++2004-05-10-menelefon.wmv

video lama!!
i think i was on the phone with BK and ohmygod that polyphonic tone!!!!!!!!
i miss you my old phone! (yg hilang dlm wayang)

++

Every now and then I get a little bit lonely
And you're never coming round
Every now and then I get a little bit tired
Of listening to the sound of my tears
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous
That the best of all the years have gone by
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified
And then I see the look in your eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Every now and then I get a little bit helpless
And I'm lying like a child in your arms


Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say A total eclipse of the heart

here''s to greys anatomy ep 12. why avery? why?????????????

++The one with the heirs

Finally! Habis!

Okla, i admit that the first few episodes mcm best. And sweet. And i cried to those sweet2 moments.
But as far as the story goes, it went boring. For me. Aku tak sabar for the next episode only for the sake of nak tau ending je. The rest are just plain boring tak mcm perasaan mase nak abiskan breaking bad or how i met your mom. Tiap2 episode rase x sabar nk tgk tp sayang nak abiskan at the same time.

So there goes another false hope towards kdroma. Aku masih blom really into it kot.

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++the one with the whatsapp problem

wahhhhhhhh
how do we even live without the whatsapp apps before year 2010 (or equivalent)?

my apps crashed recently, right after my phone batt went flat (one day)(not at home)(the reason)(takde sape tanye pon tapayah nak kasi alasan sgt).
and few groups tgh rancak beborak kot, the next morning when i turn back my phone on, BAM!, it crashed.
so i decided, to let it be, until today. today weh! thursday! 4fuckingdays! without whatsapp!

just to feel how the people who dont have whatsapp felt
(mak ayah aku xde watsapp ok je idop je ape ko kaychoh sgt tah?)

and poor thing, not like anybody misses me pon. get it? get it? (ayat fav baru kat grup tokyo)

till the new phone comes in~

dhaaaaaaa~

currently listening to:puddle of mud - blurry
currently feeling:sad & melancholic
i wanna be:a rockafellaskunk. ah?

++the one who is an old fan

i am watching those old2 videos of ze old2 songs of my gen's teen-age-times.
from one utube video to another to another and cant help but thinking that those were the days..
bila mcm ni baru rasa diri sgt tua nyaaaaaaaaaaaa
like when we went to old trafford, while waiting for alan smith to sign our tickets,
an old lady (who that time for me is old, but she's my age now, around there) screamed "i loveeee you alan smithhh!!!"
and her son told her to shut up "mom! u r embarrassing me!"

why?
cant an old woman also taksub to the person we like?
like when we screamed for lee min ho?
or anuar zain even?

malu org tgk, katenyer.
adekah aku x malu? jika aku masih menjerit sebegitu?

currently listening to:the moffats - i miss u like crazy
currently feeling:sadddddddddddd
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Semisonic - Closing Time

wohooooooo tertengok video lame! rinduuuuuuuuuu

"So gather up your jackets, moving to the exits, I hope you have found a friend.
Closing time, every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end, yeah.. "

++Peluk

Menahun, ku tunggu kata-kata
Yang merangkum semua
Dan kini ku harap ku dimengerti
Walau sekali saja pelukku

Tiada yang tersembunyi
Tak perlu mengingkari
Rasa sakitmu
Rasa sakitku

Tiada lagi alasan
Inilah kejujuran
Pedih adanya
Namun ini jawabnya

Lepaskanku segenap jiwamu
Tanpa harus ku berdusta
Karena kaulah satu yang kusayang
Dan tak layak kau didera

Sadari diriku pun kan sendiri
Di dini hari yang sepi
Tetapi apalah arti bersama, berdua
Namun semu semata

Tiada yang terobati
Di dalam peluk ini
Tapi rasakan semua
Sebelum kau kulepas selamanya

Tak juga ku paksakan
Setitik pengertian
Bahwa ini adanya
Cinta yang tak lagi sama

Dan kini ku berharap ku dimengerti
Walau sekali saja pelukku

#havoc #ATUK

semorg kutok lagu joe havoc tuh, aku rase mcm aku sorg je yg suke heheheheeee
maybe sbb aku suke joe...
but then, this parody came in, i love it more. kihkihkih.
blame it on my atuk.

++the one with the heirs

youngdo to chan eu sang.

there are only 3 regulations: 
1) answer your phone
2) talk to me when im talking to you
3) say hi when u see me.

currently listening to:the heirs episode 13
currently feeling:sadddddddddddddddddddddddddd
i wanna be:cunnnn mcm eun sangggggggggg

++Changmin (2AM) - Moment FMV (The Heirs OST)

shitttt aku dah terrrrr sangkottttttt kt k-deroma. this is bad, real bad, michael jeksen!

Love is the moment, the day,
the moment you came
You filled up my eyes, you filled
up my heart and I keep thinking of you
Love is the moment, the day,
the moment you left I can’t forget it,
I keep thinking about it

Close your eyes, close you ears,
I feel the love
Even if I can’t catch you, even if
I can’t hug you, love is you

I hope the longing that is hidden
in the sunlight can tell you my heart

Romanization	English translation
	Romanization: KROMANIZED.com In your eyes In your mind sarangi geuryeojyeo uri meolli isseodo garyeojin dedo Love is you baram gyeore nalli un geuriumi nae maeumeul jeon haejugil Love is the moment niga odeon geunal geu sungan du nune maejhyeo gaseume maejhyeo jakku tteo olla Love is the moment niga gadeon geunal geu sungan ijeul su eobseo jakku tteo olla Close your eyes Close your ears sarangi neukkyeojyeo neoreul jabji motaedo anji motaedo Love is you haetsal soge garyeojin geuriumi nae maeumeul jeon haejugil Love is the moment niga odeon geunal geu sungan du nune maejhyeo gaseume maejhyeo jakku tteo olla Love is the moment niga gadeon geunal geu sungan ijeul su eobseo jakku tteo olla Love is the moment neoreul bonaen geunal geu sungan shimjangi meomchwo shigani meomchwo jakkuman apa Love is the moment neoreul tteonan geunal geu sungan sarangdo tteona jakkuman apa In your eyes In your mind sarangi Romanization: KROMANIZED.com	English: POP!GASA In your eyes, in your mind, love is being drawn Even if we’re far apart, even if we’re hidden, love is you I hope the longing that comes with the wind can you my heart Love is the moment, the day, the moment you came You filled up my eyes, you filled up my heart and I keep thinking of you Love is the moment, the day, the moment you left I can’t forget it, I keep thinking about it Close your eyes, close you ears, I feel the love Even if I can’t catch you, even if I can’t hug you, love is you I hope the longing that is hidden in the sunlight can tell you my heart Love is the moment, the day, the moment you came You filled up my eyes, you filled up my heart and I keep thinking of you Love is the moment, the day, the moment you left I can’t forget it, I keep thinking about it Love is the moment, the day, the moment I let you go My heart stopped, time stopped, it keeps hurting Love is the moment, the day, the moment I left you Love left too, it keeps hurting It you eyes, in your mind, love is… English: POP!GASA

++Day 29&30 of 30T30D

Day 29 - Nicknames you have, and why you have them.

Day 30 - A Pic from last year and A Pic from Now ... How have you changed in the last year?

i have no mood.

nanti2 lah.




currently listening to:
currently feeling:
i wanna be:

++Day 28 of 30T30D

Day 28 - 10 ways to win your heart
finally! a question that i like! hehehe
1- be wangi & clean & wangiiii. is it hard? to be just wangi? jgn kepam2 plis.
2- sing to me. or strum. sing pon dah cukup memadai, but with strum, i'll never let u go. i dont care if ur voice is not like JT or jason wade or anyone, as long as tak out of tunes sudeyyy...
3- or atleast, always like/suggest/forward to me great songs. at least i know we are on the same wavelength.
4- feeeeeeeeed me. i am fat liddat. no equation can ever justify this. i am not a materialistic type, a gift once in a while is forever lovable, but, if u r not rich, just feeeeeeed me. thats all im asking for.
5- but ofcourse, accepted me. accept the fact that i am lousy at diet & will never look down on food. accept the fact that i am fat. and kelamkabut. and nosy at times. and cengeng. and very very gedik. and many moreeeeeeee.
6- not shy to introduce me to his friends. vice versa.
7- tidak takbor/riak/menunjuk2. a very down to earth profile lah kirenye.
8- be exclusive. if u r a kind who always always updated fb statuses or insta or anything liddat, urgh, u simply an easy person. i mean its good that u r easy going with everyone but i prefer an exclusive types.
9- witty. who doesnt loves a witty person kan? jgn lah serious sgt all the time.
10- bright. (hehe like me ahahhahaha). jgn bodoh & lembab sgt. tapi x perlu genius sgt mcm si imah tuh. tihihi.

currently listening to:taylor swift back to december
currently feeling:sad
i wanna be:a supermodel

++3D printing

Urgh i cant sleep
And all i can think about rite now is about the 3D printing technologies. Boleh tak????
I mean, i wonderr wehh how they did it. Do we have one that i can lean my hands on to in malaysia rite now?
I wanna touch it!!
And whats the mass used? Is it paper or plastic or what?
How do they did it?? Pawer siotttt

If i could change my profession now, i wanna be in the rnd team about the new technology. Any new tech.
Like how my former university are reasearching (with i think 5billion pounds grant) of the 5G technologies..i wanna be part of it!
Weiii 4G pon we hardly achieved weh!
T_T

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++Day 27 of 30T30D

Day 27 - Hand write your name. 

ate, cemane ke carenye? this one down here counts? my handwriting on my hand.

++Afgan - Jodoh Pasti Bertemu | Official Video Clip

lagu yg dok terngiang2 kat kepala kitorg sume skrg nih.
bayangkan tgh borak2 chat2 watsap2 tetibe "jika akuuuuuuuuuu bukan jalanmuuuuuuuu"
"ku ber hentiiiii mengharapkanmuuuu"
(akan ade je org sambung)

begitu.




Andai engkau tahu betapa ku mencinta
Selalu menjadikanmu isi dalam doaku
Ku tahu tak mudah menjadi yang kau pinta
Ku pasrahkan hatiku, takdir kan menjawabnya
Jika aku bukan jalanmu
Ku berhenti mengharapkanmu
Jika aku memang tercipta untukmu
Ku kan memilikimu, jodoh pasti bertemu
Andai engkau tahu betapa ku mencinta
Selalu menjadikanmu isi dalam doaku
Ku tahu tak mudah menjadi yang kau pinta
Ku pasrahkan hatiku, takdir kan menjawabnya
Jika aku bukan jalanmu
Ku berhenti mengharapkanmu
Jika aku memang tercipta untukmu
Ku kan memilikimu, jodoh pasti bertemu
Jika aku (jika aku) bukan jalanmu
Ku berhenti mengharapkanmu
Jika aku memang tercipta untukmu
Ku kan memilikimu

++Day 26 of 30T30D

Day 26 - What’s the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?
someone told me that i am a typical malay girl who sit at home lipat baju while waiting for her husband to come back from his playfull hours. no, thats not the meanest, the meanest was when the words come from the husband himself.
yea, despite the fact that i am a lazy fat chick. lazy lazy pon tapi rajin lipat baju kotttt. pfffttt.
its just that i dont do chores around someone's house, sbb janggal/takot/segan/aku ocd tgk susunan org lain.
that one deserves another entry. about ocd.

currently listening to:hanson - i will come to you
currently feeling:ok
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Day 25 of 30T30D

Day 25 - A picture that makes you laugh
OH SOOO MANY! but this is the quickest one... gemok pendekkkkkkkkkkkkk
tapi comellllllllllllll dooooooooooooooo

 
currently listening to:james morrison - i wont let u go
currently feeling:saddddddddd
i wanna be:a supermodel

++MMMBop (Acoustic)

ohhhh loveeeeeeee
bak kate eja, masih suara serak budu ituh!

++Day 24 of 30T30D

Day 24 - The month you were happiest this year and why
the year hasnt end yet but so far may 2013 was the best beause it was the month we went to korea.
great buddies are the best.

++Day 23 of 30T30D

Day 23 - Favorite area or room
ofcourse la bedroom.
as mentioned in instaa before, i love the small cozy type. not a fan of biggggg room, it scares the shit outta me. i have been in one circa 2009-2010. seriously tiap malam rase ade org tgh tgk aku. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

++Setia Hujung Nyawa (Muzik Muzik Semi Final Ke 28) 2013

pawerrrr shiallllll suara fiq!
urghhhh
for me most lagu2 semifinal muzik2 sedap2! (baru tgk kt utube sbb eah time live aku asyik away aja)
eventho mostly bakat2 baru (&muka2 muda & baru)(or maybe aku yg bimbo yg baru nak tau hehe)
tp ya allah mmg byk doooo lagu best best skrg!
walopon aku x jenis tgk drama2 melayu (sbb diorg ckp mostly lagu2 ost drama2 tv skrg),
tp, mmg jenis yg  bila dgr wahhh bes bbes.....
way to go the young agers!!!!!!!
(rilekla brada)

++Skinny Love

maa! ma mai.. ma ma mai!
ai suke this girl. hehe. 

++Day 22 of 30T30D

Day 22 - Tell your followers how you do your makeup.
aaaaa??? :(( i didnot. uwaaaa apakah soalan ni sengaja menguji tahap kebimboan daku.
i cleanse, i apply toner & mosturiser, only in the morning. before tido mmg tak, mmg pemalas tahap zimbabwe. i bought few bb cream during korea trip but only wear it twice this year. :((
nowadays, i apply lipstick sekali sekala sbb rasa sgt pudar (sepudar cintamu ceh wah).
itu sahaja.

huhui.

currently listening to:joe flizzow - havoc
currently feeling:blunt
i wanna be:rich

++Day 21 of 30T30D

Day 21 - Talk about your piercings or tattoos, if you have any.

boring do ohhhhh
my only piercing are on the ears. tatau bila but before mumaiz lah kan, maybe before preschool even.
i have no tattoos (so far) bbut if i do, i want it in between the dimples (yg takde dimples) at the bottom of my spine. gittew

currently listening to cars
currently feeling:sad
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Day 20 of 30T30D

Day 20 - 3 things you are proud about your personality

apekah soalan berbaur takborrrr nih???

frankly, i dont know what can i be proud of,
i dont even know whats my personality like but people has told me that i am:
1) funny & happy go lucky - i guess, hnm, ok, thats good because i always felt like i am boring and pendiam.
2) cool - pon hnmm yay! cool in a way lah. but i think i am always menggelabah type.. but urnmm...
3) listener - most of the time. just, try me.
4) disenangi katenyer - cewah. ni baru tambah sbb 'BR' baru bagitau. ce wah. nak gak tambah walopon dah tulih 3 diatas kan. kap lam ya nga sungguh.
5) according to 'IM', i am socialable, bright & easy going. i love!!!! tp toktahula sejauh mane yg sosial nye aku ni kan tp ai terima nikohnyeeee... 'BK' said the same thing.
6)  and lastly, according to 'MON'', i am an extrovert. wahhhyeke??? yeke??? wahhh. i always felt like i am an introvert. but people are the ones seeing me, not me seeing me, so, aku terima nikohnye jugokkk...


currently listening to:cakra khan - setelah kau tiada
currently feeling:nak teberak
i wanna be:rich

++Day 19 of 30T30D

Day 19 - Google the meaning of your name.

this is the 1st result from google i kid u not!!!!!

Haslfah

An intelligent, sexy, beautiful, amazing and cool girl.
Roots: Persian/Arabic

"OMG! Haslfah is such a badass!"
"Haslfah's swagger is on point, as usual"
"I wish I was amazing like Haslfah!"

A middle eastern name given to a wise, good looking sexy beast. 

Haslfah is a badass who is amazing, intelligent and suave. 

Her swagger is on point and all the girls wish they were Haslfah.

"oh my god! I wish I was amazing and cool like Haslfah!"
"That girl is such a Haslfah! She is so piff and suave"
"Hasilah is such a badass!"

wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

thank u urban dictionary! u rock! hahahahahhaha

++I'll be there for you (official video) (+playlist)

been revisittiong the old tvseries 'friends' starting from the 1st season,
cant help but feeling warmth inside.
with all those tiny little crushes and those moments when u think u r supercool wearing big tshirts & those trackbottoms. or my poor old big pair of jeans.

and my secret obsession towards men wearing jeans dizaman asasi because my coursemates were too nerd to wear one. lookit 'doktor' or 'sisugus' or 'sibukon'. budak2 sbp yg nerd and skema.
and it leads to thinking of the old vista angkasa. and the irc and the ouh sudah sampai ke zaman percintaan...
those were the days.

++Day 18 of 30T30D

Day 18 - Your Zodiac Sign & if you think it fits your Personality 
im a capricorn and below are the most common people's attribute towards a capricornist, and i guess i feel they are all righty:

 

Strengths:
Responsible, good managers, disciplined, self-control, dark sense of humor.

Weaknesses:
Know-it-all, unforgiving, condescending, expecting the worst.

Charismatic marks:
Medium build, can get in shape with effort but tends to be a bit soft.

Likes:
Family, tradition, quality craftsmanship, understated status, music.

Dislikes:
Almost everything at some point.

Best environment:
Positive work situation, urban environments with culture and style, anyplace to be in charge.

*part pretty tu yg ai paling gemor tu du du du la la la
*but then, good manager? are u sure? i dont think so. atlis i cant.

currently listening to:am4nda's voice
currently feeling:rigid
i wanna be:a supermodel

++niece & nephew

akot tak am4nda? akot tak?

++Day 17 of 30T30D

Day 17 - A picture of your room.
oloh bilik besepah...

 

++What's Luv

urgh urgh (rapping sounds)
nothing can go wrong with old 2000's dance hit. zaman tak mengenal erti clubbing hehe.

++Day 16 of 30T30D

Day 16 - A song that reminds you of a best friend.
Ella-aku kau dia
RHCP-Scar Tissue
VE-khayalan
Lifehouse-sick cycle carousel
JasonMraz-u n i both
KRU-didlm dilema
Ace of Base-The signs
MyChemRomance-I dont love u
Eman-I Shut down

currently listening to:i shut down
currently feeling:boringggggggggggggggg
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Day 15 of 30T30D

Day 15 - A problem that you have had.
a problem? ish ish ish, i had tonnes!
my weight, my lonely heart cewah, my poor-ness.
i need moneyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

tbd.
currently listening to:sheila on 7 - dan
currently feeling:lazy
i wanna be:rich

++the one with dinner kambeng

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Videlcute <videlcute@gmail.com>
Date: 14 November 2013 19:13:09

After for soooo many yearssss, i ran 3km just now and i deserve theseee meat tonite! Awesome possum!
Now now.

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++Day 14 of 30T30D

Day 14 - Your first celebrity crush
jonathan brandis of 'seaquest DSV". comel giler dia jadi lucas wolenezack (tatau ejaan). actually memule suke dia dari citer 'it'. citer seram pasal clown tuh, tp dia comelllllll!!! hehe.

& paul rudd of 'the clueless'. ya yg alicia silverstone terjatuh cinta dgn her own stepbrother tuh. paul rudd was the stepbrother. aku tataula skrg cemane rupebentuknye mamat ni, tp, dulu zaman clueless tu dia superkacak dimata aku..
'i wanna be a supermodel la la la' lagu citer tuh. ok blk ni nak dlod...

ekin cheng of young & dangerous. comellllllll gilerrrrrr... hehehe

*aku tatau mane satu yg first but cant i crush many at the same first time?

*aku mmg jenis suke hero2 yg muke comel kot, bukan set2 macho2 kot...
hnmmm... patutlah aku x suke pon danial craig sume tuh.

currently listening to:ungu-kekasih gelapku
currently feeling:sad
i wanna be:a supermodel

++si bimbo berckp tentang telco part 3

helohai... bertemu kembali kita di ruangan si bimbo nak becakap psl telco...
kali ini ai nak berkata2 mengenai radio access technology pula.

let me recap (cewah), susun galur radio technology dari zaman ke zaman:


1G -
analog phone (zaman parameswara haha telepon atur dsb)
zaman ini, we use FDMA (freq div multiple access).
maksodnye user use different frequency at the same time.

2G - 14.4kbps
GSM, GPRS (and EDGE later on)
this technology, we use TDMA (time div mul xs).
maksodnye, at the same frequency, user are using different timeslot.
1carrier ade 8 timeslot, so, at the same freq tu, user beratur utk guna 8slot tuh.
if u r now connected to GPRS (lambang bulat kalo kat iphone), kalo xde org guna voicecall, dan kalo ko dpt masuk dlm antara 8 timeslot tu, bertuah lah kau.

3G -384kbps - 14.4Mbps - 42Mbps (the latest product by the company using 2x2 MIMO)
UMTS, HSDPA, HSPA (3G lah)
at this point of tech, kite sudah guna CDMA (code div mul xs)
so, at the same time & frequency, we were differentiate by code. (eg: scrambling code dll)

4G - 173Mbps - 326Mps (theoretically)(best case scenario)
LTE
this tech is currently using OFDMA (orthogonal FDMA)
this is the time when we finally apply our 'favourite' fast fourier transform (FFT) to make sure each user are using frequencies that are orthogonal to each other. haa kau, rupa2 nye ade faedah nye fast fourier tranform yg kite belaja during maths dulu tuh.

currently listening to:ungu-demi waktu (spotify playlist)
currently feeling:kenyang nak mampossssss
i wanna be:richhhhh

++Day 13 of 30T30D

Day 13 - A picture of where you want to honeymoon.
a picture theoretically speaking or a real picture? problem sunggoh aku ni.
but i imagine my honeymoon at a foreign land. ada beach kalo boleh.
and we have fun relaxing. takmo tpt shopping2 or tpt kene penat2.
santorini or mykonos or maldives pon dah memadai. memadai???
oklah kalo miskin, boracay will do it.
takmo yg crowded place. i want to wear sexy with my partner hehehe.
and i hope for that only time he allow me to wear sexy, hehe, walo cemane alim sekalipon dia. sekaliiiiiii tu je!
amin.

currently listening to:
currently feeling:
i wanna be:

++the one with dosa x sembahyang

aku paling x suka kalo org nak citer pasal org sembahyang atau tak kat aku..
tlg elakkan pls dari cerita kat aku...
aku pon byk lobang sane sini kotttt, tak kuase aku nak tanggung dosa org lain lak.

currently listening to:padi - bidadari
currently feeling:menyampah!!!
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Hobi baru

pls pls pls dlod sing! karaoke. best wehhhhh

++Taktidoooooo dibuatnyaaaaaaa

Listen to this recording on Sing! Karaoke by Smule.

http://www.smule.com/p/77752319_21735975


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++Day 12 of 30T30D

Day 12 - Something that puts a smile on your face no matter what.
hehe (gelak gatai dulu) mestilah sebarang sms/watsapp/komen/etc berunsur cinta dari lelaki...
especially lelaki yg kite suke. kannnnnnnnn?

*kalo tetibe dpt coklat dari secret admirer (mcm M) mesti aku lagi senyum kambing sampai 88hari weh.

*actually kite perlu elaborate ke entry 30things in 30days ni ek?

currently listening to:padi-kasih tak sampai
currently feeling:kenyangggg
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Day 11 of 30T30D

Day 11 - The meaning behind your Tumblr name:
the name is videlcute. videl is my first screen name, since during irc. my first anime char that i love, actually i love gohan (videl's husband) more, but the point is to be making a cute name out of a girl char kan. so there goes. but videl is such a glamour name, adding cute (apart from being perasan cute) is an easy way out. letak numbers mcm leceh.

currently listening to:audy-menangis semalam
currently feeling:convenient
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Day 10 of 30T30D

Day 10 - Your favourite book
seriously??
i am not a reader (shame on me, i know!!! :(( )
i just love reading (looking at pictures je sokmo) magazines (esp ikea mag) or comics.

thats why my grammar/vocab are so poor,
i know reading is a good way to enhance those things.
look at my frens who established good english conversation/writings, they all reads!!

*i should work on this, reading!
currently listening to:-
currently feeling:-
i wanna be:rich

++Day 9 of 30T30D

Day 9 - What you think about your friends
i loveeeeeeeeeeee my close friends.
i have these close bunch of school frens who always mengumpat & gossip together and travel and merintih kesepian together. they are like my pillar of strength now gittew (selain my faith lah ofkos).
i have these close bunch of uni frens who almost mostly married but still gila walopon some are very far away.
i have these close bunch of working frens to go lunch together (altho one of them has resigned huhu but we still go melaha or travel together)
i have these crazy socialites frens who never failed to take me higher on adrenaline rush level for party party thingy or lite2 sesi mengumpat or gossip too.
and of kos a bunch of frens that connected the dot between me and the ex too, altho improper, but i decided that there's nothing to lose if still kept them in the list anyway. they dont take my money, they dont take my energy, they bring some sweet happyness, so, why so serious lah kan?

and there's a reason why i still am friend with them all,
and there's a reason too why some are not dah.

currently listening to:-
currently feeling:-
i wanna be:rich

++Day 8 of 30T30D

Day 8 - Your opinion on your body and how comfortable you are about it.
i hate my height & ofkos my weight.
i hate & im not comfortable in it.
all my clothes are shrinking (tanak kalah) and u know damn well how i hate buying bigger clothes.
i dont ccare wht u think, but, i think wearing big loose clothes makes me look bigger.
because i had always getting the 'u look slimmer' compliments during tighter clothes.
why?

exactly!

currently listening to:-
currently feeling: happy & sad too
i wanna be:a supermodel

++the one with ayah

i saw an old man sitting shakily (menggeletar) in a drain tepi jalan duta tadi!.
aku tatau dooo dia buat apa situ tp dia mcm lost or something wrong lah..
ya allah kesiannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnye!
but i couldnt stop (or maybe i was in hurry) (or alasan)
the traffic is quite fast, aku nampak sepintas and i look thru the side mirror and he was still there
i know some might think he is some kind of psiko, but the old man was looking rather lost.
or maybe.
i dunno, tp aku terus nangih.

aku mmg tak boleh tgk org tua yg mcm ni. mcm menggeletar mcm takut2 dan jalan slow slow tuh.
there was one time, i saw a couple in the train years ago.
the old woman takut2 jatuh (they wasnt offered a seat), and the husband mcm marah2 makcik tu dgn muka "jgn lah kecoh2, duduk situ diam2" (u know bila laki macam malu dgn bini dia tuh)

tgk org tua mmg buat aku ingat ayah, especially the kurus2 gelap2 types.
he is not the gagah type (altho he is to me), but he is the very kampung type, to which, whenever i saw kampung folks i'll straightly remember him.
he is rather old for his age, rambut semua dah beruban and too skinny,
sedih but he is the fattest in his siblings.
aku sayang ayah aku. sgt sgt.
but if u understand our family, we are not manja or ckp lama2 on the phone types.
myself especially.
aku jenis simpan dlm hati. cinta dlm hati.
(mcm aku dgn bekas2 aku, tanye lah diorg betapa kayu-nye aku).
dan kitorg pon bukan jenis pelok2 ciom2 ayah too.
macam tatau doooo nak start cemane. awkward!

dimanakah halatuju nya entry ni kalo aku alala insaf dan rase nak blk kg tgk ayah (walopon dia tak sakit)  tp sebenanye aku nak gi melaha wiken nih!. neraka jahanam punye anak!

but i love u!

currently listening to:ratu teman tapi mesra
currently feeling:sadddddddddddddd
i wanna be:richhhhhhhhhhhhhh

++Day 7 of 30T30D

Day 7 - Bullet your day
sebagai seorg yg supersaiya bimbo, aku x paham apeke maknenye soalan ini.
tp aku jawab jugak demi menjaga hati aku (Bukan hati you) ahahahhaha
(x sempat abis bimbo, pojan dah menjawab persoalan aku ni di watsapp)

answer is:

• (siap letak bullet kan) NO MOOD & cant wait for tomorrow & the weekends to arrive!

currently listening to:sheila on 7 - tunjuk satu bintang
currently feeling:awesome!
i wanna be:rich! & Happy (is it to much to ask???)

++day 6 of 30t30d

Day 6 - A song that makes you cry

Mana boleh 'a' song!!!
Aku x kire aku nak listkan sumeee yg aku tgh teringat now

Lifehouse-breathing! & sick cycle carousel!!
Eman-i shut down!!
Josie&the pussycats-u dont see me:((
Yellowcard-only one!!
A7x-dear god!!!
Dixie chicks-u were mine!
Blink 182-i miss you!!!:((((((( sgt wehhhhh!!!! fuck u!!!!! (Meroyan)
(Sori bahasa tgh emo)
Kiroro-very very love you:((
Hoobastank- the reason
Jason wade-u belong to me
Foo fighters-walking after u
Atiek-aku sayang padamu
Peterpan-semua tentang kita, yg terdalam, mimpi yg sempurna

Gila kuasa! Nasebek pelupa, kalo tak ade 100lagi.

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++day 5 of 30t30d

Day 5 - Band you are dying to see LIVE

Lupaaa lagi!! Xbleh diharap sungguh.
Ok the answer is:
Lifehouse!!
(And coldplay and greenday)
Nangih mengenangkan nya.

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++Day 4 of 30T30D

Day 4 - Post your favorite quote.
"everybody's beautiful on their own special way"
or so i thought.

currently listening to:padi-rencana besar
currently feeling:saddddddd (makin lame makin sad ni pe hal???)
i wanna be:richhhhhhhhhhhhher

++Day 3 of 30T30D

Day 3 - Your First Love
this is not an easy question.
my first love was tody (the wet sprocket). but my first real love was atuk.
but my first real heartbroke was tody (cinta monyet) but my first everything was atuk.
hnm. but i also think boris has something with the first too. hnmmm.

but then, hnmmmm.... next!

currently listening to:padi-bayangkanlah
currently feeling:sad but ok
i wanna be:richhhhhhhhhh

++Day 2 of 30T30D

hek elehhhhh
how can i forget something i promised to do nih??? 
terus 4th nov dah arini, tp, aku x kire, aku nak gak post day 2,3 punye soalan.
so here goes:

Day 2 - If you could chose a time period to be born at , which one would it be and why?
for me, i just loveeeee my birthdate. And the year, not so gen y -ngy & not so gen x -ngy.
except from the fact that i havent married yet that haunted me for as long, i love my age & i love my batchmates (by batch mates i also meant those 2/3 years younger/older)

we rock! the 80's kid! yes we rock!

currently listening to:padi-seperti kekasihku
currently feeling:sad abit but ok
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Day 1 of 30T30D

Day 1 - Post one confession/secret.
yeah, i still love my ex. but i have moved on. dont u worry about me anymore.

currently listening to:ada band on spotify (langit tujuh bidadari)
currently feeling:sad
i wanna be:a supermodel

++30 Things in 30 Days Challenge!

i read pojan's entry about 30days challenge and i also wanna take part (x dijemput pon, sila masuk)

below are the titles:
Day 1 - Post one confession/secret.
Day 2 - If you could chose a time period to be born at , which one would it be and why?
Day 3 - Your First Love
Day 4 - Post your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Band you are dying to see LIVE
Day 6 - A song that makes you cry
Day 7 - Bullet your day
Day 8 - Your opinion on your body and how comfortable you are about it.
Day 9 - What you think about your friends
Day 10 - Your favourite book
Day 11 - The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 12 - Something that puts a smile on your face no matter what.
Day 13 - A picture of where you want to honeymoon.
Day 14 - Your first celebrity crush
Day 15 - A problem that you have had.
Day 16 - A song that reminds you of a best friend.
Day 17 - A picture of your room.
Day 18 - Your Zodiac Sign & if you think it fits your Personality
Day 19 - Google the meaning of your name.
Day 20 - 3 things you are proud about your personality
Day 21 - Talk about your piercings or tattoos, if you have any.
Day 22 - Tell your followers how you do your makeup.
Day 23 - Favorite area or room
Day 24 - The month you were happiest this year and why
Day 25 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 26 - What’s the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?
Day 27 - Hand write your name.
Day 28 - 10 ways to win your heart
Day 29 - Nicknames you have, and why you have them.
Day 30 - A Pic from last year and A Pic from Now ... How have you changed in the last year?

currently listening to:ada band on spotify (segudang cinta)
currently feeling:sadddddddddddddd
i wanna be:a supermodel

++This one should be in here

I am feeling really2 sad and down and sad and downnnn😭😭😭

My aunt died yesterday
Of cancer
Something wasnt in the family heritance before
I am so scared
And sad too
This one was the one who frequent our home in tamp1n during my primary school
And she is the rock type
Who went and bang her head on to the kind of pujaan 10 nescafe rock kapaks.
Sometimes she went with us to those funfair gigs.
I just love her.

And i am sad typing this.

She is the rajin type too especially during kenduri. Even atuk reckon her, said, makcik awak yg tu rajin.

And to witness how well her husband treated her during her final month,
Urgh ull cried million tears if not billions. She was in a good hand i have to say. Even until her final moments.

I dunno what to say, she went away 42 days after her sister.
Mom said that after her sister, she didnt eat. She lost her urge and willingness to fight her cancer.

Cannot write further, shattered hands.

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++mimpi sedih malam tadi

sedihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
mimpi sedih
tersentak dan terus terjaga


dan aku terus ke tesco beli groceries mencecah rm200.
bukan utk family, utk single yg hidup sendiri.
mood memasak telah mari.

*saje nak update pengguna2 samsung & apple

++TBBT s07e06

howard sang (together with the whole team(penny & leonard & raj & amy & sheldon) to bernadette on their 1st anniversary:

♪ If I didn't have you ♪♪ Life would be blue
♪ I'd be Dr. Who without the TARDIS ♪
♪ A candle without a wick
♪ A Watson without a Crick
♪ I'd be one of my outfits without a dick-ie ♪
♪ I'd be cheese without the mac ♪
♪ Jobs without the Wozniak
♪ I'd be solving exponential equations ♪
♪ That use bases not found on your calculator ♪
♪ Making it much harder to crack ♪
♪ I'd be an atom without a bomb ♪
♪ A dot without the com
♪ And I'd probably still live with my mom ♪
♪ And he'd probably still live with his mom ♪
♪ Ever since I met you, you turned my world around ♪
♪ You supported all my dreams and all my hopes ♪
♪ You're like uranium-235 and I'm uranium-238 ♪
♪ Almost inseparable isotopes
♪ I couldn't have imagined ♪
♪ How good my life would get ♪ From the moment ♪ That I met you
♪ Bernadette

♪ If I didn't have you ♪ ♪ Life would be dreary
♪ I'd be string theory without any string ♪
♪ I'd be binary code without a one ♪
♪ A cathode ray tube without an electron gun ♪
♪ I'd be Firefly, Buffy and Avengers without Joss Whedon ♪
♪ I'd speak a lot more Klingon ♪♪ Heghlu'meH QaQ jajvam ♪
♪ And he'd definitely still live with his mom ♪
♪ You turned my world around
♪ You're my best friend and my lover ♪
♪ We're like changing electric and magnetic fields ♪
♪ You can't have one ♪♪ Without the other
♪ I couldn't have imagined ♪♪ how good my life would get
♪ From the moment that I met you ♪
♪ Bernadette
♪ Oh, we couldn't have imagined ♪
♪ How good our lives would get
♪ From the moment that we met you ♪
♪ Bernadette.

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet wehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
never have i cried wathing the big bang theory.

currently listening to:the big bang theory s07e06
currently feeling:sadddddddddddddd
i wanna be:a supermodel

++the one who preferred home over the hypes

i had a quick lunch today with J
and a topic about how we spend the weekend came up
we both agree that we rather sit at home and lazying around nowadays.
and online shopping.
are we old or are we old?

and to think that i even ordered a sofa bed online.

seriously?


currently listening to:arcade fire - reflektor
currently feeling:se-eh
i wanna be:a supermodel

++si bimbo berckp tentang telco part 2

sambungan. bosan kan topik blog pasal ilmu ni. hehe, tp nak jugak share.
berikut ialah beza2 antara semua service2 yg anda dpt.
nanti kalo mak2 kt kg tanyo apo tu 3G dik? ha ekau lukihkanlah table bawah niha:
2G: gsm gprs edge
3G: umts, hsdpa, hspa, hspa+
4G: LTE, wimax 

currently listening to:king & lionheart - of monsters & me
currently feeling:unhappy but content
i wanna be:a supermodel

Metallica - Master Of Puppets live Seattle 1989

pagi2 dah buat saiko dgr lagu metal2. tak paham aku.
maybe aku rindu sgt nak tgk org jamming. bunyi kuat in the studio.
bukan! bukan mcm dgr kat youtube. nak dlm soundproof room, nak jantung bedegup kencang itu.

Metallica - Master of Puppets (Live) [Quebec Magnetic]

currently listening to:
currently feeling:
i wanna be:

++si bimbo berckp tentang telco part1

in general, this is for bimbos.
i hope no technical person will encounter this blog hehehe. (takot aku merepek2 je)

1st of all, why are telco companies, in malaysia especially, are *losing revenues year by year, company XX for instance, used to be the most succesful & richest company when we first know about data in mobile services almost above 10years ago, even the ceo was one of the richest man in world that time, but why, now, this XX company is not anymore.

1) when the traffic was mostly voice, (2005 & below), the revenue over the cost of the infrastructure are much more higher. (dah more, higher lak)(bimbo).
2) after 2005, traffics are going to the data pattern.
users are introduced to more entertaining UI, frenster, fotopages, the great facebook came around 2006/7, then twitter, then instagram, keek, whatsapp, etc etc. semua nya data.
voice traffics (cheap infrastructure, high revenue) are getting stagnant, & mostly saturated.
data traffics (expensive infrastructure, not so high revenue) going exponential.
at some point of time, the network cost exceeds the revenue.

volume of traffics (data) are getting higher, the cost of traditional infrastructure also getting higher,
but the revenue, nada. stagnant. (tu sbb that richest man lari dari the company, bukan pergi ke another telco company, but, out of the technology altogether)
sebab apa? sbb users are getting cheaper & cheaper services, they see data as a cheap services. data plan strategy between telcos are competing well. semua nak kasi package paling murah, it's not healthy for the telco companies, but, if i am a customer too i still want the cheapest package too. so, no complain there.

so when i heard people complaining (mostly in fb) about how a rich company ni, network coverage mcm sial lah, at certain area, x reti2 ke nak buat something, bla bla bla,
i can imagine the face of the engineers in certain department yg struggle to give the best coverage, struggle cut PO/PR for sites upgrade ke, tambah itu tambah ini, and its not as easy, sometimes there were budget cut because of some other department sibuk pakai duit for marketing, sometimes tetibe ade VIP from other site complain so there goes that budget for that site into that other site, sometimes tetibe ade vandalism in other site (ni mmg paling pundek),  and so on.

of course, there are always a budget from that small revenue, but, the traffics volume are getting fnking overflown that no better service provider can cope with the upgrading costs.
upgrading cost for the existing network tuh satu,
upgrading cost for the new technology tuh lagi satu.

if people complain and if they are tired of it, they can go to the extend of suggesting you to change service provider je.

the basic fundamental in data services (in 3G network) is, the more people in the same area using the same service provider, the worst the network became.
a site serving an area based on their power level, the more user around the area using any data services at the same time will make their power level distributed amongst the users, so, sorang dpt sikit power je, so makin slow le intenet ittew.
bila ramai org in the same area complains about the slow serving site, telco engineers akan mengupgrade dgn menambah power level contohnye, (ade lagi upgrade2 lain, maleh nak taip)(sebenanye dah lupe),
and after a while, ramai lagi tetibe user baru duduk area tu, or ramai user dah teraddicted kpd utube channel k-droma tuh, so, slow lah semule, so upgrade lah lagi,
sehinggalah dah xbleh upgrade apo2 dah, ekau poie lah pindah rumah hahahhaha.
(actually, boleh lagi, tambah new site, or tambah rnc, but totally different case&cost, maha karya cinta, byk lagi kawasan2 strategy yg perlu duit utk upgrade yg 1st phase tadi, semuanye dependable.)
(contohnye kawasan kg acik tuhaaaa, node-B (site) pon takdoooooooooo)

(why havent i complained about it? walopon kdg2 rase sakit jiwa diatas ketiadaan intenet, tp, kdg2 rase alala tenang & aman juwer hehehe. and i know my village is a remote area, x layak & x mendtgkan revenuee so tidak dipandang utk di buat apapa ahahahahhaha)


*tbc


currently listening to:daniel beddingfield - if youre not the one
currently feeling:sadddddddd
i wanna be:a supermodel

++No title

Sedihnyeeee huhuhuhuuuu
I nidddd vacationnnnnn

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++The one with murtabak singapore

I love this one. Murtabak singapore..
the price is around 6 dollar sekeping..
normally ai pesan kat runiz yg suke blk singapore tuh
(mcm selalu sgt la kan padahal baru 2 kali je sbb baru tau kesedapannya) ,
but few said that there is a gerai selling this at shah alam kot.
the size is a magic pan large size. besar gila.
aku yg mkn byk ni pon kene mkn 2kali baru abis semua.
wahgitu.
it is a total diff with our local murtabak, no isi bawang yg melimpahruah no no, daging semata.
lagi sedap dari roti daging!

++Your body is a wonderland

Something 'bout the way the hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase
You tell me where to go and though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed without my hand behind it

you want love?
We'll make it
Swim in a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body is a wonderland

++the one with the property

if you're looking for an investment in property business, i think this one is a good one.

currently listening to:video am4nda z4ra
currently feeling:sad
i wanna be:richhhhhhhh

++the one with periok

yaaaaaaa...
i brought back mom's periok to office today.
the rendang was frozen together with this periok (sbb pemalas kan), and mom had hard times nak pisahkan the rendang from the periok, so she decided to let the periok go together.
bayangkan cemane ai bawak pi ofis kan.
tekejot mak kau.

yes, to panaskan lauk selama berhari2. jimat belanja!

++Hao Xin Fen Shou

astagaaa... tadi aku ade bende nak ckp sini, tp, skrg dah lupa...
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. menyesal tak bukak blog ai nih? hehehe
ok biar daku pegi beristighfar utk mencuba mengingatinya sebentar....

okla ai mmg dah tua nampaknya dah lupa nak tulis apa..
tp tertgk pula video lama... mari mari mari masuk, salam saye dulu:

++

you left me without a thought in my head
i guess it's worth it to weigh they difference
but i won't drive until you tell me it's fine
to follow the lines where we had said goodbye

++tunjukkan padaku

Tenangkan resahku,
Saat langkahku terasa berat,
Teduhkan jiwaku,
Saat matahari bersinar terlalu pijar,
Karena dirimu satu -satunya yang kuandalkan,
Saat diriku tak mampu berdiri di sini sendiri,..

Ceritakan sayang,
Hari-hari yang t'lah kaulalui,
Katakanlah sayang
Semua hal yang kaubenci dari diriku,

Cobalah... cobalah...
Tuk mengerti keadaan ini,
Aku rapuh... saat kau tinggalkan,

Bangunkan tidurku,
Bila kauterjaga lebih dulu,..
Dan bergegaslah sayang,
Kita isi makna indahnya hari ini,

++the one who is a hoarder

hi everyone, i am a hoarder.
and, i have a loooooooooooooooong list of unwanted things/stuff in my home and i have wayyyyy looooooooong list of the olddddddddd stuffs
i still hanged the exes pictures on my wall, i still keep all his clothes and all the movie tics we went together!
saikooooooooooooo giler!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i kept all the yongtaufu container, i kept all the paperbags.
i still kept all the readers digest collections! to which i have never read!
i kept my old curtains, my old pillowcases, my old shirts my old pants my superold scarves!!!
scary kau.
i didnot know how and when and how?? can u throw away your precious things?
oklah i did throw away some, but i still kept most.
my 3rd room is now occupied by my silly stuff.

and u know what?
i kept my old frenster too.
i saved it the lastime we were in it, and i can ss it to prove it.
later.

omfg

now that frenster has shutdown, i kinda miss it

i think need therapy for my hoarding problem nih.
no wonder i cant letgo easily. i tend to sayanggggggggggg to throw away T_T

currently listening to:nothing
currently feeling:sad
i wanna be:a supermodel

++Kenangan Terindah

bila yg tertulis untukku
adalah yg terbaik untukmu
kan ku jadikan kau kenangan
yg terindah dlm hidupku
namun takkan mudah bagiku
menghilangkan jejak hidupmu
yg telah terukir abadi
sebagai kenangan yg terindah...

++set down your glass

Just close your eyes
And count to five
Let's craft the only thing we know into surprise

Set down your glass
I painted this
To look like you and me forever as we're now

And I'm shaking then I'm still
When your eyes meet mine I lose simple skills
Like to tell you all I want is now

You sing and I'm killed
I'm just not the same
As I was a year ago and each minute since then

My jumper tears
As we take it off
And you say you'll sew me good as new and I know you will

And I'm shaken then I'm still
When your eyes meet mine I lose simple skills
Like to tell you all I want is now..

++ST12 - Saat Terakhir | VC Trinity

suara sengau mcm selsema itu! menitis2 air mata dipagi jumaat..
"arwah" itu baik org nya...



Tak pernah terpikir olehku 
Tak sedikitpun ku bayangkan
 Kau akan pergi tinggalkan kusendiri
Begitu sulit kubayangkan 
Begitu sakit ku rasakan 
Kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri
Dibawah batu nisan kini 
Kau tlah sandarkan 
Kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam 
sungguh ku tak sanggup
 Ini terjadi karna ku sangat cinta

*Inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
 Jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
 Hanya mampu ucapkan 
Selamat jalan kasih

#Satu jam saja kutelah bisa 
cintai kamu;kamu;kamu di hatiku
 Namun bagiku melupaknmu 
butuh waktuku seumur hidup 
Satu jam saja kutelah bisa 
sayangi kamu... di hatiku
 Namun bagiku melupakanmu 
butuh waktuku seumur hidupdi nanti ku......

++the one with the rm900 wage

so imah has been (hehe) spamming us with this article of a girl who lives with a minimum wage of rm900 a month and dare us to take the bet to live accordingly too.
read here: http://www.businesscircle.com.my/living-minimum-wage-rm900-month-personal-account/
what a false hope, how can someone live on a rm900 monthly wages? rm900 monthly means rm30 daily for meals/transportations/expenditure.
an outing to a fancy cafe per 1 meal a day pon dah can cost us around rm50 kan. cemane pulak nak live with only rm30 a day (tu tak termasok tolls & gas kan)..

but kami yg aneh ni tetap menyahut seruan imah ituh.. (but of course kan) hehehe.

so below are the things that'll be counted in the rm900 spendings:
meals, transportations (tolls/minyak/lrt/ktm/etc), any daily expenditures (shopping ke, groceries ke, online groupon ke, medicals ke, karaoke ke, spa ke, kaler kuku ke, dandan rambut ke)

things that'll not be counted:
committed loans (car loan, house loan), committed bills, basic monthly adjustmentslah (mcm duit rental ke, duit kasi mak ke, duit kasi anak buah ke, duit zakat ke)

we started at 1st october (ya baru je 2 hari hehehe, mmg taktahu apakah arah tujuan nya akan berjaya tak), but the mastermind had already datang meracon kitorg dgn sale sane sini, kurang asammmmmmmmmm!!!!

and now she's struggling to find ways to sabotage irina's budgetary. shaitannnn! hahahaha

but anyways, what do we get from this betting if not only helping us saving more money for our next trip, yes, entertainment:

so kamon girls (and boys, err, rasenye xde org lelaki bace blog saye), doakan kami berjaya!
and if u want my share of the final results, just stay tune!
and this is my sample of iphone apps used for this tracking:

currently listening to:arjuna-mendengarmu (i wonder whr r the bands now eh)
currently feeling:unwell
i wanna be:a supermodel

++tbbt episode 1 season 10

howard: Check it out. Mrs. Davis from Human Resources is here. She's probably on the lookout
for sexual harassment.

raj: Oh, great. There go my chances of being sexually harassed.

howard: I heard her husband left her for a hot, young undergrad.
That's so much better than the old, ugly ones.

mrs davis: Mr. Wolowitz, Dr. Koothrappali.

raj: Mrs. Davis, nice to see you. You know, I recently read a fascinating article on infidelity among penguins.

mrs davis: Okay.

raj: So if the fact that your husband left you makes you feel unattractive, just remember,
penguins get cheated on, and they're adorable.
(clicks tongue)

howard: It was better when you couldn't talk to women.

ahahahhahahahhah...
the big bang theory is back.. loveeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

++Types of Girlfriends

ahahahaha the girl who made this video is brilliant lah jugak walopon mcm bongokkkk.
dia buat byk video mepek mepek yg bongok2.

there are alot of types of girlfriends outthere, u can test and try and taste all types if u freaking hv time and money and the energy, but at the end of the day, u'll miss just all of them and u'll live in one hell of addiction.
the question is "ure old and u dont hv time to play around anymore"
or "ure old and u should not miss an opportunity to play around like this anymore"
and i have like dozens of friends who believe that they should not play any games and stick to the one while the one they were thinking is gonna be the mr right is thinking that they should not play mono and should go around and experience!

hnmm, me? im the sweetheart type. duhhhhhhhhhh ahahhahahahahahhahahahah
(i dont care wht u think about me kekdahnye)

5 months sober :(

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++the one who is mengantuk but still want to blog

meengantokkkkk siot, and it leads me to this: blogging.
but i dont hv anything to say. and i am still not over the killers.

oh ha. yesterday we had a swimming class at the usual spot,
and during shower afterwards, we gossips alot. about, erm, about the killers, about other concerts, about ape tah.
bila keluar shower, we saw the instuctor tgh jalan from the back of the shower, which is un-logic because the men's are on the left side of the building, he came out from the right side of the building. so, we concluded, he curi2 dengar what we gossipped in the changing rooms.
hahahahaha perasan tak?

tak cukup dgn itu, we continue the gossip of S's new scandal at auntiegemok belakang fam.
pastu we talked about among other potential candidate, and i showed them one of the pictures.
pastu, nama monno naik walopon monno xde ditempat kejadian.
pastu, ok aku mengantukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
wtf is this.
 
currently listening to:the killers all the things that ive done
currently feeling:mengantukkk
i wanna be: at home and sleeping!!!

++the one with the killers

yayyyyyyyy finally!!!!!!!!!

after for soooooo many monthsssss, my KPI for 2013 has been achieved.
havent attended any live performances this year kauuuu!!!!
(except sheila on 7 on new year's eve.)
gile lame kauuuuu!

we waited for 1hour before the killers really started singing :(,  huhuhuk.
sbg seorg yg tua dan berat atas, pinggang ahkakkk mmg longohhhhh gilooooo
siap krem krem oiii deknon!
rase nk duduk cangkong but we had dipped ourselves right into the middle front crowd, no place to duduk wor... so, bediri je la sambil pikir nak tarik2 rambut budak budak melentik2 depan kitorg tuh, eiiii aku sikuuuu jugak budak ni nanti. jgn mcm cacing kepanasan bole tak???

brandon flowers naik pentas je, dia terus "coming outta my cage and i've been doing just fine gotta gotta be down because i want it all" !!!!!!!!
sakit pinggang, krem lutut semua hilang serta merta, acik terus lompat lompat lompat sampai lutut bebunyi. bestttttt saikoooooooooooooo!
happy sampai rase nak bercinta dgn mamat sebelah rambut panjang comel duduk diam before konsert!!!! comel sgt pangai dia!!!! sbb lepas konsert start dia terus lompat.
(dia budak umur 21tahun kot)(muke dia mcm exboipren acik mase dia umor 20tahun dulu sbb masetu rambut dia pjg dan kale merah, sampai skrg kaklin panggil dia 'libasan rambut merah')

lepas tu, ok, hehe, sbg fan yg hampeh (as usual), acik x hafalla lirik kan. lompat yo lah tak buek apo pon. geram juga bile kite tau lagu tu tp kite xde daye nak nyanyi bersame sbb x afal.
hanye mampu bepeloh atas bawah kiri kanan depan belakang toksah citer. (ape motif nye ni)

itu sahaja lah citer nye kot.
dah tua, x byk pengalaman extravaganza pon, but ayu came out with a remarks "ok gak ek kite, xdela tua sgt kot, boleh stands there for merely 3 hours kot"
oh ye kan???????????

currently listening to:the killers somebody told me
currently feeling:
i wanna be:

++Cambodia Siem Reap 2013 Day 1 (with pictures)

• return airasia tix rm300
• tonle sap river cruise usd20
• war-museum tour usd5
• killing field - telah direject sbb dah penat
• lunch at khmer chef restaurant (halal), usd 6-8
• in-room service massage, usd6 for whole body
• hotel room 10usd pernite. 

the return-tix price for siemreap by airasia is around rm300.. 
ofcourse we bought it during one of the low fare sales, monthsss ago (lastyear i think)... 
(funny how some people asked me if it is because sibotak went to cambodia lastmonth? 
apaaahalll lak aku nak tiru dia??? dia kene ke cambodia in a very lastminute notice kot, aku pon takla se clingy tu kot nak tiru tiru dia.. pffttt)

and as expected, there're actually nothing much to do in siemreap but if u are a fan of arts & culture, u'll sure loving it.. and the services & stuffs are quite cheap.
our hotel room rate are only 10usd pernite perperson.
tuktuk's price are around 10usd pertuktuk perday. lenjanlah kemane pon.

for me, visiting others' culture is such an entertaining and fun way to learn about history & life & ofourse cultures, maybe arts too, but im no artsy fartsy except i loveeeee taking pictures..
i did get a hit by a friend afterwards, actually, reminding me not to post pictures of the  'berhala' (mostly patung2 persembahan) and religious praying monks.
thanx, i do accept it as an advice nonetheless, but, i didnot remove them from my fb, insa Allah, by all my heart, the pictures are only for picture-taking's & arts-loving's sake only, nothing more, and nothing worshiping or faith-revoking agenda to subside it. insa Allah.

on the first day, we went to tonle sap by river cruise. the tix price is 20usd perperson (quite expensive tho).
if u are aware of siemreap's topographical view, there's a big famous lake mengunjur from siemreap towards phnom penh. the name is tonle sap. it is listed as UNESCO biosphere. as u are also aware, anything UNESCO-d fascinate me (dont know whether it came from my real fascination or because it is already unesco-d, but i prefer it as a fascination lah). 

The Tonlé Sap is unusual for two reasons: its flow changes direction twice a year, and the portion that forms the lake expands and shrinks dramatically with the seasons. From November to May, Cambodia's dry season, the Tonlé Sap drains into the Mekong River at Phnom Penh. However, when the year's heavy rains begin in June, the Tonlé Sap backs up to form an enormous lake. (from wiki).

and yup, we were lucky to be there during the rainy season, we had the opportunity to be on top of tonle sap larger lake topography. the floating village (which accommodate tonle sap lake) during dry season mostly floats away to the river to avoid turbulances/.

besides enjoying the river boat ride towards tonlesap, we were also being taken to the floating river's school (made by unesco for the poor children & orphanage) and we had the opportunity to give charity (in terms of seguni beras) to those poor child (it was actually forced, tp kite nawaitu kan je lah utk besedekah kan).   

after tat, we went to visit the war museum. nothing much here, just few picture taking and ketua tingkatan (warrie) wanted us to visit the killing field afterwards but we rejected it sbb penat giler (dan malas dan lapar ahahahahahahha)
us being diva.

so instead, we went to have our late lunch at khmer chef restaurant (halal) and i had the chicken loklak with rice, they had fish amok, chicken amok, etc etc.
the taste is merely the same like malaysian dish. loklak tasted like ayam masak paprik. amok tasted like green curry. sedap.


selepas kenyang itu, we went back to hotel room and ordered the in-room service massage. they charged us usd6 perperson for a wholebody khmer body massage. i got a good masseur, i tink. that made us all fall asleep rite after the service (mcm service apeje kan sampai jadi lalok giler).
we planned for the night market tour that night, tp, semua kecundang. plus, we slept for 3-4hours only lastnite to catch the flight (tido kat surau lcct lak tuh).

currently listening to:michael learns to rock - complicated heart
currently feeling:sadddd
i wanna be:a supermodel