++Day 1

i tot i'm gonna be ok, but im not.
i cried million tears all the way from sgl0ng to d4mansara.
i told mama that i had to go back to my house to teman my sister because his hasben will be outstation.
i lied. im sorry. and i hold my breath every time i felt like bursting the tears infront of her.
and then i tot, hey i can live, i can live.
but the moment i woke up this morning, i burst again.
i have never felt so empty.
and this must be going on from now on. i dunno until when, but lets pray together that i'll be strong and didnot do anything stupid.
amin.

r u happy now?
currently listening to:cranberries - animal instinct
currently feeling:heartbreak of couse.
i.. i cannot write what i want rite now.