Thursday, November 7, 2013

++the one with ayah

i saw an old man sitting shakily (menggeletar) in a drain tepi jalan duta tadi!.
aku tatau dooo dia buat apa situ tp dia mcm lost or something wrong lah..
ya allah kesiannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnye!
but i couldnt stop (or maybe i was in hurry) (or alasan)
the traffic is quite fast, aku nampak sepintas and i look thru the side mirror and he was still there
i know some might think he is some kind of psiko, but the old man was looking rather lost.
or maybe.
i dunno, tp aku terus nangih.

aku mmg tak boleh tgk org tua yg mcm ni. mcm menggeletar mcm takut2 dan jalan slow slow tuh.
there was one time, i saw a couple in the train years ago.
the old woman takut2 jatuh (they wasnt offered a seat), and the husband mcm marah2 makcik tu dgn muka "jgn lah kecoh2, duduk situ diam2" (u know bila laki macam malu dgn bini dia tuh)

tgk org tua mmg buat aku ingat ayah, especially the kurus2 gelap2 types.
he is not the gagah type (altho he is to me), but he is the very kampung type, to which, whenever i saw kampung folks i'll straightly remember him.
he is rather old for his age, rambut semua dah beruban and too skinny,
sedih but he is the fattest in his siblings.
aku sayang ayah aku. sgt sgt.
but if u understand our family, we are not manja or ckp lama2 on the phone types.
myself especially.
aku jenis simpan dlm hati. cinta dlm hati.
(mcm aku dgn bekas2 aku, tanye lah diorg betapa kayu-nye aku).
dan kitorg pon bukan jenis pelok2 ciom2 ayah too.
macam tatau doooo nak start cemane. awkward!

dimanakah halatuju nya entry ni kalo aku alala insaf dan rase nak blk kg tgk ayah (walopon dia tak sakit)  tp sebenanye aku nak gi melaha wiken nih!. neraka jahanam punye anak!

but i love u!


currently listening to:ratu teman tapi mesra
currently feeling:sadddddddddddddd
i wanna be:richhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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