... http://ellemomo.blogspot.com/2008/10/dear-ive-been-tagged.html
aku tau elly bukan kesah pon kalo buat ke tak tag dia ni, elly tuh mmg, kecik2 tanak mampos, dah besar malas nak layan aku. FINE!~...

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people. [owh watevaaaaa]

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Do i look like I care? ko betray aku, tuhan balas kat ko. Tayah susah payah nak pie carik blade, susun stratergy pergi berperang kan..
[hehe, aku copy paste jawapan elly je lah kot sbb aku malaz nak menaikkan semangat mengutuk drpd perempuan lain :-" yg mane sebenanye aku nak tulih 'ko gi jilat puki ppan lain, aku gi isap kotey laki lain. and u too will nvr know ;) tp aku kan budak baik kan..]

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
ofkosssss nak jadi org kaya yg takde masalah langsung.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
boss aku :D

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
mengmenuhi nafsu duniawi ku, tanpe tidak mengenepikan perkara akhirat.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
it took me ages to answer this huhui. and i still cant answer.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
move to the 2nd one in the list. takkan sorang je kot yg ko secretly like :-??

9. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
i pray to be only yours :D
[yg sebenanye tiap hari doa bejele2 mintak dia cpt2 abis belaja and cpt2 keje and cpt2 kawen dgn aku hehehhe]

10. What bother u the most?
berat badan aku yg takmo turun turun niha.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
hnm. maleh la eden nak pikir.

12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
terase mcm nak gi cuti2 di tepi panti yg indah, ku duduk saorang diri..lalala..

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
elly ialah seorg gadis litar yg tidak suka memakai topi. apobondo? ahaha.
i think, elly, kwn paling easygoing aku pnah jumpe. dan tak pilih kwn. dan dia suke tegelak. dan atuk suke tau nak larang2 kite kwn dgn elly, tapi kite rase dia dah tak larang dah sbb dia dah join kite lepak isap sisha kan. ke caner?

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but poor. ahaha. saiko kan aku nih?

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
bangun2 terus gi jogging. kepalehayah aku. bangun2, 1st thing mestilah cek henfon :(

16. What’s the character must have in your partner?
he loves me. [aku kira itu su character]. which is, kalo ko sebenanye tak love aku, baik ko ckp yeh atok, sonang pulak aku nak pulangkan cincin perkahwinan kite ni. [bile mase pulak kite dh kawen? bongok betol lah]

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
ouch, tak mungkin berlaku.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive, yes. forget, no, biasenye. it depends actually. ntahlah. some things best left unsaid.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
depends. kalo relationship tuh mcm name je in a relationship, tp, mcm bukan in a relationship langsung, baik single je kot.

20) Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
never kot. mintak restu utk semua bende aku buat. itu fentinh.

People I want to tag:
1. imah
2. naiza
3. seraye berkate
4. pojan
5. ako mustapa :D

currently listening to: lifehouse - broken
currently feeling: -
i wanna be: a supermodel

++264 the one with lambat dpt berita :D

http://utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2008&dt=1105&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Hiburan&pg=hi_01.htm

http://utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2008&dt=1105&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Hiburan&pg=hi_09.htm

http://utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2008&dt=1105&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Hiburan&pg=hi_10.htm



i rest my case.
uhuk uhuk.

[[lambak dehhh kawe nin]]

++263 the one with viva la videl

i love love love coldplay.
i love viva la vida (or viva la videl seraya always said)
and this one too. i tot i told this ady, but havent found any entry that i mentioned of, tetibe it was the ost for 3rd episode 'brothers n sisters', dan wahhhhhh sukeeeeeeee semula!

coldplay - lost
Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserved
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked
Oh, and I'm just waiting till the shine wears off

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one

And you'll be lost
Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Oh, and I'm just waiting till the firing stopped
Oh, and I'm just waiting till the shine wears off

Oh, and I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Oh, and I'm just waiting till the shine wears

currently listening to:coldplay - lost (acoustic)
currently feeling:smurfies
i wanna be:a supermodel